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Friday, October 31, 2008 @ 8:29 PM
Memories they're following me like a shadow now. And I'm dreaming Labels: wish you were.
@ 7:15 PM
 HAPPY HALLOWEEN AND HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY, LYNMAY!!! i am FINALLY able to use the computer. omgz, my dearest computer, i have missed you so much and i'm glad my mom allowed me to use the computer for at least 2 hours. pathetic, i know but it's better than nothing right! the holidays are here. i don't know if i should yay or tear because i'll be stuck at home. girlies were supposed to come over for dinner but my mom changed her mind last minute because i argued with her. freak okay! i'm sorry to those who were suppose to come. how i wish li hairong was a chinese teacher. he's super hilarious! who calls a kiwi viki?! renjing is a failure. school have been rather productive for me, i'm proud of myself. even though i got school blues every morning but i still force myself out of my bed. i have to buck up! i miss going out, i miss having my freedom. (sighz) lovex -me Why do you do this to me? Why do you do this so easily? You make it hard to Labels: why?
Tuesday, October 28, 2008 @ 9:32 PM
 (CREDITS TO WEIJIE)EH EH EH! ME HOUSE ME HOUSE! SO NICE RIGHT??? ACTUALLY YOU HAVE TO WALK PASS HERE TO GET TO MY HOUSE. YAYEZ! SO PRETTY! __, I MISS YOU WALKING ME HOME EVERYDAY WITHOUT FAIL, SHINE OR RAIN, NIGHT OR MORNING, HOT OR COLD, BUSY OR FREE, TIRED OR ENERGETIC, HAPPY OR SAD, LOVE ME BUT LIKE HER, YOU WILL STILL WALK HOME WITH ME WITHOUT FAIL. I MISS YOU BABY :'( (baby your head laaaaaaaa)
@ 9:11 PM
 Lessons today was as usual. Mundane, boring etc (fill in whatever you can think of) Went to Subway for lunch with Hy, Jaz, Weijie, Veron and Joey. Then Jaz left for her dental appointment while the rest came over to my place. They watched Over Her Dead Body and hung around for awhile. I walked them to the bus stop and I slept when I came home. Bloody midgit, YOU DON'T HAVE TO GO AROUND TELLING THE WHOLE WORLD ABOUT ME RIGHT! WHAT'S YOUR FUCKING PROBLEM! I HATE YOU. I'M GONNA IGNORE YOU DURING MATHS PERIOD, I DON'T CARE. HOPE YOU DON'T EVEN GROW TALLER! lovex Labels: midgit; thoughts
Monday, October 27, 2008 @ 9:18 PM
 happy deepavali everybody! okayez, i just got back from dinner. my family was invited to my mother's friend's place for dinner to celebrate deepavali. she's indian, by the way. dinner was good and it's my first time celebrating deepavli. dood experience. i woke up early and went to town with my mother, hazel and the maid. we had lunch at Taka and then we went to Wisma. i bought a pair of shoes, grey leggings and a dress(for aunt's wedding) i'm glad I woke up early and followed, worth it. smwarx! school's on tomorrow. yayez! i'm getting bored of staying home. how am i gonna survive the long long holidays.. lovex -me If I were a boy I think I could understand How it feels to love a girl I swear I’d be a better man. I’d listen to her Cause I know how it hurts When you lose the one you wanted Cause he’s taken you for granted And everything you had got destroyed Labels: if i were a boy
Sunday, October 26, 2008 @ 8:03 PM
 i had tuition just now. i am having a headache and i do not know why, it's not because of tuition. i don't know why and i don't know why! okayz, rina and i maybe going down to the gym tomorrow. maybe, maybe not? i wanna do something productive for my body. i'm not even sure if my mom will let me out of the house. anywayz, jingyee where are you? i miss you. lovex -me i'm getting tired of you playing me like a fool i thought i'd land in the skies when i hated you i find myself coming up short every time if you cant see me standing here love then your blind Labels: something i'm not.
Saturday, October 25, 2008 @ 10:07 PM
01. What have you been doing recently? eating and sleeping 02. Do you ever turn your cell phone off? spoiled already la :( 03. What happened at 10.00am today? sleeping 04. When did you last cry? i don't know 05. Believe in fate/destiny? none of the above 06. What do you want in your life right now? good grades 07. Do you carry an umbrella when it rains, or just put up your hood? both 08. What's your favorite thing to have on your bed? bolster 09. What bottom are you wearing now? red fbt 10. What's the nicest text in your inbox say? i cannot remember because phone isn't with me 11. Do you tend to make a relationship complicated? maybe? 12. Are you wearing anything you borrowed from someone? no 13. What was the last movie you caught? connected 14. What are you proud of? i have nothing to be proud of 15. What does the oldest text message in your inbox say? can't remember 16. What was the last song you sang out loud? angel by leona lewis 17.Do you have any nicknames? of course 18. What does your last received text message say? can't remember, how many times do you want me to repeat? 19. What time did you go to bed last night? i forgot. 20. Are you currently happy? probably... not? 21. Who gives you best advice? my girls 22. Do you eat whipped cream out of a can? of course, try it. 23. Who did you talk on phone last night? hungyih lurbbbeeee lurbe lurbe 24. Is anything bugging you right now? nope 25. What/who was the last thing/person to make you laugh? rina chua, her nonsense 26. Do you wear toe socks? nope 27. Who was the last person you missed a call from? rina, i think? 28. Have you ever had your heart broken? obviously, positively, totally 29. What annoys you most in a person? stuck up bitches 30. Do you have a crush on anyone? i don't know 31. Have you ever done cocaine? obviously not 32.What is the colour of your room? orange 33. Would you kill someone you hate for a billion dollar? yes, provided it's legal 34. Do you believe in the saying : talk is cheap? i guess 35. Who was the last person to lie in your bed? me 36. Who was the last person to hug you? i forgot, one of the girls i guess 37. Did anyone see the last person you kissed? yes, of course 38. Do you have a life? yeah duh 39. Have you ever think someone died, when they really didn't die? yes 40. What is the reason behind your profile song? no song 41. Who was the last person you saw in your dream? i can't remember my dreams 42. Last time you smiled? just now 43. Have you changed this year? yeah, of course 44. What are you listening right now? not listening 45. Are you talking to someone when you doing this? yeah 46. Do you walk with your eyes open or closed? heh, i can do both 47. Is there a quote you live by? life isn't a bed of roses 48. Do you want someone you cannot have? yes and no 49. Have you ever played an instrument? piano, grade 5 50. What was the worst idea you've had in this week? er, i don't know 51. What are you doing last night at 11pm? chatting with rina 52. Are you happy with your love life right now? no 53. What song best describe your love life? my silouette by just surrender 54. Does the person know that you like him/her? yeah and he's pretending he doesn't know 55. Who always make you laugh? rina 56. Do you speak other language other than English? chinses 57. Favorite website(s)? my blog, mtv home page 58. What's your middle name? laura lim minn, whichever 59. What are you doing tomorrow? tuition 60. What do you think you are like? sentimental 61. Who will you choose to die with? alone, don't wanna drag anyone with me 62. Where have you been today? my bed, my living room, the toilet and the kitchen 63. What game do you play often? i don't play games 64. Who are you missing right now? a rodent, a prawn, a turtle 65. If you have to choose between friend and love, who will you choose? friends are forever 66. What are you doing right now? chatting with my friends and doing this thing 67. Which primary school are you from? nanyang primary school 68. Name 3 colors that you like? black, hot pink and loud orange 69. What emotion you like to show? cheerful 70. What is your life to you? messed up 71. If you have something troubling you, what will you do? cry, whine, talk to my friends and blog 72. Who did you last chat in msn today? rina 73. Who do you admire most? a basketball player with a jersey Number 4. his dedication towards basketball. i am serous 74. Which month are you born in? september 75. How are you feeling right now? listless 76. What is the time now? 10:35pm 77. What kind of person do u think the one who tagged you is? i don't know 78.What color did you use to dye hair? black 79. Why are you doing this test? nothing better to do 80. What do you do when you're moody? sulk 81. At which age you wish to get married? 23 82. Who is more important to you? don't know 83. If today is the last day of your life, what will you do? tell my family i love them very much and thank my parents for bringing me to this world. hug all my girlies and thank them for always being there for me no matter what. tell hungyih i am sorry. i will go to ___ and hug and kiss him even though he don't want to and i will tell him i love him very vey much, really do (who cares what he thinks because i'm gonna die anyway) 84. Who is the person you trust the most? girlies 85. Do you believe in seeing a rainbow after a rain? yes, seen before 86. If you have a dream come true, what would it be? go back to year 2007 87. What is your goal for this year? i really wanna study hard, get into the course i want next year 88.Do you believe in eternity love? yes 89. What feeling do you love most? being loved by people. 90. Do you really think its Global Warming now? yes 91. What feeling do you hate most? heartbroken 92. Do you cherish every single friendship of yours? yes 93. Do you believe in God? when good things happen 94. Who cares for you most? hungyih and girlies 95. What do you think is the most important thing in your life? me,myself and i 96. What will you bring when you fight? my will in case i die. 97. What have you done regretted doing in your whole life? for not giving him another chance 98. What would you feel if no one no longer cares for you? hurt, sad 99. What if your boyfriend/girlfriend two-timed you? i believe in karma 100. How do you feel now? moodless The next 8 lucky people will be.... 1.Rina 2.Amanda 3.Angeline 4.Jingyee 5.Hungyih 6.Seraphina 7.Lorraine 8.Yusheng
@ 9:31 PM
heh, this is my god-knows-how-many post of the day. being stucked at home the whole day really sucks and i've tuition tomorrow. better that nothing, i'd rathe spent time at the tuition center than home.
@ 2:43 PM
i was thinking.. "are you really on your own or do you really love him?" i know, i know, i know. you must be thinking why i'm still pondering about this. i mean i'm not sad or anything already but it was just a random thought. so dove and guardian angel, shut up. (no offence) i said to him, "it's gonna be one year but yet you're still treating me like that." and he went, "it's gonna be one year but you're still not over me." okay i stop.
@ 2:18 PM
i'm stucked at home, seriously. my mom wasn't kidding when she said i was grounded, omg, how am i suppose to endure this? as long as school is on next week, i'm cool with it. at least, i can go to school and my friends are around. high school musical on monday, ey girls? (but i'm broke) nevermind, i'll figure something out. i'm dying to watch that show, you know. my mom is being ridiculous. ah whatever. i guess i'll do some studying today. everyone in the family is being a pain in the ass. eg grandmother, claire and maid. that's why i don't like staying at home. lovex -me i'm going to show you tonight, i'm alright. Labels: why can't you understand?
@ 12:31 AM
i smell like flower. hungyih, wanna smell me? (eyebrows go up and down, up and down)
@ 12:15 AM
I shouldn't be using the computer now but well, I'm bored and my mom went to bed so I decided to take a peek and see who's online. I sound so.. dopey. I hate my complexion, seriously. Hate it to the max! I can't believe I'm grounded, I am sad. I can't go out. I have been locked up. I need to study. Training starts on 18 Nov, it's so freaking long away. I want it to start now, damn it. Night people. xo -me
Friday, October 24, 2008 @ 9:49 PM
I am freaking irritated with my mom. I CAN'T EVEN GO OUT AT ALL! GROUNDED GROUNDED GROUNDED _l_ I WANNA WATCH HIGH SCHOOL MUSICAL BUT SHE INSIST THAT I HAVE TO STAY HOME. WHATEVER WHATEVER WHATEVER! Argh!!!!
@ 9:44 PM
@ 9:18 PM
 The chemistry competition thingy was today and we headed down to Ngee Ann Poly at 8 so we gave lessons a miss. Jaz and I were really stressed out when the judges were coming to our booth and I had a brain freeze when they arrived. Awesome man! (right) One of the judges was a German so that made me felt more stress. We had Henna painting after that and lunch was goood, right Jaz? Anyway, cabbed back to school with Amos, Francis and Jaz. Dad met Principal, Principal met Dad. There were other parents, of course. Can't wait to go back to the new campus okayez! xo -me butterflies when I'm with you. Labels: how will i know
Thursday, October 23, 2008 @ 9:11 PM
      My limbs are aching. It's been so long since I've worked out. And today, after so long, Rina and I headed down to the gym at Yio Chu Kang. We ran 2.4 km, I'm super proud of myself. I still have my stamina! We decided to catch a movie at amk hub but I realized I had only 4 bucks left and Rina was left with 5. We called Hung who was at Shaowen's place to lend us some money! Omgz, we were so desperate. But we had no choice okayez, we really wanted to watch the movie but at the same time we're saving money for our ___. Thanks, Hung! We'll return you the money after camp. Oh yes, we watched Connected. Kent watched it with us while Hung and Shaowen left for their rugby match. The show was goood! Rina and I were laughing so much even though it wasn't funny. (as usual) Dad's coming to school to meet the principal regarding my results. Hungyih! If you see this and I'm offline, calllll me okayezzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz. -me. Labels: live your life.
Wednesday, October 22, 2008 @ 10:02 PM
 I told my parents about my results. I am grounded and I'm restricted to use the computer for only one hour everyday until my mom sees me putting in effort in my studies during the holidays. My dad's gonna meet the principal this Friday, hopefully the VP isn't there. I'm not going to school tomorrow...I guess? I can't wait for camp. Oh yes, something really embarrassing happened in the bus on my way to tuition. I was sitting next to a really fat indian woman, I was sitting on the outside. And then, I had hardly any space to sit, when the bus turned, I fell of my seat. My goodness, it was so so so damn embarrassing! What's worse was that there was hot guy sitting behind me. Frrrreeeeeeeeeaaaaaaaaakkkkkkkkkk, laura you suck so much! -me. I was so sad only I didn't know it. Labels: heartbeat.
Tuesday, October 21, 2008 @ 10:54 PM
 I wanna drown myself to death right now, this instant. I am really really hurt. Thanks alot, ____. Thanks a whole lot! After all, I'm your toy. Dumped after used, thanks okay!Labels: rag doll
@ 8:11 PM
 Laura's to-do list: 1. History video. 2. Chemistry project. 3. Face the fucking music for my bad results and for almost retaining, have not told parents! 4. Stop being pissed over something useless. FORGET! 8B
@ 7:32 PM
 I am very very tired. I woke up bright and early to take a bus to school, my mom usually sends me to school. Many people didn't come school today, I shouldn't have come also. J.A.L.A slept through many periods because we were restless AGAIN. After school, Jaz and I went to some shop with Mr Tan to get containers for our khemistreeeee project thing at Kallang. He dropped us in town and we took a bus home. Came home and went to Hub with family to buy groceries. I AM TIRED, T-I-R-E-D. I'm controlling myself from going to bed now because I'm afraid I might wake up and then I can't sleep later on. Nonsense again.. If you have not noticed, I have been tired for the past few days and I don't know why. I put everything on the line. I spelled the little unspoken words
I'm contemplating if I should go to school tomorrow. I'm getting my report book on Friday, anyway. Special case whotz! Okay, I sound so loseric. xo Labels: Free.
Monday, October 20, 2008 @ 11:42 PM
Am I supposed to be happy? When all I ever wanted, it comes with a price. You Labels: cat and mouse.
@ 11:29 PM
Kristin's a whore (bitch frm Laguna Beach) She's like so full of herself and over-confident. Talking about confidence, guys likes confident girls, don't they? I'm directing this to someone. heh, I love you. Hung says I'm pretty and he gave me a <3. Yay! Night, world. -me I'll take you to my heart and feel you in my bones. Labels: I'm gonna do it fine on my own.
@ 9:17 PM
 SECONDARY 1, SO KAWAIIINEHZXZXZXZ RIGHT?!
@ 8:18 PM
My body feels so weak, I guess I am just very tired. Well, school was mundane. I felt restless as usual. But during CME, the four of us wanted to sleep but Mr Ng was being so funny. He was suppose to go through our CME test paper (so gay right, we actually have tests for CME) but half the class was sleeping. And he was like, "okay, those who wanna listen, listen! Those who don't want, SLEEP!" The four of kept laughing at that and we ended up not sleeping. He was so hilarious. Mr Tan held Joelle, Jaz and I back for a long time because of the bloody khemsitree thing. Now, the 3 of us are like rushing to finish it because it is due on Friday. Getting on my nereves seriously! Rina, Amanda, Sheila and I stayed back. The whole canteen was so quiet. You know what, I don't care. I do not care. I will not care. I promise not to care. I swear upon my life I will not care. Get it? So girls, believe that I'm over him. Even though it's not that convincing but I'm really trying my best already okay. xo. -me. Labels: body languages and bad habits.
Sunday, October 19, 2008 @ 9:37 PM
heh, I'm trying to hit my 2000th post as soon as I can so I'm gonna crap in this post. Okay, I'm not making sense. I feel like going back to center parting for my hair, veh cute lehzx hor? Like secondary one and two. I looked like some fugging shithole.. I don't know what to blog but I insist on blogging crap. I feel sad for you, whoever is reading this. I'm not gonna save you from this, too bad, who asked you to read? Since you have started reading, you can't click on the X button on top. YOU HAVE TO GO ON READING UNTIL I STOP! (wicked laughter) I think I'm going overboard. HEH, TOO BAD! read. I need to pee but then... I'm too lazy to go to the toilet and let it out. Shut up, bartsecks. I AM SO BORED SO I'M GONNA BORE YOU TO DEATH RIGHT NOW. LOL @ YOU! okay, buhbye. YOU THINK I'M GONNA STOP?! HEH, NO WAY! I've got a headache. bye.
@ 9:09 PM
I just realized I bought this book called Laguna Cove a long time back and I didn't know until I found it on my sister's bookshelf. I thought it belonged to my sister and she told me it was mine. I am about to finish the book already! I borrowed 2 other books from my sister so that at least I have better stuff to do than use the computer all the time. I was half-dead during tuition but I tried very hard to keep myself awake, we did Probability. School's on tomorrow and I actually thought it was Deepavali and there wasn't any school. Dope. -me. a little bit longer. Labels: summer breeze
@ 3:04 PM
 This is my 1001 posts. I am amazed, be amazed. Rain rain go away, come again another day. It's a good time to sleep but I have tuition. Tuition is a burden.
@ 2:08 PM
Sup! I jut got up from bed because I was afraid I was gonna be late for tuition. I have no clock in my room and Hung was suppose to wake me up at 2 and I thought it already passed 2 and he hasn't called me yet. But apparently, it was only 1. I called Rina just to ask her what time it was and I woke her up. Nice one! And and and, she was gonna reach the climax of her happy happy dream and I called. Tuition later. I am so lazy to go but I have to, needa buck up yaaawwww! xo Kentona says I need a lippo. Labels: perhaps
@ 1:40 AM
Hi, I decided to hop by here in my little bloggie and say a few words before I go to bed. Damn, I feel so lame. Haha @ me, whatever. I'm happy, you know. (after so long) Oh wellz, night world. -me. Happily never after, that just ain't for me. Because finally, I know I
Saturday, October 18, 2008 @ 9:54 PM
Rina and I went to Novena to buy her slippers and we had dinner at Hans, talked and laughed so much. Nonsense ah Rina! We have decided not to go out until our Sec3 camp, saving money for something. (giggles) I have planned wth my mom, I'm getting 10 bucks for 5 weeks instead of my usual pocket money for school so I can get the ____. mwahahahahahahahahah! 1st November okay, Rina? We promised in the bus already so you better don't break it. Anyway, Rina and I have decided to change our laughter because we think it is too wicked. Omgz, so gay.. -me. I'm gonna take over the world. Labels: Happily Never After.
@ 3:55 PM
 My phone has been confiscated and it's so hard to contact my friends. I'm gonna meet Rina at amk mrt station instead of meeting her at Novena because I'm afraid of getting lost :O dumb bitch.
@ 3:11 PM
I just woke up and my whole body feels so weak, especially my left hand. I need to exercise, seriously. I'm fat, I'm fat and I'm fat. I just had a slice of chocolate cake from Lana's.. Dope. -me I can do what she can do so much better. Labels: nothing in this world.
@ 1:25 AM
      I am freaking hungry, I didn't eat much because there was barely anything to eat. Night world.
Friday, October 17, 2008 @ 11:10 PM
The bbq was boring. Maybe it isn't to the guys but it was to me because I did nothing but eat and I swam a little bit with Rina. I guess it was a mistake for me to go in the first place. I don't know what I'm saying, off to watch Laguna Beach. -me
@ 2:54 PM
And I thought of taking a nice long nap before going to the bbq but I thought that I should do something more productive than lie there, close your eyes and breathe. Blogging is productive because it helps brushes up your english and of course, updates everyone with your daily rantings about everything. Whoever thinks blogging is dumb and stupid, you are shit. SOME PEOPLE out there thinks it's dumb. I was thinking what if 5 years down the road you bumped the guy you used to fancy on the streets? Okay, I'll be 20 years old by then. This is so stupid but it just came across my mind. Hmmm, I wonder what I will do and how I will feel. That totally will have to depend on who it is because there will be a number of guys you have fancied, right? I shall cut it short. One day, you bumped into xxx (the guy you supposedly loved) on the streets 5 years later. What will you do? What will I do? Hmmmmm... 1. Smile and walk off. 2. Walk up and chat with him to ask how he's doing and everything. 3. Pretend you did not see him at all. I am bored. Labels: think.
@ 1:59 PM
I just got back from school. Bad day! I was so freaking restless and tired in school. I totally knocked out during mother tongue period until Mdm Teo (Chinese HOD) interfered with my sleep. I missed 8 trainings this year and I have to make up for it-detention. It's a waste of my bloody time and so I sneaked home instead of staying back for detention today. Waikiong's bbq in a little bit! I'm tired. School's getting boring and unproductive. We have a week less for the holidays because I gotta go to school for lessons. I hate waking up early, like who does.. My itunes suck, I need more songs. Blame Limewire! You know.... TWILIGHT IS FUCKING HELL NC16!!!!! Screw it, seriously, fuck it. This is so damn unfair. I'm going insanely mad. I don't care, I'm going into the cinemas to watch no matter what. I don't care. I'm gonna whine and cry like some brat but I don't care. I'M GONNA WATCH IT NO MATTER WHAT!!!!! Note: I don't do piracy. (I guess?) Argh! -me. You know that it's over when the burning and the yearning inside your heart ain't there anymore. You know that you're through when he don't do to you and move you like the way he moved you before. I'm trying to erase you from my mind beause it's over, I swear it boy it's over this time. I don't wanna know where you've been. Baby, because it's over. Labels: I'm alright, I'm over.
Thursday, October 16, 2008 @ 9:45 PM
I have deleted pictures of him and I. I have thrown away the wallet he gave me on Valentine's Day. I have deleted his memory. I promise, I swear to God I give up. Nothing but a bastard. It's completely over, ____. I hate you! Fuck you, kiss my ass la _l_
@ 9:18 PM
I am blind. I am stupid. I am foolish. I am torn. Why am I so in love with
@ 8:14 PM
I've been promoted! (clap hands and laughs) I promise I will study from now onwards, I really promise. Anyway, stayed back today to play volleyball. Kinda romantic to play volleyball in the rain eh, Jaz? Waikiong's bbq tomorrow. Yosh! -me. I heard a song tonight on the radio. Another girl sings about a boy, she see his face in every space, every room. And I know that if I turn around you won't be there If I close my eyes, will you be there? The girl in the song had it so good. I wish I could close my eyes and see you. I wish the sky had your face, the oceans had your eyes, the sunset had your lips and I had you. I don't wanna lose your face, I don't wanna wake up one day and not remember what time erased. I don't wanna turn around because I'm not scared of what love gave me and took away. I don't wanna lose your face. Labels: kinda late.
Wednesday, October 15, 2008 @ 10:22 PM
Rina and I were so bored and restless at home that we decided to head down to Yio Chu Kang swimming complex for a swim. I was suppose to stay home the whole day to reflect on myself but I ended up swimming. Instead of swimming, we were fooling around and laughing at people. Super hilarious! And then, we headed down to Thomson Plaza for dinner. Handsome siolzxzxz! (chuckles) xxx, laura. stay my baby.
@ 1:36 PM
Hello. I just got home. I went to do my IC with my dad. I am super tired and bored, don't think I'm going out today. It's raining. I don't know what to blog. -me. I'm willing to spell my love out for you. Labels: love you lately.
Tuesday, October 14, 2008 @ 9:26 PM
I am a joke of express students. If I really really really retain or drop to normal academic, I really don't know how I'm gonna tell my parents about it. Maybe it's better for me if I retain or whatsoever. At least I have another chance to buck up on my studies and catch up on whatever I have missed this year. I cannot believe I am saying this but yeah, what Ms Tan told me made sense. But it's so heart-wrenching when I knew I failed my Humantities papers because I really studied for it. This is really a not so cool year for me! I really wanted to study. But I don't know why I end up with such shitty results when I did study! I wanted to beat him, I wanted to prove to him I am better than him. And once again, I showed him how weak I am. I can never be better than him no matter how hard I try.. Reality is such a biiiiittttcccchhhhh! I know you are getting bored of my whinings in my posts but I don't care. I don't care. I'm gonna emo till next year, or maybe till I leave Peirce. So just shut the fuck up and save the comments for youself! I am already feeling ghastly enough with all these fucking shit that is happenening to me. Oh wait, thank myself for bringing this upon myself! Thank my ignorance and embryonic act that I display. Oh and what's with the crying after seeing my results ? Running to the damn toilet and locking myself in the damn cubicle. What's the fucking point? I totally blew myself off and embarrassed myself in the whole class. Trying to attract all the attention that I wanted? HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA! I am simply showing how messed up I am and how terrible I looked with a my tear-stricken face to everyone. Go to hell, you bitch. Blame yourself..
@ 8:57 PM
Anyway, the inter-class volleyball sucked. Well, for me. My class is super not united. Oh wellz, I don't think I'll be in 3E3 already. I might retain. Okay whatever, laugh at me. I stayed back with Rina Sheila and Howoon to play volleyball. My arms are like super super sore now and my body's aching all over. I am damn damn damn damn irritated with my mother. She has major issues, I swear. Goodbye. -me. I felt you so near me, you were so so so so close. And in a second, you were gone again. Labels: no I don't want., retained
Monday, October 13, 2008 @ 9:11 PM
 I just got up from my nap on the massage chair and it was good. Gah, I'm afraid I won't be able to sleep later on but I know I will, anyway. Okay, so Rina Chongboon Howoon and some guy (I forgot his name, sorry) stayed back to play volleyball. My arms are red and sore now, there's inter-class competition tomorrow for Volleyball. For my exam results, I am super super super VERY disappointed with the results. I studied so hard for my humanities and what I got is crappy results. I'm afraid I might retain or something. Laura, you suck! (laugh @ me) Imma stay back tomorrow to train my shooting with weights for a little bit and Rina's gonna stay back to brush up her volleyball skills. Okay, that's all. -me. I guess we won't be going back. Someone wake me up.. Labels: all I have.
Sunday, October 12, 2008 @ 9:14 PM
 Haha @ you for looking at this so many billion times. I have posted this peekcha for like god knows how many times but whatever. I really like it, it's so... sentimental. Well, it is to me. So save your remarks to youself! I got used to living without you Endless phone calls and dreaming about you Always said that you were my man to be But I guess I was in love with your memory You know I love you, I really do But I can't fight anymore for you And I don't know, maybe we'll be together again Sometime, in another life Labels: Butterflies and Spiders.
@ 8:23 PM
 I got a new earpiece. And so, Mom woke me up early and we went to buy my stuff and then headed down to Arab street to get cloth. Grandma and her wanted to get cloth for CNY. I skipped tuition because I am so not in the mood to study. Results will be out tomorrow, I guess? I am not that confident. My ipod hanged, it's getting on my freaking nerves. I'm gonna continue watching Laguna Beach now. later. -me.
You gave up on me to be with her. Revenge is sweeter than you ever were.
Labels: what the hell is wrong with you?
Saturday, October 11, 2008 @ 11:34 PM
 RINA CHUA MEI XII shall start with this. I love you very very much and I am so glad I have you. I know it's so weird that I'm posting this now but it really warms my heart knowing that no matter what happens to me, you're there. When I go down, I know your hands will be there to pull me up. Okay, this sounds so phony but it's true. After Jingyee left Peirce, I never thought you and I would be best friends. (Jing, you won't ever be replaced. You're No.1 still okay!) We've been through quite alot, along with Seraphina and the other girls. The ups and downs really brought us together and the bond between us have become stronger too. And to think about Secondary 1, we were loggerheads. Now, we're inseperable. How irony... Thank you for everything and everything. I love you very much. I bet you can't stand all these mushiness, I shall stop. This friendship will go on and on and on and on, I promise. xoxo
@ 11:14 PM
Hello there! I've stayed home the whole day and I'm pretty surprised I managed to survive through it. Well, I have been watching television for quite bit and chatting online and stuff. Maybe I should try this out more often... heh! I'm off. -me. Labels: sweet.
@ 7:26 PM
oh, baby you were my first time I will always keep you inside Even though it's over now, it still kills inside 'Cause for so long you have been my life I still have your old shirt You know the one I said I'd thrown away? I put it on when I went to bed last night Labels: in another life
@ 5:13 PM
 I woke up at around 2 plus and then I was watching Over Her Dead Body. I'm having giddy spells now, I haven been lying down for god knows how long. Training's gonna resume soon and I don't know how I'm gonna go through training with all the fats I've got in me. I'm feeling so restless and my cramps are still here. Freakin' annoying, I tell you. This paragraph is for YOU, you, you & you. There's a problem surfacing between the both of us and I don't know what it is but I know there's something. Okay maybe, he was right. You have definitely lost interest in me. Maybe it's a good thing for you. You don't even wanna talk to me and when we talk, we always argue. So what's the point? And there's nothing much for us to talk about already anyway. I always put in effort calling you and you freaking hell don't. You know what, I don't care.. -me. You're the only one that's on my mind. I feel so untouched that I want you so much. & I can't resist you. Labels: went crazy the moment I met you.
Friday, October 10, 2008 @ 11:21 PM
 This is my big big family. I love you, family. I love you all very much. The fat bastard, Yusheng, is missing though. Rina, don't let me down :) See you in Poly in 2 years time, I love you. -me. Need you so much somehow.
@ 7:19 PM
Why are you still sad, Laura Lim? You've got yourself mentally prepared already. Why are you still so bothered about it? You expected something like that to happen sooner or later so why are you so bothered? Why are you sad? Why are you so stupid? I'm asking myself stupid questions which me, myself do not know how to answer. I climb, I slip, I fall reaching for your hands but I lay here all alone sweating all your blood. If I could find out how to make you listen now.. Because i'm starving for you here with my undying love and I ....I will I'm currently at Starbucks with Joey and Amanda. Hung and Kent was with us before that and they left quite some time ago. Chenny maybe coming here to look for us. Oh wellz, ciao. -me. I'm loving someone I don't know. I'm killing myself loving you. Labels: This is my town.
@ 2:32 PM
You’d think I’d be strong enough To make it through and rise above when the rain falls down But it’s hard to be strong When you’ve been missin’ somebody for so long It’s just a matter of time I’m sure But time takes time and I can’t hold on So won’t you try as hard as you can To put my broken heart together again [...] Labels: it's not goodbye.
@ 1:56 PM
 We went to Temasek Poly for some Cyber Wellness talk. It was boring, the 4 of us were half-dead. I came home straight after that because I'm having stomache cramps, really bad bad cramps. I'm trying to survive it through without panadol because I don't wanna keep relying on it. I wanna have Starbucks, Iced White Chocolate Mocha. Anyone? -me. Stop looking at me. Never mind, I like it when you notice me. Labels: I know you hate me. Well, I miss you.
@ 1:32 PM
This is the new Twilight trailer. It's fucking awesome, I swear. I have watched it for like 6 times already. I really can't can't can't wait for the movie to come out. Super freaking can't wait for it! Edward oh Edward, you're my life.
Thursday, October 09, 2008 @ 11:02 PM
I am sorry. I am sorry. I am sorry. I am sorry. I am sorry. I am sorry. I am sorry. I am sorry. I am sorry. I will fuck off, now Now Now. I am going bonkers, I really am. Slap me, pinch me, bite me(Rina, let you take your revenge for biting you during the movie) Whatever, just hurt me physically. Shut up, bitch. Fuck this crappy post la. I am fucking depressed now. FUCK OFF. ---------------------------------------------------------- This isn't laura blogging. I don't know what I am. I'm a freak. Okay shut up.
@ 9:42 PM
             Hola! Went out with my girlies today, Angeline Weijie Rina Joey Seraphina Amanda Sheila & Lowell. We headed down to Cineleisure to catch Eagle Eye. I enjoyed the show very much, it was good. After the movie, we were fooling outside Cineleisure for quite a bit. Lowell and Sheila left and we walked down to Fareast Plaza. We were suppose to have dinner there but we ended up having bubble tea and fried chicken. Window-shopped then all of a sudden, "There's school tomorrow!" We totally forgot there was school tomorrow and we decided to head home. I don't know if I should go to school tomorrow but I promised Angeline. Someone told me that promises are meant to be broken, so Angeline, TOO BAD! (I'm joking) -me. I can hardly breathe everytime he comes near. Labels: bottoms up.
@ 12:15 PM
 I just received a text message from Lowell saying, "yes pretty, May I help you?" He brightened up my day calling me pretty. (I sound so shallow) Oh wellz, I had kway chup for breakfast. I am feeling so weird now because I woke up at around 10 plus because Weijie called me to wake me up. Bloody thunder boobs! And so, we maybe going Bowling instead of blading. & take lots of peeeekchas!! It's gonna rain again. damnitihateitiswear. I am so so broke, I am left with 20 bucks. Call me a begger's wife.. xxx, laura. Your eyes are the brightest of all the colors. I wanna say it everyday, I love you. I love you very very much. Labels: bring on the rain.
Wednesday, October 08, 2008 @ 10:55 PM
    I miss the Zoo.  Peekchas from today.   My hair was so screwed up today. It was so flat and frizzy due to the freaking rain. We had dinner at Carl's Junior and then we had a long long talk at Skypark. We took loads of peekchas and Joey finally came out with us today. So, Weijie Amanda Rina Joey and I sat there and laughed and talked. It was great! And something funny happened during dinner . A group of guys sitting a few tables behind us came to ask one of us a number because one of them was dared to get one of our numbers. He gave us a napkin and a highlighter for us to write my number down.(But of course I didn't give my real number) We ended up writing a whole lot of crap introducing "myself" It was hell funny, I swear! I supposedly underwent for plastic surgery and ligation. (omfg) We laughed so much and I nearly vomitted out all my food due to the laughter. Okay, eeew. Anyway, Exams are OFFICIALLY over. Like, finally. Gonna enjoy myself until results are out.. -me I love you so much that I'm willing to give the world up for you. My heart stays and will never change. This, I promise you. Labels: I had my chance. |
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