Tuesday, October 31, 2006 @ 10:27 PM

@ 7:41 PM

hey hey hey !:D
reached home around 7pm.
yeah.
went to meet jin at school at abt 12+ then we left for bugis.
hmm,
then that idiot surizan asked us if he could join us and we said" alright".
haha.
he went home first to pack his stuff.
uh huh,that guy's so short ! hehe.
jin and I decided to take the bus all the way to kallang and then back while waiting for zan.
haha.too lazy to get off the bus XD
hmmm,
veron came along too,she met us at the fountain in parco bugis.
then zan INSTRUCTED us to go to the MRT station to meet him,asking us to hurry up.
wth?! and he called me a fat ass ! stupid ass !
hahas.we went there to pick him up.
thick-skin sial :x
anyways,we were so broke.
couldnt buy anything):
then we send zan to woodlands for his soccer match at sports school.he made us do it !
during the train ride there,I was bullying him.muhahahaha.
who ask him to take my slipper and sit on it?!
dun want to return it to me until we reach woodlands.
haha,"bounce back".
he explained what that was(:
irritating ! took my phone and put so many locks here and there-,-
HE SLAPPED ME SO MANY TIMES FOR NO GOOD REASON ! thanks huh:/
hah ! I had my revenge. slapped him loads of times too.
too bad !
we went to meet zan's friends at the national library.
after that,we walked to the sports school.
it started raining:/
zan,thanks for offering me your tee when it rained(:
hmm,so we took a taxi which costed $2+.
yep.
and when we reached the school,zan left us.
I went to meet mark outside the school(((((((:
yay yay yay yay yay !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
haha.we didn't go out today b'cos his dad brought him out for lunch.
at least we got to meet each other:D
love love love love love love love him so bloody much !:)
oh ya,
zan,sorry,i was suppose to wash ur tee:/ hahahahahahaha.
it's HALLOWEEN !!!!!!!
trick or treat?!

@ 10:55 AM

woke up pretty early today :D
baby woke me up:/
hahas,it's not ur fault !!!!
anyways,should be going out with him later.
yeaps !
my whole body is aching,especially my arse :X haha.
buh-bye !

Monday, October 30, 2006 @ 9:46 PM

FREAKING GAY ! WHAT SIAL?! SHE USE THE GUN POINT AT UR HEAD THAT'S WHY YOU ASK HER FOR STEAD?! BHB LA. YOU THIS KINDA LOOKS,STILL GOT PEOPLE WANT.KNN ! YOU GO CHINA DO WHAT?! ACT ONLY LA.COME ON, YOU'RE NOTHING IN OUR EYES(AMANDA&I). I'M SO FUCKING PISSED BY THAT ONE LOR.THAT EXTRA UGLY,SKINNY,MORONIC,ACT SMART JERK ! IDIOT ! YOU THINK U SO HANDSOME ALOT OF GIRLS LIKE ARH?! EEYER.ANYWAYS,YOU GO AND DIE LA.PERISH IN HELL,NO ONE WILL BURN MONEY FOR YOU.DIE DIE DIE DIE !!!!! FUCK YOU LA ! RUGBY PLAYER?! PUKE ! SO GAY,SO.....SO......SPEECHLESS....AHEM ! I DUN WANNA SCOLD ANYMORE.DUN WANNA WASTE MY TIME ON A NOOB LIKE YOU:D

okay.i'm done scolding that idiot.hahas.
sorry guys for all the vulgarities.
this ain't as crude as the other one at amanda's tagboard.
erm,
pissed:/
hahahaha.
that's all.

@ 7:25 PM

heyeah !(:
hmmm,
today's netball training ain't as tiring as I thought it will be.
yeah:/
my stamina is like....speechless....
I keep walking at was even the last 3rd.
the later part of the training,I think I did okay(:
not as bad as I thought I would be.
well,yeah.
after netball training,
went to shaw plaza with jin,fiona,veron,paul and jan(:
we watched D.O.A
nice show ! haha.the bloody cinema was freezing cold la.
the girls in the movie are HOT HOT HOT HOT !
I think it's the same as the one at causeway point.
after the movie,we didn't know where to go.
It was around 2+,still early.
yeah,then went to bugis to have lunch at my uncle's restaurant(:
yummy ! :D
jan and paul,
you 2 should seriously try the food.
we,girls,love it(((:
then went home with my grandmother.
yepp.
maybe going out with mark tomorrow,catch a movie(:
that's all.

Sunday, October 29, 2006 @ 9:54 PM

There's netball training tomorrow:/
I'm too lzay to go sial.
so long never go alr,then now go...
hmmm,
just had tuition,boring.
anyways,
that's all.

@ 1:52 PM

hey ! :D
I woke up at around 12+
slept really late last night,was toking to veron about lotsa stuff.
haha.
we laughed alot. haha.
Thanks ron !
LUNCH WAS SUPERB !
ah ma can cook so so well.
we had sharks fin,curry and many many other yummy food(:
my uncles coming back to eat(((:
hmmm,
miss my auntie,she's in aussie with her family):
anyways,
sili,rina,angeline and sheila,
if you guys really wanna join netball but are afraid to join b'cos some sec1 netballers don't like you,THAT'S SO WRONG !!!!!!!! WRONG WRONG WRONG !!!!
yah know,if you really like something and wanna do it,
you shouldn't let anything stop you from doing it.
Who cares if they dun like you?!
You still have me,veron,fiona,jin and xiao laura(:
yeah.
that's better than nothing right?!
haha,well,it's your choice.
but my advice is-Don't let anything get into your way if you wanna do something badly(:
love you girls so much !
hmmm,okay.
i'll end it here.

I love my darling mark and i'm missing him so much right now.

@ 12:58 AM

01) What is the phone brand?> Nokia.
02) What are the last 3 digits of your mobile number?>
03) What does the 2nd message in your inbox say?> HaHa.I won't ! Rahh...Its so long till i next see ya...hmm...Giv me a big hug onMon yea ! haha.
04) Who's the first person who comes up under the letter M?> MARK !
05) Who's the last person you rang?> VERON !
06) Who was your last missed call from?> NO one.
07) Who's the 2nd person who comes up under D?> Daniel.
08) What does the last message in your inbox say?> Oo..k..nvm
09)Who comes up under J?> Jin yee.
10) Go to your Sent Items - what does the 10th message say?> For what?
11) Who's the 4th person who comes up under S?> SHAWN !
12) Who's your network provider?> Singtel.
13) How many messages are currently in your inbox?> 21.
14) What do you have as your background?> netball picture.
15) What do you have as your main ringtone?> Call Me When You're Sober.

Saturday, October 28, 2006 @ 11:18 PM

it's 1110pm.
yeah.
missing baby so much ! ):
hmmm,
aaron bought me a frog and tasmanian devil soft toy for my bday.
jin passed it to me just now when i went over to get my ipod(:
THANKS AARON !!!
hehe,the frog soft toy so cute la.
RIBBIT RIBBIT ! some soft toy which goes ribbit ribbit when u press the head(:
hmmm,
I don't understand why can't those people who are against mark and I just leave us alone.
We need peace,hope you guys understand.
I'm all alone downstairs,in the hall:/
Mark,
if you read this, please know that I love you so much(:
(you said you wanted to know how I feel.)


You make me breakfast in bed
When I'm mixed up in my head
You wake me with a kiss
I could get used to this
You think I look the best
When my hair is a mess
I can't believe you exist
I could get used to this
Because I know you're too good to be true
I must have done something good to meet you
'Cause you wrote my name across your hand
When I freak you understand
There is not a thing you miss
And I could get used to this
I'm feeling it comin' over me
With you it all comes naturally
Lost the reflex to resist
And I could get used to this
You love the songs I write
You like the movies I like
There must be some kind of twist But I could get used to this
You kiss me, listen to me when I'm depressed
It doesn't seem to make you like me less
'Cause you wrote my name across your hand
When I freak you understand
There is not a thing you miss
And I could get used to this
I'm feeling it comin' over me
With you it all comes naturally
Lost the reflex to resist
And I could get used to this
If there's a dark side to you I haven't seen it
Every good thing you do feels like you mean it
'Cause you wrote my name across your hand
When I freak you understand
There is not a thing you miss
And I could get used to this I'm feeling it comin' over me
With you it all comes naturally
Lost the reflex to resist And I could get used to this
'Cause you wrote my name across your hand
When I freak you understand
There is not a thing you miss And I could get used to this
You make me breakfast in bed
When I'm mixed up in my head
You wake me with a kiss
And I could get used to this

@ 8:06 PM

hello ya'll !(:
today's the most boring day ever.
the internet had some problems today,so it cant be used.
i'm lucky that it can be used now or else i'll be dying of boredom.rotting-,-
hmmm,
i woke up at about 1pm, suppose to have tuition but sandra called to say she was busy(:
hehe.
was suppose to stay over-night at fiona's but my mom went to pick me up for some fucking thing ! i was so so so pissed !
RAWR !!!
anyways,watched tv the whole day and slept in the evening,tired:/
went to shower,eat dinner and ended up here !
the rest of the madness crew were at east coast park for their class gathering.
yeah.
no one to tok to on the phone):
BOO-HOO ! I miss baby so darn much la)`:
another boring day tomorrow for me to go through MYSELF ! geck !
there's netball on monday-,-
I was in love with netball before exams but now...i dunno?
sigh.
I can bet with ya'll,NO MORE STAMINA TO RUN RUN RUN !
oh oh !
my mom baked cheese cake today,hahas.
haven't tried it yet but i bet it's supreme :D
I declare that hols are boring.
I have no KACHING KACHING BLING BLING(money$$$) to go out):
aye,my life's so boring.
i noe i've been using that word-boring-,-
i'll end it here.

Baby,I need you.
I'm missing you so much.
I've got to say,
been sighing and swooning all the time.
No matter how far you are,
our hearts are always together.
So far,
yet feel so near.

Friday, October 27, 2006 @ 2:05 PM

my hair's orange under the sun !!!!!!!!!!!
ORANGE !!!!!!!
haha, purple,orange gold !!!! haha.
nice. the purple is extra la,jin and i didnt even want it.
hmm, went to t.p to eat and met baby there.
haha.
hmmm, Jin's hair isn't that obvious b'cos her hair is thick. yeah.
during the procedure, our eyes were painful and the thing totally stink la.
Jin wanted to pierce her ear but she decided to do it with aaron tonight(:

run run run . yayness.
LOL ! only the one beside me will understand why . xDDD
muhahahahahaha.
hmmm, she thinks i'm being stupid but whatever-
haha.
hmmm.
that's all.

@ 10:25 AM

hey !
I woke up early today(:
meeting mark at t.p for awhile b'cos he have to go home early:/
yeah.
gonna buy hairdye ! yip yip yip !!!!!!
haha.
that's all.

Thursday, October 26, 2006 @ 7:02 PM

MY MOM DIDN'T SCOLD ME WHEN SHE SAW MY REPORT CARD !!!!!XD
woots !
she just ask my dad to sign and I'm alive !XD
haha.
I'm bored to death:/
Mark has no phone.
Veron's sleeping.
Jin cant use the phone.
BOREDOM-
GECK !!!
I WANT CANDY
my sugar level has lowered.yeah.lol.I'm lame.I'm bored.
Talking to rina now.she's jin's darling,sili is mine !!!!!! hehe.
anyways,i miss mark alr):
argh !!!!
bye bye !):

@ 4:37 PM

@ 3:59 PM

hey hey hey !(:
today was awesome la.swam in the rain.
oh ho ! sorry jin yee,we lied.
anyway,
at first,veron didn't want to swim but then she decided to swim b'cos it started raining.
haha.she was danicing in the rain.
then we started wrestling,sort of-,- veron and I(:
fiona didn't dare to swim in the big pool when it was raining.haha.
why arh?!
everytime there was thunder or lightning,
we all ran out of the pool,screaming.
LOL.
hmmm,
MARK IS NOT TRANSFERING ! YIPEE !!!!
but I MAYBE transfrering):
it's the last day of school,
sad la.
and you know what?!
I just left school,just like every normal day.
wth?!
It's the last day.
I can't believe I'm like that.
oh hoho.
my dad is like sitting next to me,nagging:/
keep poking me sial.
then i just keep saying OKOK !
hahs.
blahs.i'm so gonna dye my hair during the hols.hehe.
I DON'T CARE.
dye my hair like nobody's business,MOMMY !XD
bye bye !

Wednesday, October 25, 2006 @ 7:03 PM

life's so unfair.
I'm another victim who has to transfer school.
my parents wants to send me to a school which is worse than peirce.
they wanna see how much trouble i'll get into-,-
wth la?!
what kinda parents do i have?!
hmmm,
nassim keeps on picking on me,jinyee and fiona !
during recess time,
jin smiled at him and he suddenly ask 3 of us to go to him.
and he was like," i want you 3 to clean up the whole canteen now."
he thinks we were being loud when we weren't la.
i was listening to music,fiona was eating and jin was talking to zan.
irritating !
then that irritating zan,keep calling us cleaners and ask us to collect our salary from nassim-,-
and NURSURIZAN BIN HUSIN ! I'm so not AH FAT ! you shhh ! haha.toot la you.SHORTY !
then had to stay back after school for 1 hr doing CIP.
when we just sat at the atrium "reading"-,-
jan and veron waited for us and we left for united square.
met wei jie at t.p and she took the same bus as us.
jan,jin and i went to pizza hut to eat,met aaron,ben tan and roy there(x
i ordered this curry baked rice thingy.
it was so spicy la.i drank so much water and felt so bloated.
veron,weijie and fiona went to subway,thinks it's cheaper when it's not.
JAN TREATED JIN AND I ! hehe(:
anyways,we went to toys "R" us.
haha,i wore this pointed hat(:for witches.
haha.and walked arnd.
we're planning to have a mini halloween party.not a big one.
yeah.
hmmm,planning to have it at a haunted hse in our estate:/tee hee.
then we wanted to have ben&jerry's ice-cream but didn't.all too full alr.
hah.
hmmm,
stupid paul cheng !
made me so scared today la.
thought tomorrow's he's one mth with jazreel.
promised him to buy a necklace but i didn't.keep forgetting.
it's actually next week):
i was so anxious la.
toot you !
anyway,
that's all.
hope u guys like my new blogskin(:

Tuesday, October 24, 2006 @ 4:22 PM

1.Are you photogenic?
I guess,some of my friends says I am(:
2. What time do you go to bed?
When I'm tired.
3. Who's the one you always meet most?
MADNESS-
4. Who's the person you will call when you need help?
MADNESS-& my baby boy(:
5. Who's on your mind now?
MARK !
6. What was the last thing you did before this?
Send a text message to mark.
7. What do you prefer, Singapore Idol/ American Idol?
American Idol.
8. With whom do you wanna be with to have fun?
MADNESS-,SILI,RINA AND MARK !
9. What movie do you want to watch now?
JOHN TUCKER MUST DIE.sad,it's alr over.
10. When was the last time you went out?
SATURDAY ! with veron(:
11. What do you hate most for now?
I don't HATE.
12. What do you do everyday besides eating & sleeping?
Sms; talking on phone; using the computer.
13. Colors that make you happy?
ORANGE AND GREEN !(:
14. Most fave thing in your room?
my bed(:
15. Miss someone?
baby):
16. Plan to buy something?
THAT bag from ice-lemon-tea !
17. Are you satisfied with your life now?
sadly, no.
18. Do you eat seafood?
LOVE IT !
19. Breakfast or dinner?
dineer(:
20. Like chocolates?
DUH-UH !
21. Do you have your own laptop?
nope,planning to get one.
22. What is your favourite food from fast food?
Mos Burger(x
23. Cats or dogs?
dogs.WOOF !
24. Salty or sweet?
sweet !
25. Is kissing normal for your age?
er,I guess?
26. Are you bored?
bored to death.
27. Coke or pepsi?
coke.
28. Is your mother strict?
DUH-UH !
29. Do your parents give you enough privacy?
no.
30. Name a few names of people you want to sabo.
I ain't that evil.so there's no one on my mind that i wanna sabo(:

@ 4:08 PM

sheila went home abt 15mins ago.
yeah.
hehe,had fun with her last night.
slept at abt 4+
haha,it was hilarious la.
she made me laugh so much that i had stitches.
miss those times we shared in nyps):
hmmm,
she's a meanie.
went to throw bamao on to the floor.
haha,it was funny though.
then i thought i lost it when i woke up the next day.
haha,how silly !
she's so in love with the song "hey juliet"
haha,kept on listening to that song the whole night.
and then i had a backache.
she helped me massaged.
sheila ! let's hush abt it.haha.
embarrassing.I NOE I WAS HORNY !
haha,abt the shadow on the wall thingy :x
btw,
we took many pics too.
LET'S NOT TOK ABT IT TOO !
SHEILA,i'm not a porn start, alright?!
hah.and i know i don't have a hot ass like you(x
I'M JEALOUS OKAY?!?
oh well,
it's Hari Raya.boring ! can't go out.
hmmm,
there's school tomorrow,don't feel like going but i think my mom wants me to go)x
that's all.
bye(:

@ 2:58 PM

When u have to look away
When u don't have much to say
That's when I love u
I love u just that way
To here u stumble when u speak
Or see u walk with two left feet
That's when I love you
I love u endlessly
And when your mad cause u lost the game
Forget I'm waiting in the rain
Baby I love u
I love u anyway
Cause here's my promise made tonight
U can count on me for life
Cause that's when I love u
When nothing u do can change my mind
The more I learn the more I love
The more my heart can't get enough
That's when I love u
When I love u
No matter what
So when u turn to hide your eyes
Cause the movie it made u cry
That's when I love u
I love u
A little more each time
And when u cant quite match you clothes
Or when u laugh at your own jokes
that's when I love u
I love u More then u know
And when u forgot that we had a date
Or that look that u give when u show up late
Baby I love u ,I love u anyway
So here's my promise made tonight
U can count on me for life
Cause that's when I love u
When nothing u do can change my moind
The more I learn the more I love
The more my heart cant get enough
That's when I love u
When I love u No matter what
Ohh that's when I love u when nothing baby, nothing u do could change my mind
The more I learn, the more I love, the more my heart can't get enough
That's when I love u , when I love u no matter what
Ohhhh no matter what

To my baby boy(:

@ 1:34 AM

oh no !
Baby may have to transfer school):
I can't sleep sial.
he's so upset and all la.
sigh.
anyways,
I DON'T WANT HIM TO TRANSFER !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I can scream my head off okay?! It's my forte.
I feel so useless la,I can't seem to cheer him up although he did show smiley face in his message.
I know,he's feeling horrible&troubled now.same here !)x
Baby,I just want you to know..
I'm always here for you,no matter what(:
God of all religions,please bless my boy...
sigh.
that's all.

Monday, October 23, 2006 @ 8:48 PM

hey hey hey !!!(:
didn't go to school today.
uh huh,veron and fiona came over to my hse.
then went to thomson plaza to meet baby.
khai came too.
MANY MANY DIAMONDS DANGLING ! XD
haha,anyways,
left for home after baby left for training.
yeah,sheila's over at my place.
sleeping over(:
it's been a long time since she stayed over:/\:
yay !
haha,wonder how's baby now?
I'm praying so hard that his parents won't kill him b'cos of his results):
yeah.
GOD BLESS MY BOY !!!!!
haha.
I just found out somethings abt someone.
didn't know he's like that.disappointed.
that's all.

@ 11:35 AM

heyeah !(:
Didn't go to school today(X
it's boring,exams are over anyways !
yea.
nothing much to blog abt.
maybe meeting baby for lunch before track(:
that's all.

@ 12:19 AM

I'm missing my great-grandmother so much): I wonder how she is now... I hope she resting in peace and she's watching over us(:here's a poem dedicated to her.

You are a star,
shining brightly in the night sky.
you're so far,
so far away from us.
I hope you're resting in peace,
Time pass so fast,
it's been quite sometime since you left us.
Are you watching over everybody?
With your warmth,
You brighten everyone's mood up.
I thank you for the love you showered on me,
I thank you for everything.
Rest in peace,dear.

Sunday, October 22, 2006 @ 9:35 PM

hey hey hey !!!!!!(:
went out with ron today.
to...causeway point !
okay,i noe..
we always go there,it's a nice place la.
so many stuff there(:
uh huh,went there to take neos.
and i bought 2 pairs of earrings.
a L&M-Laura&Mark.
yay.haha
anyways,then we went to makan at the foodcourt.
hehe(:
i alr ate 2 plates of nasi lemak at home(X
haha.
went to veron's place after that...wanted to stay for dinner.
then mommy forced me to go home):
when i came home,
argued with her again.
and know what?!
i told her straight in the face that i dun like her):
i feel so horrible la.
mommy was so hurt that she cried.
sigh.
that's all.

Saturday, October 21, 2006 @ 7:15 PM

heyeah !(:
went to trim my hair just now,yep.
hmmm,
Jin's over at my place(:
haha,i'm bored.
oh wellies,
i'll be calling baby tonight !
that's all.

I let you go,
it was painful.
It's like a show,
when everyone ends up hurt.
So deep,
that I could die.
It was tough pretending to be fine,
when I'm not.
All I wanted was you by my side,
but you were long gone.
Long gone with someone new,
I am happy for you.
But there's something you should know,
I'll be always here, watching over you.

@ 2:03 PM

Maybe in your eyes,
I'm the one for you.
I may not be the girl you think I am.
Oh boy,
please,don't wait.
Let it decide-fate.
I don't deserve your strong love,
maybe someone better deserves it.

THIS POEM SO DOESN'T RHYME ! WORST I EVER WROTE ! HOPE YOU WONT MIND !

@ 1:40 PM

OHAIYO !(:
for some reasons, i'm high. :D
haha.
i'm tired.
I didn't get to sleep that much b'cos I was scared.
I keep thinking of the movie we watched yesterday-stay alive.
I'M SCARED OKAY?!
haha,the crawling children !!!!
SCREAMS !!!!!
oh man, I'm starting to scare myself.
and know what?
it's the first time i watched a horror movie.
arg,i hate it to the core.
haha. but I started thinking of baby and everything became calm and nice(:
then i fell asleep ! yay !
haha,im still tired-.-
i cant go out today): bleh !
meeting jin later around 6+,yea.
that's all.

Friday, October 20, 2006 @ 9:06 PM

hey hey hey !(:
went out with baby,veron and zak today at sunplaza.
it's a boring place,i noe.
we went to watch "stay alive".
that's the only place that still has that show(:
it wasn't me who wanted to watch that,i hate horror movies.
it was frr-eaky.
i didn't really watch it b'cos i was covering my face with the sweater.
squeezed baby's hands so tightly(X
it was creepy.
haha.
anyways,then went to eat kfc and went home(:
baby sent me home but dropped off half-way b'cos of his mom.
yea.
anyway,
VERON ! WE FORGOT TO TAKE PICTURES ! HELL !
baby,I'm sorry.Shouldn't have doubted you, i know you love me. i had second thoughts when i feel THAT way.i know you love me, i love you too.Share ur problems with me okay?! Don't hide it from me.I'm here to help,to understand(:
bye.

@ 7:33 PM

Thursday, October 19, 2006 @ 8:00 PM

HAIYO !
i failed 2 subjects-maths and D&T.
i noe !
D&T is easy,piece of cake.
i didn't study hard enough for it or maybe im just plain brainless.
haha,kidding.
maths-.-
i always fail maths.
FAILURE !
who's that idiot who invented maths?
toot you.

english-61/100
chinese-61/100
science-50/100
home econs-70/100
history-50/100
D&T-44/100
maths-34/100

MY ENGLISH WENT DOWN ALOT !!!! argh ! I didn't get to top the class for composition, my friends believed in me but now....sigh....61 !!!! wth?!!?!? at least i pass(:
I'm so proud of my baby boy.He did well during the performance but hezwan kinda screwed it up): well,u guys tried ! hmmm, nadira(i have no idea how to spell her name correctly) is a super-star, a PINK wannabe.she can sing so well la.good one !(: anyways,baby,cheer up ! at least u studied for the exams.u can do it the next time round,yea? I love you.venice,you too ! cheer up !(:that's all.

@ 12:02 AM

Wednesday, October 18, 2006 @ 9:10 PM

we're cool with each other now !
yay(:
Baby,I'm sorry.
I'll listen to you.
RECOVER FROM UR DARN FLU ! UR RED NOSE ! muhahaha.so cute ! take care(:
Love you to bits and pieces.

Sometimes I wonder,
Is it some fairytale?
Or Is it a dream when i'll wake up and realise it's not real?
I failed before.
I wont fail again.
because it isn't a chore
to love and treasure you.

@ 6:00 PM

hey hey hey !(:
i just did something i've never did in my entire life.
went to a pasar malam to buy something fake ! imitation ! :o
it's the first !
i bought a addidas bag at woodlands pasar malam.
mark and zak brought us there.
hehe.
just next to causewaypoint !
well well well,
it was dirt cheap.
$20 only.
so so so so cheap alright?!
aha.
hmmm,
before that veron and i shared a spaghetti cabonara(:
yummy !
then went to pierce another hole ! on my left ear.
sheesh, i shouted when the lady pierced my ear.
i got a shock.haha
after that, jin and i went home !
sheila's over at my hse now.
yay(:
hmmm,
I was angry with him but now...
i don't know.
I should trust him right?
oh oh ! we went to the library.
haha.
it was hilarious.
we laughed so much over some pics in a book that the librarian came to scold us>.<
that's all.

@ 12:34 AM

Oh ! so you can talk on the phone with another girl beside me eh?! late at night !
you said your mom wanted you to hang up.
whatever la huh.I dun care.
call whoever you want huh. i won't call you anymore !
argh !!!!!!!!!!!
think im sensitive or whatever.I DUN CARE !!!!!!!!!!

Tuesday, October 17, 2006 @ 11:42 PM

You tell me you don't love me anymore.
Is that good or bad?
I know I've hurt you deeply
but what can I do about that?
I wish I could tell you that I love you.
but it just won't make sense.
All I want,
is you as a friend.

This poem is specially dedicated to the boy I've hurt badly.more than anyone I've known which have been hurt before.I just want to say sorry. Sorry for the pain I caused you,sorry for the mistrust,sorry for the time you wasted on me,sorry for everything...I feel so so bad, I just want you to know, I do care for you,I really do but not more than a friend but like a brother(: I just hope you will understand, I don't want you to get hurt any deeper.B'cos you know, I'll hate myself for that...I want us to remain like what we used to be before.I don't want your ignorance, I want to hear your laughter,I want to see your smile again.That's the boy I once knew, I once believed in.I just need you assurance,please, assure me that you'll find the girl you truly love and she appreciates it.I'm not worthy of your love, it's too strong that I can hardly breathe.I just wanna say I'm Sorry... ...I hope you know who you are !

@ 7:15 PM

maybe my thighs are fat(X





hey hey hey ! :D
didn't blog yesterday b'cos my mommy forgotten to bring home the interntet connection):
yeaps !
there's so much to fill you guys in.
hmmm,
yesterday...
went out with baby.
just him and i(:
we went to shawn pang's hse with haziq,zan,ridwan and OF COURSE ! shawn.
to get his guitar.then Mark and I left.
Took 169 to causeway point.it was a realy long ride la.
haha,but had fun(:
then we ate at the foodcourt.didn't eat sushi):
wanted to save $$$.
yep.
after that we sat down for awhile and then went into the theatres.
it was FRRRR-REEZING !!!!!!!!!! totally.
i didn't know it would be THAT cold la.bleah !
after that,mark sent me home.yeah(:
it was cool but i was kinda frustrated over SOMETHING !
Oh please,
MARK, STOP SPITTING ! be civilised.Thank You(:
and DON'T put the record on ur blog.it's humiliating,alright?! VERY.
I sound so.....GECK ! no comments.....
haha.
i so hate Mr Nassim.
I had to sit at the atrium for 5 whole tiresome hrs.
DETENTION! my first time): for tinted hair.
i wasn't the only one.that's the good thing.
got people to talk to.yea.
we had to find 100 words from reader's digest and write the meaning down-.-
it was BORING ! it really was.
and ya noe what?!
I got a bad backache.sit there for don't know how long then can stand up sial.
the saddest thing was,
i had to share my dictionary with this guy who hardly talks.
haha.
mr nassim released me at about 3+.
irritating ! my mommy have to come to school on Thurs to see him):
She don't even care la.that's the good thing.
At least,i don't get into trouble with my mom.She bites.
hehe.
okok,I shall stop !
tomorrow's marking day.
I'm going back to school to support my baby.
Auditioning for Peirce Idol or Talent Time.whichever.
hmmm,
that's all.

Sugar,I'm sorry for not spending my time with you today):Some other time(:

NO ! i'm not done !
hehe.new poems i wrote ! I'll just put one here(:

Under the moonlight,
there was you and me.
The trees swayed as the night breeze blew.
I was in your arms,
you held me tightly like you never want to lose me.

I look into your eyes.
It was bright and shimmery.
You took my hand,
like a gentle touch of an angel.
Say,
You're my one and only.

It's been 1 month 17 days(:Baby,you and I will last long,won't we?!

Sunday, October 15, 2006 @ 8:32 PM

US swimming(: Fiona looks like some insect ! hoho !












veron and i at fareast plaza ! the hotties ! (X














hey hey hey ! :D
yay ! managed to clear somethings up with jin yee(:
peace.
hmm,
just got back from grand uncle's house.
yeaps !
stayed there for lunch and dinner(:
yeah.
everyone was there.
hmmm,
it was baby Malcom's birthday.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY, MALCOM !(:
he's so adorable la.
it was his chinese birthday,yeah.
He's english birthday is the same as me !(:
haha ! he should feel honoured.
hehe.
hmmm,
today was a boring day !
yeah.i was so bored there that i fell asleep on the sofa-.-
hoho.
one more paper to go. yes la !
home econs:/
that's all.

@ 12:37 PM

We didn't cause all this to happen.
It was you...
The way u treat us.
No one can stand it, if they are in our shoes.
#1. You always whack us.that sucks la.it's pain ok?!
#2.You ask us to shut up when we wanna say something.rude !
#3.You ignore us because you think it's fun.like WTH la?!
#4.You are self-centered.You just care how you feel abt others and u say the rest of the madness crew thinks so too when it's like so not true.(i ask them)
#5.You always think you are right.Dun let others voice their opinions.
#6.When you're with others,you treat them nice but when u're with us,u treat us like dirt.
It's not that we hate you or whatever, we just HATE ur attitude.
I'm sorry for being so straight-forward but you gotta noe it sooner or later.
It's your choice if you wanna change(:We are always your bestayes.but, you gotta learn to treat ur friends well.which is US ! veron ! me ! fiona ! i dunno abt weijie.yeah.

Saturday, October 14, 2006 @ 11:46 PM

this is my thrid post for today-.-
I know...
i'm just bored la.
Mark had to hang up because of his mommy.
RAWR !
i miss him):
MARK NG ! you so owe me sushi on monday,hmphh ! i dun care ! XD

How i wish,
how i wish you were always beside me
and never away from me.
It's not always rainbows or butterflies.
You're always away from me.
There were cries and sighs.
Somehow,
I don't mind.
Because,
baby,you're mine.
It's so hard to say goodbye.

Eating cheesecake now,mommy made it XD
yeah.
Love it !
oh no! I'm suppose to be on a diet.
haha
who cares?!
it's yummy(:
home econs on monday):
should i study or not?
hmmm...no,i shan't.
I'M STARVING.
i want SUSHI !tee hee(X
oh yeah.
my uncle's hse got robbed-.-
He lost:
Jewellry-40k
Cash-3k
Watches-23k
Laptop-4k
Totak-70k(estimated)
oh my god ! that's like so much.
he went overseas for business and when he went home.
He realised all his things are gone.
His girlfriend wasn't home,she was in Shanghai.
yeah.
70K!!!!!
that's alot.hmmm.
tomorrow,gonna have lunch at great uncle's(my grandma's brother) hse.
a lil gathering for the whole family,I guess(:
craves for sushi !!!!!
SUSHI !!!! XD
haha.
that's all.

@ 10:15 PM

1. Start Time: 10:09pm

2. Name: Laura Lim Minn
3. Nickname: LALA(:
4. If u were a skittle, what color would you be? Orange.
5. Chinese Zodiac: Chicken.
6. Horoscope: Libra.
7. Hair color: black. but currently, i have four colours on my hair.
8. Eye color: black.
9. Height: 162 XD
10. Favorite Color: Orange,pink,purple,black and green.
11. Glasses?: no.perfect eyesight !
12. Braces?: nope.
13. Piercing/tattoos: yeah, 4 piercings.
14.Pet: a dog.
15. Area code: huh?
17. Cut your own hair?: no.
18. Did you do something in the past month that you regret?: yes, but i won't state it here.
20. Hugged someone who isn't ur g/f orb/f? : yes,veron.
21. Skipped school?: nope.
22. Bungee jumped?: nope.
23. jump off a building?: i would be dead by now.
24. Dumped someone?: nope.
25. Been arrested?: nope.
26. TP'd someone's house?: huh?
27. Won something?: yeap, in a lucky draw (:
30. Been rejected?: nope.
31. Been to a funeral?: yeap.
32. Used a lighter?: yeap. but not for smoking.
33. Been on stage?: uh huh.
34. Season: autumn.
35. Food: lots.
36. Ice cream flavour: vanilla.
37. School subject(s): too lazy to state.
38. Person?: mark !
41. Book(s): lots to mention !(:
42. Movie(s): lots.
43. Song : Sexy back-Justin Timberlake
44. Park?: Pasir Ris Park.
45. State: not sure.
46. Place: esplanade at night.
47. Sport to watch: SAILING !
49. Bands/musicians: alot.
50. Letter(s): L !
51. Restaurant : alot. (:
52. Cartoon Character(s): strawberry shortcake XD
53. TV Station(s): channel 8, disney channel and MTV.
54. Name for a son : Mark Junior.
55. Name for a daughter: Laura Junior.
56. Chocolate or Vanilla?: Vanilla !
58. long relationships or short? long ones.
59. Dogs or cats?: dogs.
60. Scary movies or comedies?: comedies.
61. Short hair or long: Long Hair.
62. Croutons or bacon bits?: Croutons.
63. Kissing or hugging: Hugging.
64. Mexicans: ?
65. School: play.
66. Grass: GREEN.
67. Cow: milk.
68. Canada: canadian pizza. HAHA!
69. Mouse: dirty.
70. Hands: fingers.
71. Watched a movie?: no.
72. Talked on the phone?: yes,talking to mark now.
73. Cried?: no.
74. Threw up?: no.
75. Drank a glass of water?: haha, of course!
76. Done Drugs?: NO!
77. Read a book or magazine?: both !
78. Watched TV?: yeap.
79. Looked in the mirror?: yeap.
80. Taken a shower?: yeap.
81. Taken a picture?: yeap.
82. Listened to music?: yeap.
83. Kissed someone?: yes.
84. Told someone you liked them: mark! no! it's love. XD

@ 9:07 PM

argh !!!
that must-die-to-have bag from ice lemon tea(:
i'm so gonna buy it the next time i go to fareast plaza.
i had 40 bucks only.
so, didn't spent much.
yeah, the bag cost $36.95 !
i can remember.
amazing.
hmm,
veron adviced me to shop around before buying that bag so i heeded her advice.
yeah.
then we walked pass this shop which sells jewellery.
they sell couple rings with free engraving(:
i bought two rings-$36
one for me with mark's name engraved on it and another with my name engraved on it for mark!
haha.
yeah.
so i gave up my bag for the rings.
I can't wait to give it to him on monday(X
haha !
then,
went over to veron's hse because i'm like so broke-.-
nothing to buy.
She was playing with her hair.
trying to make it as ugly as she could.haha!
It was hilarious.
i laughed so much.
There was once,she made it like Astro boy.
wth?!
muhahaha !
hmm,then we were singing and i fell asleep.
she woke me up and we had dinner.
then mommy came to pick me up(:
yeaps !
oh yeah,gonna call mark soon,i guess.
that's all.

Friday, October 13, 2006 @ 11:20 PM

Thank you for making me smile when i was upset.
You were there when i needed you, i appreciate it !
Even that fat thing,Veron,can't make me laugh or smile but you did.
Good night,baby.I'll be watching over you,all the time.
I love you(:

You were right there,
when i needed you.
It wasn't fair,
I feel like i can't give you what you've always given me.
Baby,i love you.
I don't want to lose you by making the same mistake.
I hate it,
when i cause you the heartache.
It's frustrating,
i know.
Let's skip it,
and go on to another thing.
I don't mind spending everyday just to linger around you,
just to see my baby boy.
I may sound like a fool,
but does it matter?
Oh no,it's cool.
It's love.
I wanna fly,
in that special plane which belongs to you and I.
Going sky high,
heading towards our very own little heaven.
Say,
I'm willing to give it all for that to happen.
My heart, my soul, my mind.
It's all given to you.
Will you be there to catch me when i fall?

@ 12:45 PM

Your view on yourself:Other people find you very interesting, but you are really hiding your true self. Your friends love you because you are a good listener. They'll probably still love you if you learn to be yourself with them.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:You are a true romantic. When you are in love, you will do anything and everything to keep your love true.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person.

The seriousness of your love:You like to flirt and behave seductively. The opposite sex finds this very attractive, and that's why you'll always have admirers hanging off your arms. But how serious are you about choosing someone to be in a relationship with?

Your views on education:Education is very important in life. You want to study hard and learn as much as you can.

The right job for you:You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life.

How do you view success:You are confident that you will be successful in your chosen career and nothing will stop you from trying.

What are you most afraid of:You are concerned about your image and the way others see you. This means that you try very hard to be accepted by other people. It's time for you to believe in who you are, not what you wear.

Who is your true self:You are full of energy and confidence. You are unpredictable, with moods changing as quickly as an ocean. You might occasionally be calm and still, but never for long.

hello !
first,i went to bugis for lunch with my family.BORING!
then went to veron's hse to meet her.
we went swimming ! XD
JAN AND FIONA TOO !
hahas !
we had loads of fun.
we tried communicating in the water,that's the most funny thing ever la !
hehe !
unfortunatley,veron was bored to death.she can't swim because she has AHEM !
haha.
but in the end,she just jumped in and quickly got out XD
stupid !
er.veron and i had a race !
we swam 3 laps !
i won the first time and i lost to her twice.
it's been a long long long time since i went swimming.
hmm, i was exhausted-.-
anyways,im still over at her hse now.yeah.
MISS MARK !
argh !
that's all.

Thursday, October 12, 2006 @ 4:31 PM

hey hey hey !(:
yay!
i'm at veron's place, that's why can get to use the computer.
hmmm,two more papers to go before the whole examination period's over(:
yes la .
oh well, i oh-so-love mark !
that's all.

Monday, October 02, 2006 @ 11:06 PM

Sunday, October 01, 2006 @ 10:14 PM

hello !!!!
today was boring.i ate and ate and ate-.-
getting fatter as time goes by !
hahas !
oh yeah,
THAT FAT VERON SAID SOMETHING TO MARK WHILE HAVING CONFERANCE !
so embarrassing la !
then mark had to add in.HMPH !
make me cry !
blahs !
so we kinda argued over THAT !
you guys,hush abt that alright?!
hahas.
hmm.
that's all.

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