Tuesday, September 30, 2008 @ 11:56 PM

Thanks Rina, Sera, Dan, Jan, Zan and Salam for today! I had a wonderful dinner at Swensens. Especially, the ice cream cake and ice cream! A few more minutes and my birthday will be over. Thanks everyone once again! Peekchas up tomorrow.





xxx, laura.





I'm thinking of you baby.

Labels: over

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@ 12:38 AM

Apunehneh Bitch <3
Surprise to see me post? Haha. Happy Birthday! Dont so sad alr kayyyyyyyy. Must smile smile smile la you. Tskkkkkkkk (:
Anyway although that bbq was aha, hope you still enjoyed our embarrassment and hope you like the prezzieeeeeeeeeeeeeeee :DDDDDDD

Hmmmmmmmmmmmmmm, i ... i .....














love you you you manyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy <33333

xoxo,
AmandaTockkkkkkkkk.


(ps this is past midnight okay!)

Monday, September 29, 2008 @ 11:38 PM

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Sunday, September 28, 2008 @ 10:19 PM

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Friday, September 26, 2008 @ 10:28 PM

"Happy advanced birthday." he said.
"Thank you."
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"Goodbye"

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Thursday, September 25, 2008 @ 10:23 PM

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Wednesday, September 24, 2008 @ 10:23 PM

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Tuesday, September 23, 2008 @ 9:46 PM

One word that describes my day-Fruitful. You may be thinking why, am I right? Because I studied alot. ALOT. I was reading, understanding and memorising Chapter 2 for my Social Studies paper on Monday. 3 more chapters to go and it's hell lots of crap to absorb into my puny brainz. You know, I really really put my heart and soul today when I studied. I even studied during in between periods and my recess time. Amazing, isnt it? I went to the library with Lowell, Amanda, Lynmay and Jan to study and I studied like 2-hours straight with no distractions at all. I AM SO SO PROUD OF MYSELF! (clap of handz for me) You know what, I am gonna get cracking with my Social Studies now. HAPPY BIRTHDAY, SERAPHINA POH! I LURFEEEEE YOU MANY MANY!!!!

xxx, laura.


Are you thinking of me?
With your heart feeling empty.

Labels: evolution

Monday, September 22, 2008 @ 9:23 PM

I woke up with my lower lip swollen. I left my window open when I was sleeping, I think something flew in and bit my lip or was it someone who flew in... Okay, I'm a freak who thinks so much and I'm scaring myself! Laugh at me now. I am feeling super cranky right. Bloody bitchz, if you read my blog, screw you mun! (okay, don't take it to heart.)

I haven't studied yet, omgz! Iamwastingmytimehereagain. I'dratherwastesometimewithyou. Can you read what I am saying here or do you need me to write it in caps for you? You're wasting your time reading this post because I am wasting time posting this BUT I don't know why I still feel like posting this post even though it's a waste of time for both parties, me and you. And there you go, I wasted another 2 mintues typing this shat out and you have wasted about 1 minute reading this whole chunk of crap again. I'm getting the hell outta here. Waste of time only!

xxx, laura.


I'm not jealous, no I am not.

Labels: told you so.

@ 6:27 PM

Salutations to my fellow readers! I don't think I can ever be a engineer in the future even though I take Design and Technology as one of my 7 subjects now. I suck so much at practical, well, not really but bad enough to disfigure something. Jeez, I wonder how I'm gonna make it for my practical next year. There's a mock exam tomorrow for Design and Technology. SO.GONNA.FAIL.IT. Anyway, back to my mundane life. I went to Thomson Plaza with Rina, Amanda and Joey to study. Did a little bit of maths and studied for my mock exam tomorrow(I didn't absorb much.) We had a heart-to-heart and it was hilarious! Sheeeesh! My sisters were at Thomson Plaza too so I went home with them. Had a nice cold shower and here I am, lying on my bed, blogging about my stupid life. One more thing, THANKS RINA FOR YOUR CARD THAT MADE MY DAY! I LOVE YOU SO MUCH!

Well well well, Z and Z seen together alone yesterday. Interesting.... I'm gonna take my nap now! I'm all drained out from all the studying. One more thing, I was told that Sex is sacred. Be amazed. I said bye.


xxx, you know who was it that was here blogging.


When our eyes met, it made my heart skipped a beat.
When you talk to me, I can hardly breathe.
...and I choked on my words and died.
(this is crap, trust me.)

Labels: heart and soul.

Sunday, September 21, 2008 @ 11:39 PM

Thanks, Rachel for doing up my new blogskin! Wo ai ni hen duo hen duo hen duo hen duo! mwarks mwarks mwarks!

xxx, laura.

Labels: love spells

@ 1:45 PM

I got tuition later, without Joey. I'll definitely die of boredom.................................................3-hrs of hell. damn it. But I gotta think of the positive side, my exams are coming and so, tuition will help me! Go laura go go go go go go go go! GO GO GO! If I retain, I'm gonna jump off the building. (that's if I dare)


XXXXX, laura.

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Saturday, September 20, 2008 @ 11:11 PM

Friday, September 19, 2008 @ 4:56 PM

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...I chose this road and I'm walking it alone.


I just woke up. I had about 12 hours of sleeep, not enough! Oh well, I gotta study sooon. I'm meeting Joey to study at amk's drive-thru mac tonight. Apparently, she's giving her cousin tuition now. (she's finally a big girl.) I'm staring blankly at the screen for like 5 minutes already and I do not know what to blog. Forget it, I don't wanna waste y brain juices here. I'm gonna have some chocolates now.


xxxx, laura.

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'Cause I said he was the one.
Yes, I said I was in love.. love.
When I left you, I said I wouldn't be coming back.
You remembered that but you never agreed.
And now when I realized it was you along,
your heart wouldn't take me back.
Running back to the past, it was I who left you.

I regretted giving you up for Lionel. I regretted..

Labels: too little too late

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Wednesday, September 17, 2008 @ 10:15 PM

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I don't feel like blogging today, I have stomach flu :(




Take my smiles and laughter,
give me your tears and sadness.
Be happy.

Tuesday, September 16, 2008 @ 11:34 PM

I have been chatting with Lowell Leong on MSN for a very long time already. I'm not tired after sleeping just now. I should do some revision later, I wanna sleep in peace. My tummy has the churning feeling again, it comes and go. Really sucks because I'm in pain.. Night, sweet yet cruel world.

@ 8:57 PM

I just woke up and my tummy's not feeling well. For 2 freaking days! I shall go to hell...... Bye....



I'm sick and fallen.
I know I can never get up.

Labels: sick again

@ 5:29 PM

....so beautifully, mercifully, it took me down.


I just got back from school and I had a nice cold shower. Snuggled up in my bed with this bloody laptop on my legs, I feel like sleeping. I'm super tired. I had Pepper Lunch today! Then I was studying a little with Rina, Weijie and Joey. I'm gonna sleep! xoxo



lurfeee, laura.

Labels: thoughts; pepper lunch

Monday, September 15, 2008 @ 8:02 PM

I'm not...broke, I'm just a broken hearted girl. I know it makes no sense, but what else can I do? How can I move on when I'm still in love with you...

I studied hella lots today and I'm very very proud of myself. I have got to thank Joey and Joelle for being there when I needed help! Rina Chua, I'm very proud of you also. We shall study hard together, okay? I'm gonna sleep early tonight, I had a tiring day. I'm kinda disappointed with the guys from my school. They're all so rude. I don't wanna comment so much on it, anyway. It just pisses me off! I'll do some revision now.


Infinite X's & O's, laura.

Labels: why d'ya have to go?

Sunday, September 14, 2008 @ 11:03 PM

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It's lantern festival today! And it's Weijie and Laura's chinese birthday today. It's not big deal, actually. haha. I'm going off for tuition in 15 minutes, 3-hrs of freaking tuition. Alright, I'm off! I shall blog more tonight.


Infinite X's & O's, laura.



"We broke all our promises that we made last time." she says.
"Yeah, we sure did." he said.

Labels: promises?

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Saturday, September 13, 2008 @ 2:48 PM

...Go get your ribbon box. Go get your wounded heart. Seeing spiders, I'm told they never lie.

I woke up feeling feverish and cold. I am officially sick during the exam period. How great is that huh! And so, I'm gonna meet Rina, Yikai, Lowell etc at Bishan Park to play with candles tonight. It's not lame okay! How do I go when I'm sick.................... Never mind, I'll see how I'll be later.


Infinite X's & O's, laura.

Labels: How I could kill a man

Friday, September 12, 2008 @ 11:20 PM

I am tired but I can't sleep. I am so not in the mood to read my book now, I am feeling super lethargic and moodless. I was supposed to meet Jan and Rina for supper but changed of plans so I did not meet them in the end. What should I do tomorrow...........



I MISS YOU VERY MUCH.
I MISS YOU VERY VERY VERY MUCH.
I MISS YOU SO SO SO FREAKING MUCH.
I MISS YOU TERRIBLY.
I miss you, ____.

Labels: Hard to say

@ 9:00 PM

Oh! The one who has hurt me most
Yet was he the one that I loved most
The good ol’ times and sweet memories
Now they’re part of a casualty
____, O, ____, O
How could you have hurt me so?
The hugs and kisses we once shared
Washed away in the tear I shed

(This is freaking hilarious, written by my teacher.)

@ 7:23 PM

Love is like war: Easy to begin, hard to end.


I am currently reading The Sisterhood of the Travelling Pants. It's pretty good! Today was a really bad day for me. I got caught by the VP for my short skirt and I was sent for detention. Apparently, Rina got caught by the VP too. Such luck huh! But if Rina wasn't sent for detention, I would be alone. My ipod got confiscated by Mdm Foong during Chinese period because she caught me red-handed. Lady Luck definitely wasn't with me today. My left eye was sore during Geography period and it really sucked. My study plan for today was cancelled. The girls wanted to go home to sleep, I was kinda annoyed by the fact that we couldn't study. It's a Friday night and I am stucked at home. I was still planning to meet up with the girls at the library to do some studying but I doubt they will. I have friends who don't wanna study but I still love them all the same. It is super vexatious when I need my friends tutoring but they all wanna go home and sleep! Ah......whatever........................ One more thing, I am sorry if my recent posts have become more and more wordy. I haven't been taking peekchas. Alright buh bye.


Infinity of X's & O's, laura.



11 months and I am still sober.
Picked all my weeds but kept the flowers.
But I know, it's never really over.

Labels: Keep me sober.

Thursday, September 11, 2008 @ 9:19 PM

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MSN is irritating the shit outta me because I have tried so many times to sign in but to no avail. I am not suppose to use the laptop right now and I should be doing my Chemistry homework now but you know what, I don't understand Acids, Alkali and Bases at all. I'll be heading to the library with Joey and Hung for critical studying. I am feeling listless and peeved. I gotta buck up, I have to buck up! This is seriously getting outta hand, exams are like 2 weeks away and I am still not in the mood yet. In fact, I don't seem to be the least bothered about it. I feel stress now. (that's a good sign because I was never stressed out over studies before.) I finally tried Pepper Lunch today. That sick smell coming out from the diner which always makes me go woozy whenever I enter Amk Hub. Lynmay, Joey, Angeline and Amanda was with me, the food was good. I finally got over the queasy feeling! We walked around and decided to go over to Lynmay's place, Amanda had tuition so she didn't go. Angeline and I fell asleep at her place while Joey and Lynmay were being puerile, as usual. Well, it always happens whenever Joey is around. Mwahaha! Woke up due to the blustering sounds coming from the volleyball whenever it hit against the wall because of Lynmay. We had a heart-to-heart and then went home. I wasted another god damn day. I am forlorn of all hope. I shall end this post with a Goodbye. (okay, this is stupid.)


You know you love me, laura.



A smile with squinted eyes.
...I said hello,
you never responded.
Can't you see how hard I'm trying?

Labels: Never reciprocated

Wednesday, September 10, 2008 @ 10:49 PM

...and could you tell me why you're treating me this way? I was trying to wait for the day you'd come around.


The wisest thing that I can ever do is to put my heart and soul on my studies and nothing else, not even him. In the midst of this torturous nightmare that I'm currently undergoing, is he laudable for this state of prolonged anguish and privation? This adversity is wearing me out. It has been wholly long and it is rather depriving me from meeting new people. He is completely ignorant of what he has done to me and he obviously don't really bother about it. I awfully wish he could be condemned for life. I reckon I mean what I say because frankly speaking, I believe in Karma. Every words and actions by him truly shows how self-aggrandizing he is. What a pity he never seem to realize how much a jerk he can be at times! On the contrary of whatever I have said above, this is what makes him special, I suppose. This sounds so contradicting and totally distraughting. I have no idea what really inspired me to pen this down because I am obviously bad-mouthing him in a way or another. Well, not really. I have been grieving for a pretty long period of time. It has been so long since I have bawled over him. I find it so dunce right now. Every single drop of tear was wasted. I officially need enlightenment. Thank you.



It is so hard to breathe in the fatal truth.

Labels: closure

@ 10:16 PM

I just got back from tuition. Super boring and tiring, I tell you. I hate school, school hates me.
I'm tired. Goodbye.

I need to bleed to know that I'm still alive.

Labels: i miss you

Tuesday, September 09, 2008 @ 9:42 PM

I am alive and kicking after a pretty long day. We ended up baking instead of doing our History video. The girls are coming over and we swore we're gonna do it, tuition tomorrow night. How am I gonna survive through it when I know I will be so tired after a day in school? I am already yawning so much right now. The exams are nearing as each day passes, it really scares me how time really flies. Especially this year, it zoomed past so quickly. One more year and we'll all graduate, will that be the last I see of him? The thought of it makes me feel sick. I think I should go to bed now. Night, world. (and of course, him.)


(you know you love me.)
love, laura.



...desperate, I'm calling out your name.
Crash and burn this heart.

Labels: save me

@ 3:58 PM

I shall share something really funny which happened during Physics.

Laura's conversation with Mr Teh, Joey and Jonas.

(Laura looks at Mr Teh and realized that his ears were petruding out like monkey's ears.)
Laura: Mr Teh! You look like monkey.
Mr Teh: (ignores)
Joey: Do you know it's the biggest insult to Christians when they resemble animals?
Laura: Huh, why!!! (laughs)
Joey: Because it's the first verse in the bible that says that god's the one who created everything so you macam saying that monkey created Mr Teh.
Laura: HUH!!! (laughs) HOW YOU KNOW HE CHRISTIAN?!
Joey: (laughs) He goes to the same church as me.
Laura: (laughs and looks at Mr Teh as he wrote on the board) Sorry, Mr Teh! (laughs)
Mr Teh: (ignores again cus he bo wei kong)
Joey: Is Jonas a Christian?
Laura: Not sure. ( turns to Jonas) Are you a Christian?
Jonas: No.
Laura: Okay then you are a dog! (burst into laughters as Jonas gave me the jiaobin.)
Joey and Angeline: (laughters)

"In the beginning God created the heaven and earth." Gen 1 : 1

"the Lord God formed the man from the dust of the ground and breathed into his nostrils the breath of life, and the man became a living being." Gen 2 : 7


I am absolutely sorry to whoever I have insulted in any way. I didn't mean it cus I really didn't know anything about Chritianity. Terribly sorry.

Labels: Just for laughs.

@ 3:43 PM

I am home early. Amanda, Angeline and Joey are over. We just finished lunch and we were deciding if we should bake cookies but apparently, we chose not to. History project on Hitler to be done by Thursday and we've not started on it. Amanda's using the laptop, I'm using the desktop, Angeline wanna sleep and Joey is doing her Chemistry homework. I am tired.... I am so lazy to do... Angeline is being very irritating and keeps on ranting on the time. Aiyer, continue blogging tonight.

lurfe, laura.


"It's 3:51pm, it's 3:52pm..." says Angeline.
Shutup.

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Sunday, September 07, 2008 @ 11:43 PM

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Headache after a long duration of absorbtion of knowledge. Tuition was a bore, as usual, but at least I did something productive today. School is reopening tomorrow and I totally forgotten about it until Hung reminded me. School=Suicide I have got a pimple outbreak again! This is outrageous. Irritating bumps on my face. I'm gonna get rid of them by this week. I think I m under going too much stress. So much stuff happenening and everything.. Screw life, seriously. (My life's so screwed up, anyway.)


love, laura.




everything never seem to change at all,
your "goodnight", you laughter, the way you talk.
no matter how much you've changed,
I know deep down, you're still you.
Why did you go again...

Labels: Fall

@ 2:52 PM

Laura is sad and she doesn't know what to do.



It all goes back to Nineteenth January.
From those crimson lips that was planted on mine,
to that dagger you stabbed in me.
Silver balls of tears, heart-wrenching words.
Remniscing about the past, laughing at each other.
What were you thinking..
What was I thinking?

Labels: 7 Sept

Saturday, September 06, 2008 @ 11:56 PM

If you wanna watch the videos, please go to www.three-fairy-wheels.blogspot.com (Rina's bloggie) It's not up yet though. Idiot......................

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@ 12:32 AM

I just a noodle, I have been eating supper almost everyday. I AM GOING TO GAIN WEIGHT AGAIN! I woke up and went for tuition for 3 hours. I was suppose to meet the girls at town or something but in the end, they did not go. I'm going for my injection tomorrow. Rina is going with me, thanks and I love you. HAPPY BIRTHDAY, VERON! YOU'RE FINALLY 15 :DDDDDDD I LOVE YOU MANY MANY
MANY!!!


love, laura.


Look at the stars,
Look how they shine for you.
And everything you do,
Yeah they were all yellow.
Your skin
Oh yeah your skin and bones
Turn into something beautiful
Do you know I love you so?
You know I swam across
I jumped across for you
Oh all the things you do
Cause you were all yellow
Do you know for you i bleed myself dry?
For you i bleed myself dry

Labels: yellow

Thursday, September 04, 2008 @ 11:42 PM

I woke up bright and early to meet Hungyih and Kent at Mac. And then, headed to amk library to study. Veron, Rina and Sheila came after that and then Lowell, Lynmay, Cecilia and Jaffred (I don't know how to spell his name) Studied then we went to eat at KFC. Veron and I left for my place and then we took so many dumb videos. I swear, it was super retarded. Gonna upload it, I guess? Argh... Met Jing in town for the lion dance thingy. Nich's troupe did well! Tuition tomorrow.


love, me.



Since you were gone, I admit that I was wrong.
And I won't let myself be broken.

@ 1:26 AM

I'm bored.

Ugly guy: Excuse me, may I have your number please?

Pretty girl: Errrrr....

Ugly guy: Please?

Pretty girl: Sorry, no (walks off)

Ugly guy: ....

Wednesday, September 03, 2008 @ 11:18 PM

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