Sunday, December 31, 2006 @ 9:46 PM


You know what ?
Actually,
I'm in a fairly good shape.
I'm so proud of myself.
:DDD
My eyes burn from these tears.
oof.
what crap !
I'M SO IN LOVE WITH CARGO PANTS.
They are so comfy to wear.
Ronnie's back(:
like,FINALLY luh.
hahaha.
I can't wait for a brand new year.
New year resolution: Cut down on sugar intake and shopping sprees.
Oh oh,
What am I gonna do next year ?
1.Be a good girl.
2.More understanding towards my sisters.
3.Spend less.
4.Don't eat too much.
5.Stop stuffing myself with chocs.( It's unhealthy.)
6.Like a brand new color? No way, I'm sticking to ORANGE.
7.Be more sensible.
8.Don't talk too loudly.
9.Although screaming is my forte, I shan't scream too much.
10.Sing more.hur hur,MADNESS,please take care of your ears.
11.I won't dye my hair this year.Blue black,it shall be.
12.Don't even think about falling in love again.
13.Try to use sunblock during trainings.
14.Don't paint my nails too much.
15.I'll need to roller blade with Jin more often.
16.Get a new pair of blades.
17.Need to practice on high-heeling.
18.Sleep early everyday,eyebags are getting worse.
19.Talk on the phone less.
20.Be more gentle.
21.Help out with the household chores.
22.Shan't depend on the maid all the time.
23.Don't pierce anymore earholes.
24.Get a belly button piercing.
25.Get a new phone.
26.Don't ton again.
SEE ! I'm becoming more like a big girl.
sensible.
chuckles.
Poo poo moo moo. XD
I'm buying a plane.
as if.
I DO BELIEVE IN FAIRIES.
why yes I do.
Pooh.
I need to go now.
ciao.


@ 8:53 PM


Hello.
Happy New Year eve ya'll. (:
Woke up early today as we were going to american club.
yeah.
had lunch there,
went to zara to shop.
then back home.
watched SILK.
freakaye:/
my great aunts were here,
my uncles and aunts were here too.
had dinner.
ate suckling pig.
it was delicious. :DDD
well,
they are still over.
uh huh.
I'm like so bored now althought they're here.
Bah.Humbug.
I'm ending it here.
LOVE LOVE LOVE,
laura.


Friday, December 29, 2006 @ 7:11 PM


I've got a stiff neck.
It totally hurts.
Blah.
Damn it,
my motorola phone has some problems.
The other party can't hear me talking,
I so wanna get a new phone.
N73(:
I DON'T CARE.
Okay,
I sound like some pathetic spoilt brat.
Bah.Humbug.
whatever.
My dad's coming back tonight.
:DDDDDD
My red streak's still in a good condition.
yep yep yep.
It's still as bright as ever.
Not fading at all.
& I did some trimming to the red streak. (:
Okay,
I so need to buy the red dress from Bugis Street.
hahaha.
My companion's gonna pay it for me,
christmas present.
& I'm gonna get him a addidas jacket.
I know,
It's a loss.
The dress is 35 bucks.
oof.
oh oh !
My grandma made mashed potato with lemon salmon,
yummy.
My favourite dish.
Mom maybe making Sukiyaki for lunch tomorrow.
HEHEHEHEHE.
I can't wait.
Okay,
I think I should cut down on my snacking,
even Jin's dad agrees.
nananana nenenene.
I'm fat,
I know. XD
It's dinner time.
BLEAH.
byeeeeee.

PS : I can't wait for school to reopen.
PSS : No,maybe I'm not.Pooh,gotta see SOME PEOPLE. roll eyes*


Wednesday, December 27, 2006 @ 6:14 PM


I GOT BACK MY IPOD. ;DDDD


@ 3:32 PM


Hello there.
I woke up at around 2 plus today.
Oh my,
school's gonna reopen SOON.
& I'm like that.
hahaha.
Nvm nvm.
I'm eating HAM at the moment.
VERONIQUE ENAH HAM.
when are you coming back?!
I so hate you for leaving me in the lurch.
Boo hoo you.
hahaha.
anyway,
I ain't going anywhere today.
Stay at home...
Rot...
Sleep...
Watch television...
OH YEAH !
This Friday,
Aunt mun-e,aunt mae,aunt,aunt boon sim,aunt lengleng and my mom.
Sadly,aunt min,aunt monica & aunt geek ain't in s'pore.
blah.
A nanyang gathering.
hahahaha.
Bringing their kids to American Club for lunch.
yeah.
Love the food there man.
Boo hoo,
I miss natsuka & claudia.
THEY'RE IN JAPAN WITH THEIR DAD.
Aunt monica should have let them stayed longer.
They should be coming back on June. (((:
My mom bought real crystals for ann,lynn and aunt mun-e.
they're leaving soon):
nvm nvm.
They will come back.
I can't stand it la.
One by one all migrating..
Aunt Min-Dont know where she is now,she travels everywhere.
Aunt Monica-Japan,her husband's japanese.
Aunt Geek-L.A with her son and husband.
Aunt MunE-Beijing with ann,lynn and dean.
ARGH !!!!
Aunt Mae is back from america.
She's gonna stay here permantly.
hehehe.
aunt leng leng back's from shanghai.
ME?!
Staying here, in singapore until when?!
hahahaha.
that's all for now.
I'm gonna look for snacks.
byeeee.


@ 12:40 AM


HELLO.
You know I read this story from somewhere.
& I love it(:
Summary:
Main characters-Marcus,Christina & Lola. XD
okay,
so this is what happened.
Christina's Marcus ex-girlfriend.
Marcus loved her alot.
Then they broke up.
He was with Lola after that.
They broke up because their family was against it.
hahaha.
Lola loved Marcus alot.
Then that idiot,Marcus,totally forget about Lola.
& Marcus loved Christina again.
Lola was really upset.
She gave back all the stuff that Marcus gave her.
She decided to move on,
she don't wanna get hurt anymore.
All she could do was be the by-stander.
Nothing hurts more than love,right?
yeah.
The story is something like that luh.
Talking to Sheila Chow now,
I have no idea who to invite to the party.
Er...
I'm gonna continue reading that book,
I wanna know what's gonna happen in the end.
Sounds interesting eh?
Blah.
Sweet Dreams ya'll.


Tuesday, December 26, 2006 @ 6:29 PM


My left eye is freakin' itchy.
Blah.
My mom forgot to bring back my ipod.
Grrrrr.
She GOTTA bring it back tomorrow.
Okay.
I had tuition today.
my sisters too.
I was very very tired.
I slept at 4 plus.
Kept thinking and thinking.
used up too much brain juices,
NEEDA REPLENISH.
haha.
then I watched a little bit of television,
then I feel asleep.
It's very cold today.
Raining non stop,
okay,
drizzling-.-
hahaha.
Then after that,
went to Jin's place to chill.
We're gonna dye our hair during the June hols.
Mine's gonna be orangey pink.
Jin's gonan be green?
I don't know.
hahaha.
But it has already been comfirmed.
we told the auntie at the salon already.
hahahaha :p
What song am I listening to right now?
All you wanted by Micheel Branch.
Oooo.
So many people want that song.
hahaha.
I know it's nice.
It's lovely.
It's sweet.
It's meaningful.
It's to some perosn who's a becoming-a-jerk-assholer.
ARGH.
I'm gonna return everything back to him.
I mean,
u know..
I got this two heart shaped necklace,
he gave it to me on my birthday.
It sort of like label our love,
but he doesn't love me anymore,
so why should I keep it?!
hey !
If you read this,
give to her.
It doesn't belong to me.
It never did. (:
I give up...
Guys,
that's all for now.
Sunlight & moonbeams,
Laura ;D
Maybe it's time to give it up(:


Monday, December 25, 2006 @ 11:53 PM


Please can you tell me,
don't give me false hope
I just wanna be free.
I know you love her.
Although it hurts so bad,
I just wanna wish you all the best.
The pain I'm feeling,
it seems so deadly.
I don't want to see you getting hurt.
hush baby,
Those words,
aren't meant to be said.
So there...


@ 10:08 PM


Hello.
My blond streak came out):
Nah,it's okay.
I'm gonna put it back soon(:
Wusheng invited me to he's neighbour's house to gamble.
They short of people and he lives very near me.
Just gotta walk.
The reason why I don't wanna go is...
#1.I don't know them at all.
#2.I'm shy.
#3.I don't dare to walk out at this hour.
#4.I don't dare to walk back alone.
#5.I have no money.
#6.I don't even think my mom allows me.
#7.I don't gamble well. XD
hahaha.
yeah.
I don't think I'm going.
It's with a group of guys luh.
I don't like being the only girl,I'll feel uncomfortable.
Hmmmm,
now I'm waiting for the "My Girl" video to load.
Jeong Woo & Gong Chan !!!
Jeong Woo's super uber cute.
Gong Chan's super uber handsome.
Okay.
There's a party at my house on 2nd of Jan.
My mom said I could invite some friends over.
yeah.
Many many people coming(((:
I got my Starhub line already.
yipeee.
hahahaha.
oh well,
gotta go watch my video now.
tata.


@ 1:58 PM


Hello.
This christmas is pathetic.
I didn't get any presents.
Fiona & Veron not in Singapore.
WeiJie in Singapore.
Me & Jin,
so boring.
We were suppose to go for christmas shopping.
all 5 of us):
nvm nvm.
Blah.
Anyway,
my mom & sisters went out.
My mom's gonna get me a Starhub line.
yeah.
So people,
you wanna get my number....
get it from me.
hahahah.
So thick skin.
Mmmmm,
I'm bored.
Talking to Jin on the phone.
About ton-ning with WINSON & GANG.
idiot idiot idiot.
All idiots except for my companion. XD
bleah.
Still ask us to ton with you last night,
NO WAY !
We never want to spend our lovely christmas with you.
bye bye.
hahaha.


Sunday, December 24, 2006 @ 6:00 PM


It's christmas eve.
Not sure if it's meant to be a good thing or bad thing.
I mean,
I thought I could spend this christmas with him.
But it's never gonna happen.
I planned to get him something,
but nah,
I don't think it's a good idea.
hahaha.
Although I'm not a christian,
Christams is somewhat meaningful to me.
Oh well,
I'm talking to Hezwan now.
I was watching "My Girl" on channel 55.
Fuuny.
okay,
I shan't brag about christmas anymore.
byeeee.


Please tell me,
you wanna spend this day with me.
But I guess you won't want that,
don't you?
Tears aren't meant to be shed,
I hope you know.
Your image just lingers in my mind,
oh boy,
you're just so fine.
Stop the discriminating,
I can't take it.
I know I'm fading,
from your heart.
You gotta move on with your life,
and so do I.
You seem to take it so easy,
but I can't.
At the same time,
I know I can't lose myself to you.
I wanna be what I used to be.
Why's there so few?
who understands me.
I just hope you're one of them.


@ 2:49 PM


I just woke up.
My uncle & kelly were aguring at my place.
over something small.
sigh.
they're already engaged.
my uncle's hot temper,
when will he ever change?!
hahaha.
nah nvm,
okay,
so why did I wake up so late today?
Was having conferance with rina,xiao laura and khai till 4 plus.
yeah.
rina & xiao laura told me some stuff. ):
I didn't know I was really fortunate to have a happy family:/
Hmmm,
sorry girls.
Anyway,
yeah.
hazel cut her hair !
hahahaha.
she looks totally like a boy.
my mom has a family of boys(:
whee.
so that's about it.


Saturday, December 23, 2006 @ 11:44 PM


I wanted to be like you
I wanted everything
So I tried to be like you
And I got swept away

I didn't know that it was so cold
And you needed someone
to show you the way
So I took your hand and we figured out
That when the tide comes
I'd take you away

If you want to
I can save you
I can take you away from here
So lonely inside
So busy out there
And all you wanted
was somebody who cares

I'm sinking slowly
So hurry hold me
Your hand is all I have to keep me hanging on
Please can you tell me
So I can finally see
Where you go when you're gone

If you want to
I can save you
I can take you away from here
So lonely inside
So busy out there
And all you wanted
was somebody who cares

All you wanted was somebody who cares
If you need me you know I'll be there
Oh, yeah

If you want to
I can save you
I can take you away from here
So lonely inside
So busy out there
And all you wanted
was somebody who cares

Please can you tell me
So I can finally see
Where you go when you're gone


I'm obsessed with this song(:
Hope you guys like it.


@ 10:18 PM


I've finished one book I bought today.
bought 3.
Before I bought these books,
I already bought one.
It's like a 3 in 1 kinda book.
I've read...
Mates,Dates & Inflatable Bras.
Mates,Dates & Cosmic Kisses.
Mates,Dates & Designer Divas.
Mates,Dates & Sleepover Secrets.
Now I'm half way reading,
Mates,Dates & Sole survivors.
(:
I love reading.
oh,
I wanna be part-time writer.
I love writing.
I think I already wrote 2 stories.
haha.
I wanna be a poet too.
So many things I wanna do next time. ;D
Jin&I have decided to stop hanging out winson and mates.
I've decided to stop something too.
I mean,
it's just so not me.
I wanna be me,
myself.
It's a bliss to be what you really are.
yeah.
Those people ain't meant for me.
friends,you know?
yeah.
hahahaha.
Oh man,
I need veron.
I need her to confide in.
seriously...
shucks.
nvm nvm.
A lonely little petunia,
Laura.


If you want to,
I can save you.
I can take you away from here.
So lonely inside,so busy out there.
& all you wanted was somebody who cares.

it's to you,darling.


@ 3:26 PM


Hey.
my mom woke me up early today.
went to wheelock to meet ann,lynn and aunt mun-e.
so we bought books from BORDERS.
I love books.
story books(:
Yeah,
then we had lunch at Sakae-Sushi.
Yum yum.
hahaha.
after lunch,
they bought ice cream.
I was too full to have any.
hahaha.
Ummm,
I bought a red crumpler bag.
it's for school.
$95
I wanted orange.
but nah
it's okay.
After that,
went to aunty sally's hair salon,
we did hair extension.
Claire-Blue.
Ann-purple.
Hazel-brown.
Laura-hot red & blond.
Lynn-hot red & blue.
It was cool.
so all of them are over at my place now.
claire & hazel maybe going over to ann's place.
don't think I wanna go.
oh oh !
My fave song at the moment is All you wanted by michelle branch.
it's really meaningful.
It's dedicated to HIM.
you know who you are.
I love you.


@ 12:33 AM


HAHAHAHA.
Jin and I were like crzy just now.
we were talking on the phone,
and we were like,
let's call guan yin ma.
let's call cinderella.
let's call bala.
let's call nassim.
loads of crap.
hahaha.
she was alone in the room,
& I kept on scaring her :D
CHEESE !
now,
rina & I are like talking about yunhan.
we idolise her(((:
and jaryl's like so irritated.
hahahaha.
toodles.


Friday, December 22, 2006 @ 7:47 PM


Did I leave any love behind?
Do I still mean anything to you?
I wished you knew,
how I feel.
Come on,
I know you still love her.
Anyway,
we're already over.
I'm just keeping a distance from you.
So get it straight in your head,
go ahead,
leave me aside.
I'm already nothing to you.
Just take a gun,
and point it at me.
I bet it's fun,isn't it?
Killing me bit by bit.
I never threw a fit.
The world's spinning,
it's not right if I don't fit in.
I'm always stuck here,
with all these emotions.
I dreamt about you,
you were right next to me,
like you always did.
Let's be candid,
it ain't gonna happen again.
Sometimes,
I just hate you so much.
I feel that you take me for granted.
You make me feel wanted,
& the next thing I know,
it was just an act.
Baby,
why don't you just tell me you love her?
I know you liked me,
it wasn't love.
I thought I was free,
but it don't seems like it.
I wanna know what would come of me,
the good things we shared,
ended.
Everytime I see you,
just can't stop myself from looking at you.
I guess it should stop.
It all has come to end.


@ 6:48 PM


Woke up at 10am today.
My tuition starts at 10.
hahaha.
My teacher was already here. XD
then after tuition,
cabbed to T.P to meet Jin.
saw liang chin at the taxi stand.
he was going to sheila's christmas party too.
yeah.
so jin's dad drove us to J8 to meet rina & xiao laura.
before they came,
Jin & I went to buy sheila a christmas prezzie.
some box which looks really chic.
I bought a ORANGE hp keychain,
& ORANGE earrings(:
yeah.
then walked around.
after that,
went with rina to get contact lense.
took a bus to sheila's house.
slacked around,
rina,jin & I gossiped alot.
hahaha.
Jin & I were so anti-social.
blah.
left at about 5 plus.
suppose to be at 4:30-.-
when Jin & I were in 167,
saw jamie(((:
still as pretty ever.
haha.
yeah,
my uncle gonna bring my sisters to get new glasses.
uh huh.
That's all.
Oh boy,I love you so.


Thursday, December 21, 2006 @ 11:05 PM


Those people who spammed veron's blog,
grow up !
Quit spamming.
I think I know who is it,
it's NASH & HAKIM.
don't come act innocent,hakim.
You think very fun huh?
go around people's tagboard and spam.
and please,
no one types like you do.
So irksome.
Keep insulting people,
if someone insult you,
how would you feel?!
DISGUSTING.


@ 10:18 PM


Hello(:
Just got back from tanglin mall.
Was there shopping for groceries with my mom.
then went to pick my grandma up from bugis.
Okay.
So today's netball training was so-so?
yeah.
Ms lee came back from aussie-.-
damn it.
hahahaha.
Hmmmm,
then after that,
Jin,fiona and I met paul at mos burger,
jubilee.
then we went to have lunch at SUMO-HOUSE.
yeah.
after that,
went to arcade.
Spent alot on car racing.
thanks,paul(:
hahahaha.
I like care racing.
it's fun.
HAHAHAHA.
I only know how to use automatic,
I don't know how to use manual:/
we were suppose to go there to look for the guy who took jin's money,
but we ended up playing.
LOL.
So Jan came too.
yeah.
Jin met this guy,
hahahaha.
Not my type.
I went home first,
I had a bad headache & I was tired.
Cabbed back.
yeah.
then I was sleeping the whole afternoon.
I wasn't feeling well.
And my feet were aching like shit.
hahaha.
Hmmm,
when I was walking out of school.
Saw HIM.
yeah.
Good luck with her.
er...haha.
that's all.

I saw you with her today.
I can't bring myself to look back,
maybe it's just too late.
Everytime I see you,
I just can't bring myself to smile.
Baby,
you know I love you so.
I guess I just gotta let you go,
I'm confused.
Yeah,
you show me things which I never forget.


Tuesday, December 19, 2006 @ 10:47 PM


I was home the whole day.
It wasn't that bad.
Tuition was cancelled last minute because of the heavy rain.
Rain,rain,rain.
It's like so inconvenient if I wanna go out.
but it's still niceee(:
So I was at home,
watching tv.
& I slept from 2 plus till 6 plus.
Rainy weather,
nice time to sleep.
Hahahaha.
So at night,
I followed my mother to pick my great aunt up,
you see,
she's the matchmaker(she didn't matchmake my uncle and kelly.)
so we went there to ask kelly's mom what she wants for the wedding.
Mmmm,
I so can't wait for the wedding.
It's gonna be grand.
Uh huh.
The day before the wedding,
I'm gonna have so much fun(((:
All my uncles & aunts(they ain't old,teens,my mom's cousins.)
coming over to sleepover.
yeah.
it's always like that when there's gonna be a wedding.
I CAN'T WAIT.
hahahaha.
& I get to wear my lovely dress.
The whole family will be over at my house.
((((:
The sad thing's that my uncle's wedding,
someone will be missing.
& that's my great grandmother):
sigh.
nvm nvm nvm.
I just reached home.
In the car,
I was thinking of HIM.
Okay,
I almost cried infront of my mom.
So i took the sunglasses and wore it,
she was like,
There's no sun.
and I told her I wanted to wear because I just felt like it.
Then I started weeping silently.
okok,
change topic.
Charmaine still have not sms me.
Telling me about tomorrow's thing at malaysia.
weihao,his sister,charmaine,my grand aunt & I,
going there to shop.
yeah.
do our nails(:
I can't extend my nails because of netball):
but I don't care.
hahahaha,
I'm gonna extend my toenails.
hahaha(:


Monday, December 18, 2006 @ 10:52 PM


HELLO.
The holding site totally sucks.
It's so small.
The place we're gonna have our training,
man,
if it rains,
any of us can get hurt.
it's so slippery.
I slipped so many times.
So we slacked alot.
there aren't much to say.
so I shall skip it.
Hmmm,
after training,
went to buy bubble tea with cheryl,ferdi,jin & fiona.
then ferdi went home,
cheryl,jin,fiona & I went to jubilee.
we were sitting at a bus stop,
& u noe what?!
There was this mad man,
who kept on blowing his whistle each time a bus come by.
waving to the bus uncle.
it was hilarious.
we took fiona's whistle and imitated him XD
hahahaha.
then he was like standing behind a vending machine,
cheryl & jin went to call him.
like wth?!
hahahahaha.
hmmm,
so we went to have our lunch at mos burger.
yeah.
then went to play arcade.
After that I was going to KBOX with charmaine,weihao & jason.
yeah.
so we were like singing from 2-9pm.
very long right?
I was like screaming in the room.
hahahaha.
stupid weihao !
he kept on disturbing me.
RAWR.
Oh well,
I had so much fun.
It was so funny too.
All of us fooling around & all.
(:
so my mom picked us up at 9 and sent all of them home.
My muscles are aching like shit now.
Didn't cool down properly after training,
I was being all BALLERINA-ING.
hahahaha.
So that's about it.
Why do all good things come to an end?


Sunday, December 17, 2006 @ 1:09 PM


HELLO.
Wasn't able to blog yesterday because I wasn't home till 12 plus(:
I was at my great grandma's place.
There were so many prayers to do:/
It was really tiring.
and it was so hot there.
We were at the void deck the whole day.
Man,
imagine !
imagine,so dirty.
Yeah.
& I got burnt my the joss stick-.-
it hurts):
oh well,
I'm too lazy to say what exactly happen.
yeah.
JOLYN'S HELOING ME MAKE A BLOGSKIN(:
WHEEEEEEEEEEEEE.
I want candycanes for christmas.
HINT HINT*
toodles.


Friday, December 15, 2006 @ 11:15 PM


Hey there,don't you know that boys just come & boys just go,
But friends stay together for ever & ever.
Hey there,follow the noise and you'll soon find a gang of boys.

Had enough of football chants?
Smelly trainers,mindless rants?
Boys are stupid,boys are vain,
A dozen boys just share one brain.
No boys !

Yes,girlfriend,it's the truth,
we're not going to waste our youth.
Friends stay together for ever & ever.
We're too pretty,we're too smart.
to let any boyfriend break us apart.

Boys are stupid,boys are vain.
A dozen boys just share one brain.
No boys !


@ 9:29 PM


HELLO.
It's been a long day:/
Okay.
So I was forced to wake up early.
Had to attend my great grandma's death thingy.
We're gonna burn her this house which cost like 10,000 bucks.
woah.
She's one lucky old woman(:
she's loved by everyone.
hahaha.
I miss her.
sigh.
anyway,
so I was there.
I skipped the lunch with my parents.
They dropped me & my grandma at my great grandma's place.
It's at yishun.
Mmmm,
so I helped out folding the paper money.
yeah.
I had a long talk with my auntie(:
talk about loads of stuff.
hahahaha.
yeah.
so tomorrow,
gotta be there at 8am:/
There's gonna be a dinner.
many people will be there.
er,
yeah.
Charmaine's gonna help me order papillio slip ons(:
oh yeah ! ;DDD
So that's about it.
CHANNING TATUM'S THE MAN !(:


Thursday, December 14, 2006 @ 11:36 PM





HE'S SO HOT !!!!!
OH MY GOD.OH MY GOD.
I'm like so crazy over him.
I mean,
I'm not those typical girls who goes crzy over celebrities.
But this time,
I AM !
CHANNING TATUM...
OH MY.OH MY.
HE'S SO CUTE.
ARGH !!!!!!
I'M NUTS.
I LOVE YOU,CHANNING TATUM(:
I gotta chill.
C.H.I.L.L
NO,I CAN'T !
CHANNING TATUM !!!!!
HIS HOT BOD.
WOAH !
HE'S CUTE LITTLE MICKEY MOUSE EARS.
he's the man !
I'm the man !
ok,
that's weird.
hahahahahaha.


@ 10:55 PM


Okay.
So I aplogized to jasTEE.
Actually,
when I called her hairy,
I do feel bad.
It's kinda mean.
Mmmm,
yeah.
I'm like so bored now.
someone...
HELP?!


@ 5:31 PM


I love Anastasia(:
Okay.
I know I'm childish but whatever.
hahahahaha.
That's so gay.
Hmmmm,
I've missied him so bloody much):
I really did.
I hope he knows I do.
I doubt he even cares if I do.
Oh well,
what's the point?
Pooh.
No use swooning and sighing.
but it can't be helped.
Guess that's about it.

Baby,
I've missed you so.
I hope you know I do.
Friends or foe?
I don't know.
You keep me going on,
whenever I feel your heart beating in my soul.
I guess I've won,
winning the race which ends it all.
I had a great big fall,
but I got up.
Although I don't know what you're going through,
I will always be there for you.
I know you're lonely,
you gotta know that you're not.
Because,
no matter what,
you'll have me.
Let us hitch a comet and fly to our own little heaven
.


@ 4:51 PM


Look who's back?
ME !
I've quite alot to blog about.
Okay.
So I went to Cameron Highlands.
It was kinda boring:/
Fortunately,
we didn't pluck strawberries(:
hahaha.
I loved the pasar malam.
It was niceee.
So much food and all(:
Oh,
guess what?!
I ate so mamy cups of corn.
It's surprisingly nice.
hahaha.
The trip up to Cameron was horrible.
go around & round.
bah.
Hate it.
I had awful headaches which almost killed me.
We stayed in Strawberry Park Resort.
There ain't any strawberries in that resort.
it's just named that way.
weird.
The hotel's food sucks.
TOTALLY !
My mom was like complaining about how bad the food was.
hahaha.
Then we went to many many places.
too lazy to state it ;D
haha.
Mmmmm,
so we left Cameron and headed towards K.L.
My dad drove.
My dad's friend helped us booked a hotel,Stamford Hotel.
Okay.
We got lost,
we couldnt' find it.
bah.humbug.
Traffic jams here and there.
It was annoying.
I don't have the patience,you see.
chuckles.
anyway,
we had a late dinner.
Stamford Hotel was horrible.
I mean,
when we drove past it.
The walls were so dirty and all.
My mom couldn't stand it so we decided to go to another hotel.
Swiss Garden Hotel.
We booked a Deluxe Suite(:
It was nice & clean.
after dinner,
we went to chinatown.
Bought many stuff.
STUFF ! ;D
there were many stalls selling pirated cds and all.
unfortunately,
the ploice came.
They all started keeping their stuff.
First time experiencing that.
kinda exciting.
yeah.
Second day,
went to KLCC.
shopped around.
I bough 2 pairs of cargo pants.
a pair of adidas track shoes( it's real,okay!)
few bottles of nail varnish.
yeah.
had really nice noodles for dinner.
then I came home today.
Supposed to be on friday,
but we decided to be home by today(:
that's a good thing.
It was kinda boring there.
yeah.
I've missed many many people.
hahaha.
Shan't list their names out.
I have many pictures to post.
I doubt I can post all.
Okay.
I shall end it here.
Gotta talk to ashley now.
she's bored.
hahaha.
goodbye(:


Sunday, December 10, 2006 @ 1:27 AM


Okay.
I've been talking to Rina for a long time(:
She's another darling of mine.
Happy,rina?
aha.
I was looking at myself in the mirror.
I'm a vainpot.
My hair color's nice.
I so don't wanna dye it black when school reopens.
But if I really have to,
jet black,it shall be(:
I have the urge to have PB&J.
For those who don't get what I mean,
it's PEANUT BUTTER & JELLY.
hahaha.
I love peanut butter.
I can just take the jar,
sit infront of the tv and eat.
hahaha.
I won't be a couch potato.
It's bad.
I need to do 50 sit-ups everyday,
my pot belly is showing :x
hahahaha.
So embarrassing.
I'm bragging how fat I am.
My thighs are like,
WOAH !
huge.
My stomach...
speechless.
I don't look nice):
nvm nvm nvm.
I shall go on a diet.
I HAVE TO.
okok,
I gotta go now.
Rina's waiting for me to do something.
hehehe.
we're up to no good,
that's all I can say.
Last post till Friday.
Don't miss me!(:
I LOVE EUUUUUU ALL.
omg !
did I just say EUUU?!
TWIT TWIT TWIT.
hahahahahahaha,
enough of my crap.
byeeee(:


@ 1:01 AM


Turn ons

Libra needs peace and harmony in all
their relationship so help them
maintain that. Venus the ruling planet
gives them beauty and they have
weakness for people who can compliment
them about their beauty (you will not
have to make an effort to do that
anyway). You can help Libra seek union
and partnership in life. If you have
Libra partner you can be sure to share
beautiful and pleasurable moments
together.

Turn offs

Libra is kind and gentle soul but very
argumentative. Hence do not start an
argument or discussion unless of
course you are free and do not know
how to pass your time. They hate to
lose and most probably in between of
discussion they may change their side
too (remember scales can tilt) and
still continue arguing from other
side. Do not push your Libra partner
into making decisions. They will keep
weighing pros and cons and may still
not be able to come to any decision.
Have patience!


@ 12:11 AM


Oh boy,
you & I are not meant for each other.
we're of two different worlds.
Let's not go on any further.
All the gossiping here & there.
It's not going anywhere.
I can't be out all night,
I'm not like you.
Let's keep each other out of sight,
let's stop the glancing,
I'll stop the crushing,
you should know I have someone in my heart already.
Go to Lijuan,
and stop the staring.
Hitch a comet,
& fly sky high.


Saturday, December 09, 2006 @ 8:24 PM


YIPEEE !
The strawberries on my friendster profile is finally gone(:
It's so ugly.
I'm so sick & tired of strawberries.
I'm gonna pack my stuff and shower now.
toodles(:


@ 6:38 PM


Okay.
We went to Lei Garden at CHIMES.
The R.O.M took place at the private room in the restaurant.
the PERSON who announce my uncle&auntie husband and wife came.
I don't know what she's called.
It's a woman.
So we had lunch there,
snapping pictures and taking videos.
hahaha.
I'm video cam shy.
I will stutter :x
er...
so when she came,
and the ceremony started.
I took a video of the whole procedure.
My right arm was aching,
stupid camera.
haha.
Then we continued our lunch.
me,my youngest uncle,his wife,my grandma & my grandpa.
we took a lift from uncle steven.
My mom was going out with my sisters and dad.
I didn't want to go because I was tired.
so I was squeezed in the small car.
I'M NOT FAT !
I fell asleep in the car although it was uncomfortable.
hahahaha.
Okay,
it ain't funny.
then reached home.
I slept on the couch till 6.
yeah.
I'm leaving tomorrow.
Pluck strawberries in Cameron Highlands.
NOOO !!!!!!!!
I'll be bored to death there.
I'll be back on Friday.
I'll kill myself if it's really boring.
I'm not joking.
I can't belive we'll be plucking strawberries.
I don't like it at all.
My mom's gonna buy many jars of jam.
I like jam(:
okay,
I'll be going on a job hunt with SILI.
when I'm back.
I doubt they even care we're under-age.
Sili has already taken up jobs.
yeah.
I'm gonna join her.
Need money ergently.
Need to shop ergently.
Need money for christmas ergently.
I wanna go Bugis street to get that watch.
ARGH !!!!!
I GOTTA WAIT TILL I COME BACK.
I don't wanna go):
I shall end it here.
Lotsa love(:.
LAURA.
Don't miss me.

Baby boy,
please tell me the truth.
Whether you love me or not,
I need to make up my mind.
I fought,
I fought back my tears when I thought about it.
I scolded you when you actually cared.
How could I threw a fit?
You never shared,
shared with me how you really feel.
I wanna know,
what's deep inside you.
Don't stay away from me,
you know I can't take it.
Why can't you see?
I wanna care for you,
be there for you,
love you.
You don't seem to ge it,don't you?
You just shove me aside,
I thought you love me?
Don't make me think you never meant it.
Don't throw away that key,
which opened my heart.
Could we at least be friends?
I can't take it anymore.
Take my hands,
don't let it go.
Don't let me go.


@ 12:14 AM


My fucking computer has some problems.
I can't upload pics.
GRRRR !
It's so darn irritating.
I wanna UPLOAD UPLOAD UPLOAD.
damn it.
I hate it.
Okay.
For some reason,
I'm bloody pissed.
I read some stupid testimonials.
Nah,
I don't give a damn about it actually.
Blah.
Just wasting my energy being angry.
what's the point?!
It's already over.
we ALWAYS gotta argue,
when I try to have a nice chat with him.
I shan't brag about it any longer.
My dad's not back.
He went to my aunt's house,
I guess.
Oh yeah !
To play mahjong-.-
Pffft !
Mmmm,
I seriously can't wait for christmas eve(:
gonna stay out the whole night with them.
MADNESS so needs christmas shopping.
But ronnie won't be back yet.
That sucks big time.
nvm nvm.
I can live without her ;D
hahaha.
Oh well,
Jin told me about the New year chalet which was organised by ruixin.
er....
She wants me to go with her.
I'll try:/
My tube of watermelon lipgloss's finishing already.
Needa buy a new tube from SKIN FOOD.
I wanna buy the chocolate flavour.
I bet I'll be feeding on my lips.
eeew,
that's gross.
hah !
Anyway,
I'm alone in the hall.
Oh,I'm so lonely.
hahaha.
I'm going gaga over that pair of pumps I bought from ZARA.
Zara's the place I always get my fanciful clothes from.
Hot stuff(:
I so need a new wallet,okay?
Mine's still nice and new,
but there're many people out there who has it.
wth?!
I don't like that.
I want a wallet which stands out.
get what I mean?
ah !
unique's the word.
OMG !
You know what?
My hair's uneven.
one side's longer than the other.
ARGH !!!!!
I just realised it.
people,
please don't look at my hair.
It's so ruined.
hahahaha.
right,whatever.
He's not online tonight:/
I guess it's a good and bad thing.
Why is it good?
We won't argue.
Why is it bad?
I miss him.
YEAH !
I'm single & happy(:
I need a break.
I just can't wait for Christmas.
hohoho !
SANTARINA !
ELVES !
REINDEERS !
SANTA !
BLAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH.
Once my hair's long ONCE AGAIN,
I won't ever cut it short.
No !
Not ever.
Ummm,
I'm gonna look for food now.
HUNGRY !
RAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH !
people people people,
don't miss me.
ciao.


Friday, December 08, 2006 @ 10:31 PM


Okay.
The Jazz concert really sucked.
It was so boring.
I practically fell asleep.
I jumped up when the soprano screamed.
hahahaha.
Ann & I were laughing at some elvis presley wannabe.
hohohoho.
it was hilarious.
I was messaging Ruixin & jin all the way.
hahahaha.
I snucked chocolates in(:
the concert was so boring that ann & I sneaked out.
tee hee.
Our parents were laughing when we told them what happened.
oh well,
I'm bored.
Tomorrow's my uncle R.O.M(:
I'm gonna wear a pretty frock.
yipeee !
I'm eating cereal(:
with milk.
I hate kiwi.
It's like so gross la.
it's GREEN:/
hahaha.
I like that color.
No one's talking to me online.
SOMEONE TALK TO ME !
I shall post a picture of me in a dress later(:
charging my cam.
Low batt when I brought to the concert-.-
damn.


@ 6:10 PM


HELLO'LL(:
Had tuition today.
I was really sleepy.
I did pretty well.
My algebra improved alot(:
After tuition,
went to meet Xiiao Laura,Fiona and hongyu.
at junction8.
Laura & I shared the present.
we bought mickey mouse cups.
cute ;D
had lunch at subway.
sili came.
Then we walked to sheila's place.
hoho.
when we arrived,
we thought we went to the wrong house.
hahaha.
then water tank,rina and angeline came(:
we talked & fooled around.
liang chin and khai arrived.
started playing mahjong.
Mmmm,
I didn't play.
I find it boring.
I was eating fruits.
Sili's a perv !
touch here,touch there.
eeee.
nvm nvm.
after all,
she's my darling.
then sili and I wanted to leave early.
Go to bugis street to buy a watch,for me.
then we'll find a job there.
who cares if we're underage?!
tee hee.
RAWR !
water tank,sili,fiona,angeline & I went to the void deck.
we were doing some stuff>.<
yeah.
then we played volleyball/netball at the multi-storey carpark.
the ball bounced off the building.
we got scolded-.-
stupid.
then I had to go home alr.
cabebd back(:
preparing myself for tonight's Jazz concert.
going with ANN !
yeah.
some formal thing,
so I'm wearing a dress.
& I'm puttin make up-.-
hahaha.
It's kinda nice,actually.
that's all.
NO PICS TO POST):


@ 2:05 AM


We grew up together.
We were everything to each other.
Our friendship was labelled forever.
Now,you're moving to China.
We haven't met up that much this year.
I just wanna spend the last few weeks with you.
We used to whisper into each other's ear,
laughing at strangers,
playing with the garden hose.
We were young and innocent girls,
nothing pulled us apart.
We were one.
I miss those days we used to dress up,
danced for our parents,
and walking the dogs at the reservoir.
I still rememeber,
last year,
we went to shanghai together.
it was fun.
Playing under sun,
getting our skin all tanned was our hobby.
Those memories,
will always be here.
We had many pictures of us,
like every chapter of our lives,
there will always be you & I.
We had many sleepovers.
Those fun & memorable times.
We used to whine,
whining all day,
so that we could see each other.
Last night,
we were laughing at how chubby I was when we were young.
Those pictures you pasted on the wall,
it was really sweet.
We used to have many small conflicts,
but with just a hug,
everything's all cool.
Even when I turned all bad,
you adviced me.
You were here for me.
Giggling over hot guys,
embarrassing each other.
I will miss those times,my dear.
I will mis you so.
Please don't forget me,
& so does our friendship.

dedicated to Ann(:
Oh man.
I just feel like crying right now.
I'll miss her so much.
sigh.
I'm gonna spend my time with her till next year.
Natsuko's gone,
now Ann's leaving.
I'm here alone in Singapore.
sigh.


@ 1:02 AM








@ 12:53 AM


HELLO ;D
I'm back from uncle's place.
yeah.
I stayed over at Ann's place last night.
She's gonna migrate to Beijing after new year.
I MAYBE going with her for like about a month?
uh huh.
study in gong gong's interbational school(:
Meet hot guys.
hah !
Kidding.
Went for dim sum at Lei Garden's today.
Skipped netball.
Next week,
will not be going for netball training.
I won't be in S'pore.
Gonna pluck strawberries-.-
I miss Jin yee and veron):
I'm so lonely.
haha.
Oh yeah,
went to ACS barker just now for Dean's concert.
some christmas performance.
He's in acs international,
some summer school.
It was sweet,
& cute.
Bought a tube top from Ice Lemon Tea(Junction8) yesterday.
took neos with ann.
she bought a checkered skirt(:
then ate ice-cream and went back to her place.
My daddy's back today.
Tomorrow's Sheila Chow's birthday.
I guess I'm going to her party.
Meeting xiiao laura and fiona at 12,Junction8.
Alright.
I shall post some pics in my other post.
hehehe.
I got pictures of my companion(:
oh well,
that's about it.
LAURE HATES YOU SO BLOODY MUCH.
It's a joke.


Tuesday, December 05, 2006 @ 11:23 PM


Hello.
It's like pretty late now.
I'm using the laptop now.
Talking to Jin yee on the phone now.
She's leaving at 1:30am.
Hmmm,
wanted to send her off but she didn't allow me.
hahaha.
I'm so bored now.
My auntie's friends are like over here to play mahjong.
I'm in the room,alone.
Ba Mao sitting next to me(:
Oh well,
I don't know why I feel so moody.
Thinking of lots of stuff:/
I miss everyone.
I miss Jin yee.
I miss Veron.
I miss Mark.
I miss WeiJie.
I miss AHEM !
Okay,No.
I don't miss him at all.
Am I jealous?
I don't know.
I don't even like him.
I love Mark & only him:/
I'm confused.
I hardly know him.
We just know each other for like a few days only.
I hate it.
Guess that's about it.

My mind's in a twirl.
I'm in a twirl.
I don't know how I feel right now.
It killing me.


@ 8:03 PM


HELLO.
Met charmaine & germaine at bugis.
Hmmm,
I mistook Charlene as charmaine.
When I saw her,
I screamed.
Then she was like,
I'm Charlene.
hahahaha.
So embarrassing.
Hmmm,
we took NEOS(:
finally !
haha.
We were suppose to meet winson & the rest at aljunied again-.-
go KYV.
but we were late.
Then when Jin and I arrived at the place,
jin called winson & asked him where he was.
He was still at home-.-
they were not going anymore.
b'cos AH SENG* & ah shaun couldn't go.
So last minute cancelled.
DAMN THAT WINSON !
he could have called and informed us la.
GRRRR !
it' the 2nd time he bang seh us la.
Hmmm,
so we cab back to novena.
Jin came over to my uncle's place.
Slacked in the room.
and she left at abt 7pm.
She wasnt going for learning lab.
Her dad came to pick her up.
yep.
Watched a little bit of tv and used the computer.
I wrote two testimos for Jin.
really long ones(:
she's going to Shanghai later.
HAVE FUN!
I'm gonna pluck strawberries-.-
hahahahaha.
I miss veron.
Gonna miss Jin.
Gonna miss my "companion".
Gonna miss Winson,stupid assholer(:
Gonna miss ton-ning.
Gonna miss loads of fun.
RAWR RAWR RAWR !
Oh well,
I'm gonna end it here.
I hate ah seng,
I love mark(:


Monday, December 04, 2006 @ 7:00 PM


KUANG SHENG ! KUANG SHENG! KUANG SHENG !
He's nickname is Ah Seng.
The one who really pissed Jin & I off last night.
RAWR !
I'm so gonna pull his really long tail off,even his fringe.
I'm so gonna NOT play with him anymore.
I'm so NOT gonna be nice to him.
I'm so gonna give him the cold shoulder.
I'm so gonna HATE him.Okay,I won't(:I shall be nice.
I DON'T WANNA BE HIS FRIEND ANYMORE. XD
hahaha.
Man,that's childish.
oh yeah !
I remember,
there was this guy name Jamieson or Jamison,whichever.
He was such a joker,
I laughed so damn bloody much la.
He kept on disturbing Jin & I.
winson & johnson.
get a life,brothers.
You know we're so afraid of cats & you're scaring us with it.
EVIL EVIL EVIL.
meow(:
hahahaha.
Hmmm,
I just woke up.
Really tired,
woke up b'cos I had really bad cramps.
I could die,
hurt so much:/
AH SENG,I DUN WANNA BE UR FRIEND ANYMORE !
STUPID LONG TAIL AND FRINGE TOOT. XD
I cut it then you know.
Don't wanna talk to you :p
bleah.
That's all.


@ 3:58 PM


Okay,
No one is able to go out with me.
I'm super uber bored:/
& I'm still pissed.
Very pissed.


Maybe it was my fault that I thought that way,
How should I say?
You gave me many hints which I thought you liked me.
So I was confused.
Self proclaiming,
I'll start the shunning.
I'm fuming,
which is kinda stupid.
I should't be actually,
because I never did like you,I guess.
Because I already have that special someone in my heart,
so I don't give a fuck.
So boy,
Go away(:



@ 2:22 PM


hey.
at my uncle's place right now.
Hmmm,
I ran away from home last night with Jin.
was hanging out with them(:
That bloody winson.
what AJINGO here and there.
hahahaha.
kept scaring me with hantu tete( i have no idea how to spell that.)
& he said girls with period can't "ton".
and I did.
He said,
we're more weak and will see some unclean stuff.
uh huh.
I was freakin' scared la.
Then my "companion",
JOHNSON !
that guy's a pervert.
hoho.
Stupid moron.
hahahahaha.
So Jin and I stayed at Aljunied.
we hanged around there.
I was so fuckin' pissed with that STUPD FLRIT FLIRT FLIRT.
ARGH !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
irritating.
Jin and I could cry la.
so....screams*
NVM-.-
I went home at about 5 plus.
My mom went to pick me up.
I was FORCED to.
damn it.
but whatever.
I was too tired to go for netball.
Wanted to go but my mom didn't wake me up.
yeah.
Anyway,
I'll be staying at my uncle's place for a week.
(:
He gave me 60 bucks.
I am allowed to go out but I gotta be home before 8:30.
hell yeah.
so much better than my mom.
my uncle's bloody rich.
I wanna stay here forever.
hahahaha.
okok,
but he's really hot-tempered.
scary.
Just now he scolded me sial.
I cried.
hahaha.
BA MAO'S HEAD GONNA DROP OFF.
NO !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! )`:
that time yunhan shake the head so hard:/
sobs.
nvm nvm.
I'll try to sew it back.
it ain't so bad actually.
sigh.
my uncel just told me I HAVE TO spend two hours on my history book-.-
NO !!!!
I miss him,alot.
sigh.
oh well,
that's all.


Saturday, December 02, 2006 @ 6:49 PM


hello(:
hahahaha.
had so much fun last night.
well,
not really. XD
hmmm,
I sneaked Veron into my house.
she stayed over without my mom's permission & no one found out.
Only my maid I know about this.
Hmmm,
veron stayed in the attic until my mom went out.
then she came downstairs to have dinner.
My grandparents came back,
so she had to go up again.
hah.
Then I went up to entertain her.
the lights were turned on,
Veron was so scared.
Hahahaha.
I laughed so much.
her face !
LOL.
she shoo-ed me away.
when my granparents went to bed,
we sneaked into the maid's room.
we slept there.
then my mom came home,
and she went to bed at around 12.
veron and I sneaked out of the house.
we were going out with Jin to meet our friends.
JIN'S PHONE WAS OFF AND SHE'S ASLEEP.
so we kinda like broke in to her house.
we climbed in via the letter box wall.
we wanted to climb in by the gate but it was too noisy.
hahaha.
we tried,
then veron's phone vibrated.
I was so scared that I ran behind the van.
LOL.
so we went in by the wall.
veron hurt herself.
I was kinda scared,
the wall's high.
yeah.
Then we went to the maid's room to ask the maid to let us in.
and we ran up to Jin's room and woke her up.
that was the craziest thing I've ever done.
Took a cab to aljunied.
met them at the mrt station
& had to walk for quite awhile.
watched them play soccer-.-
veron dropped my phone into a puddle of water.
water went into the screen.
idiot.
hahaha.
slacked around.
they played cards.
we sat there.
then walked to mcdonalds to sit down.
it was cold.
and I was tired.
We left at 4:05.
maybe meeting them tonight again.
hahaha.
veron left for thailand alr.
will miss her.
and haziq's a fucking bastard.
we hate you.
Hmmm,
that's all.

I ain't the girl you once love anymore.
I ain't the same.
It's such a shame,
to be different in a bad way.
Is there anything you wanna say?
I doubt you even want to talk to me.
Can't you see,
I ain't that girl anymore?
But I'm sure,
my heart never changed.
It's just you.
Baby boy,
please tell me you love me.
It will be a great joy.
There's nothing that can satisfy me,
except for you.



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I am a girl and i am writing this as long as i could to make it look nice i love food and charms and trinklets and diamonds and pushing daisies and nice boys i love prada and louie and i listen to music like we the kings and the ting tings and the cab i do not like sweaty mornings and stalin and my hair being neat i love drawing flowers and my garden of eden so do you get my drift of making this part as long as possible?

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