Thursday, November 30, 2006 @ 9:08 PM

hello.
Last night I stayed overnight at Jin's place.
without my mom's permission.
Yeah.
hate this family.
Hmmm,
then we sneaked out at night and went to meet up with friends(:
it was fun fun fun.
then went back.
slept at around 4am.
couldn't wake up for netball.
was 1hr late.
ms lee called our parents-.-
damn her.
anyway,
went to the watch the rugby match.
stupid veron dragged us there.
Stupid jaryl's so annoying.
Reached home at 6:15.
I was late and I wasn't suppose to go home.
got chased out of my house by my mom(:
Then went to Jin's place.
thought I could stay over and then we sneak out at night.
But Jin's mom talked to my mom,
so I had to go home:/
Here I am,
blogging.
I'm gonna think of something and sneak out.
hah !
My life's so screwed eh?
family & HIM hates me(:
oh well,
that's all.

Everything's against me.
So why should I give in?
No one knows how I feel.
My heart's been sealed.
I just want someone to understand,
understand what I'm going through.
I guess no one seems to comprehend.
Just gotta put up a fake front,
and be the girl,
I never wanted to be.
Don't be surprised that I've changed.
That vision of my future is faint.
So believe it or not,
I'm not what you think I am anymore.

Wednesday, November 29, 2006 @ 7:07 PM

hey hey hey ! (:
had fun today.
Hmmm,
went to karaoke today with a group of guys and jin.
hahahahaha.
they were hilarious.
Okay.
Took a bus to amk mrt station.
stop at city hall and took another train to aljunied.
then met them at the mrt station.
I was super shy la>.<
haha.
but soon I managed to opened up.
when I cam home,
jin and I reek of SOME smell.
hahaha.
I so wanna meet them again,
nice and funny people.
Hmm,
guess that's abt it.
Baby,I'm moving on(:
H

Tuesday, November 28, 2006 @ 10:54 PM

Gosh.
I was wathcing this documentary just now.
About those people who lives in africa and those third-world country,
they suffer from Aids.
It's really sad.
They didn't have sex.
They were just infected.
Poor things.
I really feel sorry for them.
It was so emotional.
I mean,
they don't want it to happen,
it just happened like that.
I guess life's like that huh?
Oh well,
I saw this guy,
he was lying on a stretcher.
He was so skinny.
sigh.
Poor guy.
When I'm older,
I will volunteer to help.
I really wanna help them.
I think they deserve a better life.
everyone does,I guess.
and hey !
I'm not doing it to act noble or whatever,
it's sincere.
Now,
I realise.
I'm a girl who's really lucky.
yeah.
Okay.
Lets change the subject.
Hmmm,
I was sleeping just now.
Since 8..
On and off.
thanks to my mom.
I could hear her shouting.
She's been scolding the maid recently:/
So annoying.
I was irritated that I told her to shut up>.<
It wasn't on purpose.
I mean,
I was sleeping-.-
and she kept on pinching my leg to wake me up.
She thinks if I sleep now,I won't be able to sleep later.
quite true ;D
hahaha.
Oh well,
I hate 3 packets of those crispy seaweed.
yummy(:
Guess that's abt it.
Love you all.


I just wanna know,
how did you let it go when I know you didn't want to?
Sometimes,
I really wonder.
You always said you love me,
was that a blunder?
I don't understand why,
why you're treating me like this.
Baby,
please tell me.
I gotta move on,
I just wanna be free.
All the heartache,tears,swooning and sighs.
Once bitten twice shy,
it's the second time I'm going through all these.
Boy,
It's so hard to say goodbye.
All those times we shared.
september first.
twelve midnight.
Do you remember?
We gotta go our seperate ways.
I know we have to,
but baby,
I just can't do it.

@ 6:09 PM

Hey.
went to j8 to watch HAPPY FEET with jan & veron.
yeah.
The movie was cute.
the penguins.
Hmmm,
yeah.
then I came home and ended up here.
then I got some horrible message from him.
those offline messages.
yeah.
I'm not gonna interfere into his PERFECT life anymore.
oh well,
that's all.

Monday, November 27, 2006 @ 5:29 PM

Lega Omega !
I so need the song Petey Pablo-show me the money.
It's so nice.
Jin & I are super uber crazy over it XD
someone send it to me,please...

Baby,can you hear me crying?
I knew this would be coming.
It just all falls apart,
it's my heart.
Wait a minute,
do you even care?
I feel so cold & bare.
Get out of my mind.
It's driving me crazy.
It takes time,
day by day.
But baby,
you will always be in my heart.
Do you feel my heart beat?
I feel so weak.
Just wanna let you know,
you're the guy I wanna fulfil my wish with.
It's not for show,
it's how I really feel deep inside.
Go,
get out of my mind.

@ 2:16 PM

If you want me to fuck off,
FINE !
I will do just that.
Yeah,
I was stupid to believe those bloody rumours.
sigh):
What do you want me to do then?
Why do you have to be so harsh?
)`:
sigh.

@ 2:04 PM

hello(:
had netball training today.
Yunhan !
she's so mean.
Took my ba mao and said she didn't.
Ok.
Today's netball training was tiring.
yeah.
We were doing courtwork.
I had lots of stress.
If I didn't get the ball inside the net,
all the attackers gotta suffer.
sorry.
I was really stressed out.
thanks tracy for the great help !(:
Hmmm,
my face was bloody red.
hahaha.
I thought I had sunburn.
bleh.
nah,I can't get sunburn that easily.
Hmmm,
when Ms Tan was talking to us,
jin,veron,fiona & I were playing with our flip flops ;D
hahahaha.
Then I was trying so hard to pronounce the word, siao pei(dunno how to spell.)
hahahaha.
it was hilarious.
I sounded like a duck XD
Then jin was saying it out and Ms Tan made this "eh" sound after that.
like a duck.
hahahahahahaha.
It was hilarious.
Jin and I went home,
fiona and veron went to toa payoh.
Hmm,
we ate chicken rice outside our house.
yummy.
I was starving,didn't eat breakfast:/
And after that I was so full.
Too lazy to walk home but in the end we did.
Now,
I'm so clean and nice(:
Just showered.
Pulled the couch and sitting on it now :D
so comfy.
Jin went home to bathe and she's coming over later.
My sisters ain't at home.
hehehehe.
I have the whole house to myself.
The construction workers are here:/
oh well,
that's about it.
bub bye(:

Sunday, November 26, 2006 @ 11:35 PM

hello(:
It's kinda late.
Hmmm,
staying over at Jin's place.
Veron's gonna sneak out of her house tonight and come over ;D
so exciting.
we maybe sneaking out of the house and walk to 7-eleven.
hahahahaha.
I so wanna climb over the gate.
hoho.
Oh well,
I love the song Say Goodbye-Chris Brown.
I'm addicted to it.
Thanks to Jin yee(:
Ooo,I love her so darn much.
Anyway,
I'm not gonna watch HAPPY FEET tomorrow):
Argued with my mom & she doesn't allow me to go anymore.
Gonna have so much fun fun fun tonight.
I miss him):
shucks.
sigh.
Alright,it's enough.
Laura says Good Night to all of you(:
sweet dreams.
Baby,I love you.

@ 2:44 PM

@ 1:22 PM

Hello.
Sheila's over at my place.
YAY !
she got me the shirt I wanted.
so cute.
Hmmm,
The renovation's driving me crazy.
When I was sleeping,
it was like so noisy:/
hahaha.
when I was down the stairs with Sheila,
I accidentally touched the wet paint:/
I went to paint it back.
wrong color !!!!
LOL.
found the right one and paint it back.
luckily,there wasn't anyone there.
phew !
anyway,
steamboat's for lunch.
all my uncles are back(:
even my grandaunt.
hee hee.
Hmmm,
I'm gonna get a top-up card later.
NEED IT !
Jin gonna walk out with me.
PASSER BY !
I wanna know who you are.
You're so nice;DDDD
Ok.
I'm not going to the kelong thingy on monday.
So not gonna skip netball training,
gonna watch HAPPY FEET with hezwan,jin,veron & haziq(maybe).
hehehehehe.
yay !
hezwan gonna teach me how to play the guitar.
he's so mean):
last night,
we were having conferance.
All of the names I stated.
I was using the computer and he was online too.
He showed me this pic of a woman in white with long hair.
I cried.
I was so scared.
Then haziq wanted to show me something but I didn't see it.
I knew it was something scary.
yeah.
It was a close up view of the woman):
anyway,
I started scaring him after that.
He was alone at home XD
we all started playing TRUTH or DARE.
We know each other's secrets.
Shhh !
We're gonna watch HAPPY FEET.chants*
hehehehe.
I'm so happy,for some reason.
Hezwan's so cute.
Hezwan's so fat.
Hezwan's so blur.
aha !
No offence.
and he was like,
You have to do me a favour before I teach you.
I was like,what?
he said I gotta burn my finger with Iron.
It was crap.
Damn that fat one>.<
hahahahahahahaha.
I'm mean.
SA-LAM's fish.
hahahaha.
I started calling him that yesterday when hezwan,salam and I were talking on MSN-3 in 1.
I don't know why,
but the first thing came into my mind when I say salam is FISH.
chuckles.
salam's evil.
kept on teasing me.
Hahahaha.
Veron,Jin & I were laughing so much because of Hezwan.
He's so cute.
He's so mean.
Keep calling me dumb dumb dumb.
BLEH !
Haziq,
you owe me something and u better give it to me on monday(:
I wanna try try try.
Get high and be happy.
RAWR !
I'm starving.
Gonna eat now.
I LOVE HEZWAN !!!!!!
XDDDD.
that short fart !
LOL.
I was just joking,alright?
There's only one person in my heart.
Blah.
buh bye,people(:

@ 12:23 AM

Saturday, November 25, 2006 @ 8:27 PM

I'm fuming.
I'm crying.
I'm hurt.
I'm pissed.
I'm jealous.
Jan told veron SOMETHING,
and she told me):
That hairy thing.
ARGH !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
sigh)`:
I don't wanna talk about it anymore.
I really can't take it.
I just gotta remind myself that he's not my baby anymore.
sigh.
Today was okay la.
Not that fun,not that boring.
Hmmm,
everybody all black and sunburnt(except for me).
then we went to some japanese supermarket.
yeah.
aunt mun-e dropped us at taka..
and my mom picked us up from there.
mommy bought swimming costume for claire.
yeah.
Hmmm,
then went home.
slept.
wake up and got this horrble news.
sigh.
I don't feel like saying anything now.
bye.

I know I don't have the right to be angry.
but I just can't take it.
it hit me badly.
Sadly,
you ain't my baby anymore.
I just gotta face the fact that you ain't.
Why should I be jealous?
This mistake was careless.
I shouldn't feel that way.
I just let it be.
Throw away that darn key.
I hate you.

@ 10:27 AM

@ 10:13 AM

Ohaiyo !(:
Going sailing soon with Ann.
Hmmm,
It's gonna be really hot.
I'll be tanner.
AHAHA.
I woke up so early to sail.
it's worth it;D
Aunt mun-e gonna pick me up,
mommy's at some course thingy.
Oh well,
will keep u guys updated tonight,alright?
ciao.
Don't let me go.

Friday, November 24, 2006 @ 10:17 PM

Hello(:
hehehehe.
My nails are red.
Bloody red.
It's really pretty.
I love the colour of my room.
It orange.
ORANGE !
Hmmm,
maybe going to a Kelong on monday.
with ann and her family.
We will be staying over night.
Hahahaha.
Go fishing.
Oh well,
I'm bored at home.
My mom's in a bad mood,
and she starts scolding everyone.
irritating.
I'm listening to Island in the Sun by Weezer(:
Love that song.
What do I miss?
#1.Him twirling his finger around my hair.
#2.Cuddles from him.
#3.Kisses from him.
#4.Lying on his "bony" shoulder.
#5.His lame jokes which always make me laugh.
#6.His "tail" which I always pull.HAHAHA.
#7.Him teasing me.
#8.Late night calls.
#9.Smsing each other the whole day.
#10.Him pinching my FATS.hahahahahaha.
#11.Giving him the DUH face.
#12.Him smiling at me.
#13.His small little cute ears which I love to play with.
#14.His love
#15.Him.

You will always be my love.
I hope I still have a place in your heart.
I'm keeping it shut,
that door which you opened to my heart.
Only opening it to you one more time.
You shine,
shining brightly like that beautiful star.
Although you're so far,
I still feel you.
I will remember the love you taught me,
Can't you see?
I need you.
You left me twice.
Those two times when you broke me.
Don't you see it?
How badly I've been hurt.
The past and present hurts real bad.
I need a break.
I'm sick and tired of being sad.

So how was that poem?
Is it pathetic?
Hahahahaha.
Hmmm,
inspired by the song,First Love.
Oh well,
I will quit being emo.
It sucks,
it's not like I want to be.
I'm sick and tired of being emo.
Love is crap.
That's all.

@ 4:55 PM

@ 4:37 PM

hahahaha.
I'm in love with watering the plants(:
So fun.
The water hose went out of control.
& I got drenched.
I was screaming all the way,
I ended up playing with water.
Toby joined me ;D
hahahahahahaha.
It was fun but kinda scary.
I was afraid I would drown the poor plants.
Then my maid was like,Laura,later ah ma scold you.
chuckles.
that's all.

@ 1:23 PM

I can't go out:/
I wanna watch Material Girls.
Anyway,
I'm so bored at home.
My sisters are at Lynn's house.
The stayed over night,without me.
I'm a good girl.
I stay at home and mug.
Yeah,whatever...
My legs are aching like hell.
My butt hurts too.
Curses...
Hmmm,
due to horse back riding my butt's like that.
I wanna try horse back riding again(:
It's fun la.
#1.Pull the reins gently for the horse to stop.
#2.Pull the reins to the left gently to turn left.
#3.Pull the reins to the right gently to turn right.
#4.Kick the horse with ur hind legs really hard to make it move.
#5.When going uphill,lean slightly forward.
#6.When going downhill,lean slightly backwards.
#7.Don't ever stand behind a horse.
Hahahaha.
I can rememebr these basic steps.
Hmmmm,
when I mounted up the horse,
I was kinda scared.
hahahaha.
The horse was like shaking a lil bit b'cos of the darn flies.
I was squealing away,
and the guy was like,Relax.
hahahaha.
Then I got the hand of it and wala !
I can ride a horse(:
When getting off a horse,
I was really scared.
hahaha,
teh first time I just jump off.
The second time,
the uncle helped me.
Hahahaha.
How nice !
Maybe going to the camp with Ann.
The place is really beautiful but there are lots of flies-.-
so irritating.
and the people there are really friendly.
Alot of ang mo there.
HAHAHAHA.
Oh well,
I guess that's all.
Buh bye !

@ 11:47 AM

Thursday, November 23, 2006 @ 10:51 PM

@ 9:43 PM

@ 7:29 PM

Hello(:
Didn't update for the past few days b'cos I was at camp.
It's been a really tiring week for me.
yeah.
Hmmm,
I managed to go for netball camp.
My mom was like " Laura, go pack ur stuff."
It was like 6 plus and she screamed for me to wake up.
Hoho.
I quickly packed my stuff.
I was really tired and all:/
Anyway,
my mom sent me to school and I was early.
Fiona was there alr.
So she and I went to the back gate,
you know,where uncle tony usually sits?
Yeah,there..
I was twirling twirling & twirling ;D
Ballet style.
HEHEHEHE.
I still remember how to dance ballet.
Then fiona and I were skipping all the way back when veron came.
Haha.
Then all the netBULLS was briefed by Ms tan:/
eeee !
I don't wanna be a bull.
I wanna be a cow.
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA.
Then we had our usual training and lunch.
then water games !
hee hee.
It was fun fun fun.
cheryl and I were the captain of our team.
yeah.
It was hilarious too.
Fiona,sorry...
You got trapped by us.BLEAH !
At night,
we watched two movies.
"The Wig"-Horror.
"Bring it on"-a cheerleading show :D
Bring it on was really cool.
The Wig...
I didn't watch most of the parts.
I was freaked out by the sound effects and all.
Hahaha.
For the first time,
I've seen veron freak out because of a movie.
Hoho.
During dinner time,
Cheryl & tracy were telling us ghosts stories of school:/
I was scared la.
Sitting in between pei fen & veron.
Haha.
Then we went to bed at about 12+.
I was really really tired.
Slept after listening to veron's mp3.
Oh yeah !
I brought Ba Mao(:
I can't sleep without him.
Evil YunHan kept on abusing him):
Stupid !
She also keep bullying me.
BLEH !
The next morning,
I couldn't wake up although I slept the longest.
Veron shouted at me.
I couldn't get up as my body was aching all over and my eyes hurt b'cos of the sun.
We slept in the hall though.
Second day was fun fun fun too.
We went to the bloody tree top walk.
It was so bloody tiring:/
Bloody bloody XD
On our way to T.P,
Cheryl and Tracy were singing some cantonese song.LOL.
I was starving.
It was so humid.
My legs were aching like hell.
but I was contented with my lunch(:
Hmmm,
then took a bus back to school.
Tracy,sihui,zhi ying,olivia & I were in-charged of Scavenger hunt.
It was a last minute planning of the game.
During the game,
had some complications:/
but it ended well with a task given by Ms Tan.
GLAD !
then we started preparing for the BBQ.
GUESS WHAT?!
I COOKED AND I KNOW HOW TO.
but it was realy hot so I left the bbq pit and went to talk to the seniors(:
hahahaha.
Veron and I went to the toilet.
Saw so many cockroaches running here & there.
DAMN !
We screamed so bloody loudly and ran out.
It was gross !
Then I dragged veron into the handicapped toilet.
I pee-ed and veron did some really embarrassing while whining.
shan't state it here.
I laughed so bloody much and so did veron.
hahahahahahahahahahahahahaha.
We went out and I saw a dead cockroach.
wanted to take it and chase after veron XD
I know I'm evil but whatever.
haha.
Then we had friendly matches with the seniors at night.
It was fun.
Esther & cai ling came back to join us(:
Then my mom came to pick me up and I went home.
I had to go to malaysia for horse back riding classes the next day.
Yeah.
woke up at 5:30am.
couldnt wake up, I was very tired.
but I managed to in the end.
Then my mom drove to aunt mun-e's house.
took a huge car and went to malaysia(:
ate breakfast in the car.
I was super hungry.LOL.
then we reached this really beautiful field with a beutiful american house.
I love that place.
Maybe gonna camp there with ann.
Then we got the right horse for oursleves and went into the forest.
on some trail.
we handled our own horse.
really cool.
at first I was really scared.
My horse kept fidgeting.
but I was okay after awhile.
then after that,
brought my horse back to the stable.
One of the horses tried to bite me,a mare.
bitch ! XD
hahahaha.
went to the huge beautiful house and drank a coke.
oh yeah !
I played pool with Aaron and Nicholas.
woah !
Aaron's 11 and Nicholas's 12.
They are really good at it la.
Like Mark or maybe better.
hahahaha.
it was hot !
oh oh !
i had difficulties getting down the horse,I was scared:/
LOL.
the horse are so clean la.
Then we went another round of horse riding.
spent over 2000RM.
LOL.
left the place and had lunch somewhere else.
and we went to saddle club in s'pore.
another horse riding place.
dropped lynn off and went to aunt mun-e's place to get our car.
claire and hazel was with lynn.
now at aunt mun-e's place.
I'm home.
slept right after I stepped into the house,on the couch.
yeah.
gonna do my tuition work later.
maths tuition tomorrow-,-
sigh.
I miss him badly.
yeah.
alot.
but what can I do?
nothing.
WOAH ! I wrote so much.
hahahaha.
that's all.
You're always in my mind and heart.

Monday, November 20, 2006 @ 11:19 PM

Argh!
Netball tomorrow:/
I need nail polish remover.
I finished mine alr.
Ms Lee's gonna kill me if I don't take away my black nail varnish.
Aye,
I'm not going for netball camp):
HAHAHAHAHAHA.
that's all.

@ 6:21 PM

That was the most humilitaing thingy ever !!!!
I shan't state what it is.
OMG !
I thought I send the wrong one but actually I did-.-
LAURA LIM MINN,
how dumb can you be?!
Hoho !
I was so scared:/
DON'T TALK TO ME !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

@ 3:19 PM

Hello(:
Okay,
I was so sleepy that I fell asleep on the couch:/
Sorry,Veron.
Can't go out with yah.
Next time alright?
Hmmm,
I really like this song on my blog.
Sclub7-Say goodbye.
I really hope Mark can listen to this song.
He don't even have my blog URL.
Sigh.
Oh well,
I'm still tired.
LOL.
Hazel just made mashed potato for me XD
My younger sister knows how to do it while I don't.
Hoho !
Anyway,
Haziq told me some shocking new last night,
about someone liking someone.
The EWWWWW !
hahahahaha.
Guess what?!
I'm starting to fall in love with my hair.
It's pretty cute.
The only problem is,
whenever I run,it will bounce bounce bounce.
LOL.
so cute right?!
HAH !
but kinda embarrassing.
I'll end it here.
Buh bye !

@ 11:09 AM

Hello:/
Woke up at lik 8:30am for some bloody maths tuition.
HAHAHAHAHA.
I kept laughing during class.
I mean,the teacher didn't know I was laughing.
Secretly...
LOL.
I don't know why but he's hilarious.
His reactions and all.
Oh well,
HAPPY BIRTHDAY HAZIQ & DANIAL !!! ;D
I'm like so so so so so tired.
I can just fall asleep anywhere.
but I'm too lazy to sleep?
Hah !
Weird.
Hmmm,
MAYBE meeting veron later.
aye,see first...
I just watched this really gay gay gay video by the bballers.
It was hilarious.
Hahahahahaha.
that's all.
Bye !

It's like a cycle,
going through the same fate.
Again & again,
I'm standing in the shade,
no sunlight to brighten me up.
I've locked myself from you,
since you're so happy,
Fine.
I'll leave you as you are.
For lending me your listening ear,
for opening your heart to me,
for wiping away my tear,
for being there for me,
for giving me all the love I ever need,
for letting me see,
how we can get on with life.
Kudos to you.
I just wanna say,
I love you.

Sunday, November 19, 2006 @ 10:22 PM

[ x ] I miss somebody right now.
[ x ] I miss my friends.
[ ] I don't watch TV these days.
[ ] I wear glasses or contact lens.
[ ] I wish I could go back to wearing contacts.
[ ] I love to play video games.
[ ] I've tried marijuana.
[x] I have been in a threesome.
[x] I have been the psycho-ex in a past relationship.
[x] I believe honesty is usually the best policy.
[ ] I curse sometimes.
[x] I have changed a lot mentally over the last year.
[ ] I carry my knife/razor everywhere with me.
[ ] I'm totally smart.
[ ] I've broken someone's bones.
[ ] I would get plastic surgery if it were 100% safe,f.o.c and scar-free.
(No,I love the way I look.)
[x] I need money right now.
[x] I talk really,really fast
[ ] I have long hair.
[ ] I have lost money in Las Vegas
[x] I had at least one sibling.
[ ] I have worn fake hair/fingernails/eyelashes in the past.
[ ] I couldn't survive without Caller ID.
[x] I like the way i look.
[x] I'm usually pessimistic.
[x] I have a lot of mood swings.
[ ] I have a hidden talent.
[x] I'm always hyper no matter how much sugar i have.
[x] i have a lot of friends.
[x] i'm currently single.
[x] i have pecked someone of the same sex.
[x] i enjoy talking on the phone.
[ ] i pratically live in sweatpants or PJ pants.
[x] i love to shop.
[x] i don't hate anyone.
[x] i'm a pretty good dancer.
[x] i'm completely embarrassed to be seen with my mother.
[x] I have a cell phone.
[x] i watch MTV on a daily basis.
[ ] i have passed out drunk in the past 6 months.
[x] i have rejected someone before.
[ ] i have changed a diaper before.
[ ] i've called the cops on a friend before.
[x] i'm not allergic to anything.
[ ] i've been with someone at least 10 yrs older or younger.
[x] i'm shy around the opposite sex.
[ x ] i have tried alcohol before.
[ ] i own the 'south park' movie.
[x] i would die for my best friends.
[ ] i think that Pizza Hut has the best pizza!
[ ] i have used my sexuality to advance my career.
[ ] i love Michael Jackson ,scandals and all.
[x] Halloween is fun because you get candy.
[ ] i watch Spongebob and i like it.
[ ] i am happy at this moment.
[ ] i'm obsessed with guys.
[ ] i have more than just my ears pierced.
[x] i walk barefoot whenever i can.
[x] i have jumped off a bridge.
[x] i love sea turtles.
[x] i spend ridiculous money on make-up.
[x] i plan on achieving a major goal/dream.
[x] i'm proficient in a musical instrument.
[ ] i've worked at Mcdonald's restaurant.
[x] i hate office jobs.
[ ] i love sci-fi movies.
[ x ] i think water rules.
[ ] i went college out of state.
[x] i like sausages.
[x] i love kisses.
[x] i fall for the worst people.
(except for MARK,he's the best.)
[x] i adore bright colours.
[x] i can't live without black eyeliner.
[ ] i usually like covers better than originals.
[x] i can pick up things with my toe.
[x] i can't whistle.
[ ] i can move my tongue in waves.
[x] i have ridden/owned a horse before.
[x] i still have every journal i've ever written in.
[x] i can't stick to a diet.
[x] i talk in my sleep.(sometimes)
[x] i try to forget things by drowning them with distractions.
[x] climbing trees is a brilliant past-time.
[ ] i have jazz in my blood.
[ ] i wear a toe ring.
[ ] i have a tattoo.
[x] i can't stand at least one person that i worked with.
[ ] i'm a caffeine junkie.
[ ] i cosplay/know what cosplaying is.
[ ] i have been to over 15 conventions.
[x] i will collect anything,and the more nonsensical the better.
[x] i only clean my room when necessary.

@ 9:55 PM

The conversation between shawn pang and I.I asked him for permission if I could post it.


shawn. Dancing can be fun if you know the steps well. =) says:
do you think we really understand wats the real meaning of love?
LAURA. ;D Love me or hate me. says:
Er....
LAURA. ;D Love me or hate me. says:
I don't know how to ans your question.Hey ! You know,I've asked myself that before...are we too young for all these? but come to think abt it,love,there's no age limit right?and the real meaning of love....? Hmmm,I guess. I love you,you love me? Hahahaha.
LAURA. ;D Love me or hate me. says:
Okay,I'm lame.
LAURA. ;D Love me or hate me. says:
sorry.
shawn. Dancing can be fun if you know the steps well. =) says:
nahz it isnt.
shawn. Dancing can be fun if you know the steps well. =) says:
my dad told me that too and i dont think he's lame
shawn.Dancing can be fun if you know the steps well. =) says:
My dad said.
shawn. Dancing can be fun if you know the steps well. =) says:
love at our age = crush and fun
LAURA. ;D Love me or hate me. says:
I guess.
LAURA. ;D Love me or hate me. says:
But why does it hurt when u lose that special person?
LAURA. ;D Love me or hate me. says:
& why do we feel that we will die for the special person?
LAURA. ;D Love me or hate me. says:
why do cry?
shawn. Dancing can be fun if you know the steps well. =) says:
feelins are like that.
shawn. Dancing can be fun if you know the steps well. =) says:
you cry cause you just lost someone who wel is special to you more than your normal friend.
shawn. Dancing can be fun if you know the steps well. =) says:
its like losing a part of you.
shawn. Dancing can be fun if you know the steps well. =) says:
cause hangin so much with that speacial someone. you developed a feelin that he or she is like you. or is a part of you.
LAURA. ;D Love me or hate me. says:
Hmmm...
shawn. Dancing can be fun if you know the steps well. =) says:
in other words. you seem to have lost a part of you.
LAURA. ;D Love me or hate me. says:
Hmmm...i don't know how to comment on that
shawn. Dancing can be fun if you know the steps well. =) says:
just say alright and im cool.

Our conversation was really meaningful.About being ourselves and all(:
OH ! and we're both crazy over disney channel !!!
HAHAHAHAHA.
& we like the same show.
LILY from HANNAH MONTANA,
we both think she's
#1.pretty
#2.cute
#3.funny
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA.
ciao.

@ 9:21 PM

Oh hey there(:
guess what?!
It's either a Wednesday or Thursday that I'm going hore-back riding.
YES ! ;DDD
with Ann & her family.
HORSE-BACK RIDING !!!!!!!!!!
I love horses.
sweet animals.
I'm skipping netball camp:/
Blah.
You know what .....?!
The person who tagged me and said that I've got a fucked up attitude.
I don't need your oh-so-wonderful comments right now.
yeah.
maths tuition tomorrow:/
argh !
ciao.

@ 3:21 PM

@ 3:01 PM

hello(:
good news !
Heard that mr nassim not gonna be in peirce anymore.
A woman gonna take over:/
YES !
I'm free.
HOHO !
I'm high.
Damn it !
My mom got me some maths tuition,twice a week.
Starting from tomorrow,9am.
9AM !!!!!!!
How to wake up?!
Bloody hell.
That's all ;DDD

Saturday, November 18, 2006 @ 11:13 PM

Oh hello there(:
Listening to Promiscuous by Nelly Furtado.
Love that song,totally.
Hmmm,
I declare that Shawn Pang's not weird.
Happy,Shawn?
I was just joking abt you doing cart wheels & all that.
It's kinda cool,actually.
Hehehe.
Shall try that some other time.
Now,
I'm listening to Push the Button by Sugababes.
& I just changed it to Hold You Down by Jennifer Lopez ft. Fat Joe.
Hoho !
Veron owe me loads of songs.
Yeah,she does.
Oh yeah,
sorry fiona !
Not done with your blogskin.
Too lazy:/
I will do it soon.SOON !
haha.
What's my favourite song at the moment?
Hmmm,
Hold you down by Jennifer Lopez ft. Fat Joe.
It's really really nice.
Thanks,ronnie ! LOVEEE !!!
Oh well,
Maybe going out on Monday.
My mom's really nice for the past few days.
After er....THING that happened.
Gosh !
It's like still so early la.
Time pass really slowly:/
Guess that's about it.
I'm so angry la.
Zak & veron so irritating.
People just kidding also cannot.
JOKING RIGHT?!?!
like that also cannot take joke.
what copy?!
got copyright meh?!
fuck.
What joke at the wrong time?!
Where got wrong timing?!
I'm in the wrong la.
you guys are right la.
whatever !!!!!
bad mood la,go away !
You have no idea how much you mean to me.

@ 7:17 PM

hey'll.
I'm back(:
Okay,
we went to zara and couldnt find the right dress.
but I found the right shoe though;D
nicee !
Hmmm,
walked to TANGS to buy a dress.
There were so many pretty dresses to choose.
LOVE IT !
Walked to Heeren,
bought black hair spray,eyeliner and make up remover.
my mom bought her own stuff too.
I walked till my legs ached like hell.
I was wearing my birkenstock sandals:/
My mom walked so fast la.
Kept complaining XD
then walked all the way back to Wheelock.
My mom parked her car there.
and went home.
my mom just brought my sisters to T.P to buy Cds.
too lazy to go.
Sigh.
I'm missing him badly.
when I was at Orchard,
walking along the streets,
saw many loving couples:/
I really envy them.
I miss my baby.
NO !
not my baby anymore.
sigh.

Where are you?
You're running away from me.
You took the key,
the key which opened my heart to you.
Why must things turned out this way?
We used to say,
how much we love each other.
How about now?
I feel contented just lying on your shoulder,
but I guess this is it.
I should face it,
you're no longer here.

@ 1:15 PM

Ok.
Gonna go on a shopping spree with my mom and Ann and her mom(:
yep,I need clothes for the wedding.
not to say SHOES !
most probably,
I'm getting a dress;DDDD
Hehehe.
Oh well,
I've thought alot.
and yes,
I'm gonna wait for him.
why?!
He's worth waiting.
Not only I agree that he's worth waiting(:
I love him(:
Guess that's abt it.
ciao.

@ 1:17 AM

Everything's spinning.
I got this god damn freakin' headache.
ever since I woke up.
and I just vomitted:/
Ok,
that was gross.
I feel horrible now.
My throat hurts too.
I'm sick.

Friday, November 17, 2006 @ 11:51 PM

Ok.
watching Peter PanII now on Disney Channel.
I'm bored:/
was talking to veron on the phone just now.
Yeah.
We were talking about getting a job.
and yes,
I have to.
YOSH !
We were talking about baby-sitting ;D
we'll try doing it next year.
Hmmm,
and I'll move along,move along,move along.
I'm in a really good mood now.
hehehehe(:
All my smiles are back.
woo hoo !
Monday's Daniel's birthday.
yes yes yes.
What should I get him?!
errr.....
I have no idea.
Heard that it's Haziq's birthday too.
I'll get a present for both of them;D
Move along doesn't mean I'm gonna be with some other boy:/
I'm gonna wait for mark.
yes,I will.
but I'm not gonna fret over it,no use.
I still love him,
still the same...
Gosh !
I can't wait to work.
we're underage but who cares?!
I'm gonna have money((((((:
The lost boys from peter pan are so cute.
MADNESS are the LOST GIRLS.
I'm so lameeee !!!
but I don't give a shit.
yes yes yes yes yes la !
POO POO MOO MOO !
veron,you know what that is. xDDDD
I WANT CANDY ! ~
you guys know the tune.
Laura's philosophy-If you love someone,doesn't mean you have to be with him/her.
yes yes yes,
that's so true.
Peter Pan just ended.
& I'm talking to Veron and fiona now.
gonna get Fiona a blogskin for her blog.
Ok ok,
I need to pee.
Oops !
tee hee :x
toodles.
Baby,I'll always love you,forever & ever.

@ 5:45 PM

Ok.
I'm so frustrated and all.
veron & jan keeps bugging me abt going out.
!!!!!
hello?!
I'm grounded.
hello?!
I just broke up.
fuck.
I'm already so fed up and all.
wth?!
Yeah,
I'm mean la huh.
I'm self-centered.
Aye,
don't know what to say alr la.
Just leave me alone.

@ 3:32 PM

hello.
Just woke up.
Yea.
Slept really late last night.
Both sheila and I lying on the bed,
sheila fell asleep.
I was thinking.
Thinking alot.
yeah.
Hmmm,
the stars were really beautiful.
reminded me of him.
when when we weren't together,
we used to talk about stars.
sigh.
I'm so upset la.
sigh.
and spammers got to make my day worst.
some DONKEY person is irritating me:/
Grrrr !
Oh man,
I miss him real bad.
I don't know what to do.
I really do love him.
Maybe,it's right that we broke up.
I don't know.
Guess that's abt it.

Thursday, November 16, 2006 @ 11:56 PM

Oh god.
tonight was awesome(:
Sheila and I were star-gazing at my rooftop.
woah !
How cool can that be?!
Hmmm,
I was sitting at the window ledge thinking of some stuff.
Then,
I look into the sky and got shocked.
There were so many stars(:
& I mean alot.
I saw the star signs-gemini & pisces.
when I was looking at pisces,
I saw a shooting star ;DDDDDD
I squealed and sheila got shock.
hahahaha.
Hmmm,
I made a really special wish.
I guess you guys should know what it is.
AHEM !
hehehehehe.
It was really cool.
We decided to climb to the rooftop.
It was kinda scary,all the creaking XD
hmmm,
I hurt my toe and stomach.
DAMN !
It was hilarious.
We had to whisper and giggle softly as we were afraid we get caught XD
aha !
Then sheila saw another shooting star(:
It really was a memorable night for both of us.
Sheila combined all the huge and super bright stars,
and guess what?!
It formed a M.
LOL.
I was really surprised.
Now,
I'm starving and we ordered McDonalds (x
toodles.
161106-

@ 9:15 PM

Hey.
locked myself in my room since I came back:/
sheila's over at my place.
Gonna stay over night.
phew !
At least,
Won't be so lonely after all the crap that has happened.
Hmmm,
cried after talking to him on MSN.
Oh man,
I feel terrible again.
The way he says it sounds so like zan when we broke up.
Find someone else...
Hate me...
sigh.
We both need time to cool down.
It's too sudden.
Parents involved:/
God damn it !
It's always like that.
Hmmm,
Ba Mao.
The necklace.
The diary.
The dream.
It's over just like that.
Goodbye !

@ 4:30 PM

@ 3:29 PM

had netball training today.
yeah.
It was alright:/
Hmmm,
but my day was ruined by some stuff.
Oh well,
I shan't brag about it.
& I know I'm gonna get it from my mom tonight.
sigh.
I'm grounded for the whole hols):
can't use th phone and computer.
How sad !
I'm using it without her knowing.
sigh.
So much work that I've not done.
I'm changing school,anyway.
Well,yeah.
that's all.
ciao.

@ 1:07 AM

Ok.
we broke up.
Yes,we did.
Hmmm,
his parents don't want him to get into a relationship.
I understand.
I changed my blogskin due to this.
yeah.
I cheered myself up with some stupid jokes.
about veron.
This is our conversation on the phone now.
Veron: Aiya, I wanna sleep already.
Laura: You sleep,you don't wake up la.(chuckles)
Veron:At least I'll die peacefully.
Laura:I'll get someone to wake you up with a kiss.
Veron:I'll have tongue infection & it will get swollen,burst and die of lack of blood.So I'll prefer to continue sleeping.
Laura:(burst out laughing)hahahahahahahaha.
Veron:hahahahahahahaha
Laura: Are you tired now?
Veron: No,I'm awake now.
............
Veron: Ahhhh shit.
Laura:What happened?
Veron: My heart pain arh sial.
Laura:hahahahahahahahahahaha.
Veron:Serious la,never take my medicine.
.............
Laura:Aye,later when you're sleeping then you suddenly got heart attack arh.
Veron:DIAO !
Laura:hahahahahahahahahahahahahahahaha.
p.s: It was hilarious,I laughed so much.

Hmmm,
that's abt it.
sigh.
ciao.

It's over just like that.

Wednesday, November 15, 2006 @ 8:22 PM

hello(:
had fun today.
I woke up at around 2:30pm.
then mug a lil bit and went to meet veron and the rest at amk.
I was suppose to meet them at yio chu kang stadium.
To watch the seniors-rugby match.
in the end,
I went to meet them at amk.
the match was postponed:/
ashley was there,finally,I get to see her.
LOL.
Veron really made me angry today.
shan't brag abt it.
anyways,
veron dranked this horrible thing.
we mixed with lotsa sauces ;DDD
you don't owe me 5 bucks anymore.
she's willing to do anything for $$$ -,-
hahahahahaha.
I got a video of it.
Then , we went to the arcade.
woah !
It was freakin' fun.
Everyone was playing the car racing(:
fun fun fun !!!!
I vented all my anger on it.
screamed so much too.
jin & I XD
hahahahaha.
guess what?!
I was always second or first,
then when zan was at the back of me,kinda far away.
I was the last:/
He's such a jinx.
No offence,ashley.
Then when he was gone,
I was first again(:
hahahahahahahahahaha.
Missed baby:/
Thinking of him all the time,when I was there XD
There's netball training tomorrow.
bleah !
don't feel like going.
btw,
thanks, jan, for paying !!!!!
ciao.

@ 12:07 AM

heyeah.
I'm bored & I can't sleep.
I'm grounded for a week:/
Because I was late.
Damn it.
I'm so happy.
I feel so blissful.
I feel so lucky.
and why?!
It's because of Mark;D
Hmmm,
he's so cute.shrieks !
You see,
My phone's screen saver is his picture.
Then he saw it & asked who that was-,-
he said it looks like a baby.
& I gave him that DUH! look.
I was like,That's you,& gave him that face again.
He's so cute XD
& he always laughs for no reason.
LOL.
and Veron always get so irritated.
Skinny ass !
Fat ass !
hahaha, & it goes on...
Oh well,
this post is mainly about him(:


True love never dies.
baby,
Hear my cries,
cries of joy and sadness.
I hide my love with my shyness.
When the stars shine brightly in the beautiful sky,
it reminds me of your soulful eyes.
I want you to know why,
why I love you.
You touched my life,
I was such a fool,
to make a huge mistake in the past.
But that mistake made me treasure you.
Baby,
please don't take me for granted.
I will go crazy.
It sounds so bizzare when I say,I Love You.
but I know,
deep down in my heart,
there's only you.
Baby,only you...

dedicated to my one & only.

OMG ! I love this poem,it's so sweet(: my best of the best.
ciao !

Tuesday, November 14, 2006 @ 7:44 PM

hello'll(:
came home from mark's house at around 6:45pm.
I was so late,suppose to be home at 6.
LOL.
anyways,
I took a bus to veron's house:/
she still haven't change into her outing clothes.
make me wait.
after that,we took a bus to novena mrt station.
took a train to woodlands.
and noe what?!
while we were in the train,
there was this pervert who kept on looking at us.
I felt like gorging out his disgustiong eyes.
hmmm,
then we took 911 to his house.
we took the bus from the wrong berth:/
hahahaha.
took almost 2 hrs to get there):
went there and chill.
veron was toking to fiona on the phone,
mark was using the computer & I was beside him studying XD
hahaha.
veron left after awhile,wasted her time.
sorry,ron):
After she left,
mark and I started fooling around,don't think sick !
hahaha.
we used the webcam to disturb people.
the victims were rina,jolyn,ashley and amanda tock.
HAHAHAHAHA.
rina was hilarious,ASSHOLE-ER !
she saw mark bullying me and asked if needa call the cops.
hahahahahaha.
I laughed so much la.
I was starving,my stomach was growling XD
mark took a tub of ice-cream & he started eating.
I only ate a few spoonful:/
he even tempted Jolyn,poor girl.
hah !
then I left at abt 0630pm and took a cab home.
I had fun today,I really did.
Thanks to mark(:
I love him to bits & pieces.
Missing him right now....
oh oh !
before i forget,
there's this blog which sheila introduced to me.
they have really chic clothings there.
Girls, go check it out and I bet you won't regret going to that blog(:
www.styleloft.blogspot.com
and yes,I was forced to advertise:/LOL.

Monday, November 13, 2006 @ 11:39 PM

I'm bored:/
and I love that song on Joelle's blog.
I don't even know what it is called.
Joelle don't even know what it is called too.
hahaha.
cross my fingers that baby can go out tomorrow XD
Oh man,
I'm missing him already.
I love him so much:/
I really do.
awwww,hahahaha.

I wanna stand with you on the mountain.
I wanna swim with you in the sea.
I want our first kiss to be at a fountain.
I want us to be free.
I wanna hold your hand forever.
I want you to hold me and never let go.
I wanna be the one who share your joy and misery.
I wanna be your one and only.
I wanna cry with you.
I wanna smile with you.
I wanna be your fantasy.
I wanna feel your heart beat in my soul.
If you wanna leave me,
I'll jus let you go.
I'll be contented as I've had you before.
I'll just end it with a "I Love You".

Dedicated to my one & only.

This is so not a poem.The song on Joelle's blog's so inspiring;D

@ 9:30 PM

hello !
I'm so happy today ;DDD
talked things out with baby and he called me XD
we managed to talk for awhile but I was contented.
Talking to Jolyn now,been smsing since don't know what time.
& I'm chatting with her on MSN.
I love her<333
hahahaha.
her bday's coming & I'm giving her surprise.
hahahaha.
keeping her in suspense now.
that's all.
ciao.

@ 4:52 PM

@ 4:21 PM

my feet stinks:/
thanks to my stupid flip flops.
hmmmm,
was at fiona's hse.
dying our hair ORANGE !
repeat, O.R.A.N.G.E.
hahahahahaha.
didn't train today,my knee was aching like shit.
grrr.
went out with amanda,cheryl,ferdi,huishan & yunhan.
had lunch at t.p together;DDD
they're funny la.
talking abt the OBS camp and all.
then cheryl and ferdi bought slippers from bata.
jin & fiona were at guardian doing SOMETHING !
AHEM !
then i came home.
that's all.
buh-bye !!!!!

@ 1:15 AM

hey !
seen the pics I just post?!
had dinner at the fullerton hotel to try the food for my uncle's wedding(:
oh well,
I wore a red dress,red heels,big loopy earrings.
carried the L.V handbag ;D
dress?! heels?!
hahaha.
I told yah, I love dress ;D
heels?
well,I had no choice.
you see,
I had no shoes which matches my red dress.
& there was this red heels which I found.
I HAD TO WEAR IT ! ):
hahahaha.
it was really embarrassing;/
I can't walk properly,my sister had to teach me how to walk.
hahahaha.
she was so fed up with me.
There was once,
I was walking really fast that my shoe came out XD
then I had to walk back.
really embarrassing.
It goes " click clock click clock"
haha.noisy:/
0k.
The food was so-so.
during dinner time,
baby called me.
I couldn't talk): sorry.
hmmm,
my mom took away the internet wire thingy so I couldn't blog just now.
I sneaked it out(x
well,
I guess that's about it.
oh ya !
does my hair really look like cheryl's ?
So may people out there has that hairstyle,so I ain't being a poser.
ciao.

@ 1:08 AM

Sunday, November 12, 2006 @ 5:06 PM

Ok.
I shall blog about Veron & she will blog about me.
You see,we're so bored that we decided to do this.
I suggested it;D
Anyway,
Veron is my best friend(((:
What can I say about her?
She's really irritating.Yes,and I mean VERY irritating.
& I love irritating her XD
when I'm out in town,she'll be with me.
yeah.
She's fat .oops !
haha.
We usually have sleepovers at my house but we don't do that nowadays):
& we love going crazy together.
Veron has wavy hair and I'm so jealous of it:/
HAHAHA.
oh,she loves singing.LIKE ME ! (:
and.
she loves me,well,that's a yes-yes.
hehehehe.
she's a realy cheap skate.
Mark calls her that XD
she teaches me how to save $$$$.
I'm a spend-thrift.
Give me 100 bucks and I can spend it in an hour XD
her mom's like the coolest mom on earth.
sadly,my mom ain't like her's):
aye,I have nth much to say.
VERON ! U BETTER BLOG ABT ME & I KNOW U LOVE ME XD
ciao.

@ 4:30 PM

Okay.
I've thought about it;D
I love my boyfriend,Mark Samuel Ng Wei Cong.
& I will be a understanding girlfriend from now onwards(:
all of you are my witnesses.
hahaha,
I know I'm being really random but whatever XD
oh oh !
I'm going to the Fullerton Hotel for dinner with my family.
My uncle's gonna get married there next year,soon.
So we're going there to try out the food for the wedding(:
I'm gonna wear a dress.
You know what?!
I'm starting to love dresses.
Dresses are pretty(:
dresses are for girls,and I'm one.
I'm gonna change;D
hmmm,
Baby,I'm sorry for the last few posts.
yeah.
I was just fed up & all.
but now,
I'm cool(:

Forever&ever(:

@ 4:00 PM

heyeah(:
I'm back back back;D
hahahahaha.
I was at the playground with jinyee since morning.
There's this carnival thingy there and the prime minister was there(x
saw many peirceans there,
mostly dancers(:
saw marilyn and her cousins.
so cute ! hahaha.
it was kinda boring and it was really hot hot hot XD
aaron went to hong kong;
have fun polar bear !!!!!!
that's all.
ciao.

Saturday, November 11, 2006 @ 9:12 PM

@ 8:32 PM

ohaiyo(:
just came back from dinner.
yep.
today's my ah ma's birthday.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY,AH MA ! I LOVE YOU.
during dinner time,
mark messaged me:/
I was surprised,didn't say much.
aye,let's skip that part.
before I went out for dinner,
I was at queensway with veron.
bought 2 FBT shorts:D
20 bucks.
then window-shop:/
no $$$ to buy stuff):
then I went home with veron,both of us took 855.
when i boarded the bus,
a bunch of ah bengs boarded too.
then there was this ah beng who keeps on looking at me.
veron left alr,
then that guy went to tell his friends.
all started looking at me-,-
I was really scared la then i called veron.
Reached the bus stop and when I was walking to the back door,
one of them waved at me,like right infront of my face la.
I was so shocked.
and I was really scared.
how I wish baby was there)x
then took 167 and went home.
oh ya,
before that we were at sunplaza with zak.
couldn't find the color I wanted so we went to queensway.
zak didn't come along.
and when veron and I were on our way to queensway,
in bus 855,
I saw this couple.
I think the girl was around my age and the guy maybe older.
They were so loving la.
I envy them so bloody much(:
ciao.

Friday, November 10, 2006 @ 11:42 PM

he didn't call nor sms me:/
oh well,
I understand.
Maybe it's his mom.yeah.
anyways.
YUL from GOONG is so cute !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I'm crazy over him:DDDD
the crown prince so gay XD
hahahaha.
I told haziq that my blood vessel burst and he was like so shock.
hahahaha.
You've been punked.
Gonna call rina at 1am.
that's all,so SHOO !!!!

@ 8:18 PM

@ 7:01 PM

hello(:
veron went home at 5:45pm.
yep.
hahahaha.
we had fun today:D
we were like dressing ourselves up in my room.
hehehehe.
then we started dancing XD
it was hilarious.
LOL.
hmmmm,
my mom's friends are coming over for dinner.
yep.
aunt theresa and aunt linda(:
with their family,of course.
Mark's back:/
he didn't sms me or whatever.
forget that I exist arh?!
hmmm,
whatever la huh.
MADNESS,I LOVE YOU !
chuckles.
ciao.

@ 6:53 PM

@ 1:48 PM

woke up late again:/
veron's coming over to my place(:
It's Friday and baby's coming back today.
double happiness:DDDD
hahahahaha.
ciao.

Thursday, November 09, 2006 @ 7:20 PM

hello(:
had netball training today.yeah.
Peifen was the only senior there.
Hongyu didn't come so Sihui took over.
Slacked alot XD
tee hee.
After netball,
washed up and went to bully haziq.
he dared me to slap him & I did.
hahahahahahaha.
took his rugby shoes and threw it into the bin.
hmmm,
then took 167 to novena mrt station,fiona went home:/
took a train to marina square.
WE DID WINDOW SHOPPING(((:
met aaron huang there.POLAR BEAR !
wahahahaha.
Walk here,walk there,knee ached like hell.
limping all the way.
oh oh !
I bought leggings and earrings from ice lemon tea:D
watched STEP UP !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
fabulous movie<33333
It's kinda sad:/
the dancing and music...AWESOME !
had a bad headache during the movie):
and the people sitting next to me pissed me off.
so noisy !
after the movie,
aaron bought me something(: thank you.
when we were walking to the mrt station,
2 malay Mats(is that how u spell it?)
asked me if i was alright coz my left knee was bandaged up:/
I was shocked la.
and jin yee was pissed XD
hahahaha.
then went home,
ate prate b'cos we were starving.
and here I am at home,blogging(:
oh yeah,
tomorrow's friday.
Mark's coming back from camp(:

@ 7:11 PM

Wednesday, November 08, 2006 @ 11:04 PM

what's up with HIM?! he's just using her.how can he do that? Girls have feelings okay? I mean,out of all the girls he know,why must it be her? it isn't fair at all:/ she isn't some feelingless thing which he can make use of.sigh.what's up with this world man? I shouldn't have trusted him,and I'm kinda disappointed in him.I don't have the right to,but after all,I treated him as a friend I could confide in but he broke my trust time and again.And he hurt her,how could he? She doesn't deserve all of this,why is he so heartless? All he does is put a fake front infront of us,what's the point?You didn't want all this to happen eh? hah ! Come on,she's innocent la.Why hurt another girl who didn't interfere in that relationship of yours?Count her out la.Since that relationship didn't work out,then don't use someone else to mend ur bloody heart or whatever.So what if you're hurt? You hurt someone else to join u huh? crap.She wasted her tears on you:/you cheated on her feelings.sigh.damn you.You dragged her into something she shouldn't be in.You don't even feel guilty la,hell.What goes around,comes around.You just wait,face the consequences as time goes by.I hate people like you,cheat on someone else's feelings without feeling guilty.I mean,why do you have to test that girl of yours? You should trust her.If there ain't any trust,why be together? No offence la huh.that's all I've gotta say.

@ 7:41 PM

hello'll.
hmm,
what time did I sleep last night?
abt 5am again.
hahahahaha.
had conferance with daniel and jin(:
daniel,stop "haziqing"
you should know what it means:D
I LOVE CHEW GEM !!!!!!!!!!!!!
hahahahahahahahahahahaha.
ONLY daniel and jin know who that is XD
omg,that's like so hilarious la.
veron woke me up at around 1210pm .
then jin and I walked out to pata place to meet veron,dan & jan.
I had one plate of chicken briyani.
2 egg prata and 2 lime juice.
I KNOW I'M FAT BUT WHATEVER.
hahahahaha.
there were leftovers of the curry.
and we did the most disgusting thing ever.
we mixed all of it together poured coke and tea into it.
and we all pluck a strand of our hair each except for jan and mixed it.
EEEEWWW !!!!!! it was extremely gross la.
hahahahahaha.
then jan,jin and veron bought ice-cream.
I bought gummy sweets(:
then we all sat in a ron at the stairs and blocked the way (x
it was really hot.
so we went back to prata place and sit down to have a nice chat.
:DDDDDD
everyone went home as jin and I had to leave.
jan and daniel went to meet their friends.
yep.
came home and i slept:/
i was really tired.
there's netball tomorrow.yep yep yep.
hahahahahaha.
ciao.

@ 12:59 PM

Am I still pissed or what?
It's like a cut.
A cut in my heart.
You make me feel unwanted.
I miss you so much.
Oh,it hurts so bad.
I doubt you ever know.
You ain't there when I need someone.
It's just a fake front,
when I smile and pretend I don't care.
Am I being selfish to say that?
Maybe I am.
but it's a fact,
that I don't feel you near me anymore.
I can't stand seeing us drift apart.
My world is nothing,
but you're something.

The day after tomorrow,
he's coming back:/
well yeah,
I don't know what to say to him.
I still love him though.
Deeply in love with him(:
but I feel hurt for some reasons.
ciao.

2months & 9 days(:

Tuesday, November 07, 2006 @ 9:40 PM

Just finish mugging.
history:/
I fell asleep while mugging.
hahahaha.
& my mom was like"Laura,are you asleep?"
The book was covering my face.
Then I got shock and shouted NO.
she was like," You don't have to shout."
wahahaha.
Then I started giggling to myself when she walked away.
Now,
we're having conferance on weijie's phone:D
whole madness crew.
for some reason,
I'M VERY HAPPY !
hahaha.like some "gathering"
My darlings(((((:
I miss weijie so darn much:/
so my hair is nice?
chuckles XD
and we're like talking abt swimming to pulau ubin.
we will dive into jin's pond and get suck into the tube thingy.
aye,I don't know what that thing is called.
hahahaha,and I'll sail weijie there.
she'll take a long time to go there-,-
hahaha.
I'm so sick and fed up with life man.
MADNESS are always there for me 24/7.
that's so sweet(:
I just lack of KACHING KACHING BLING BLING $$$
yeah.
I just don't understand somethings:/
ciao.

Baby,I'm missing you.

@ 6:58 PM

ashley and I were talking for a really long time(:
almost the whole afternoon.
There's so much to talk about.
From fashion to our future and so on.
haha.
I miss mark again.
I'm always missing him:/
sigh.
I'm forced to mug later.arg !
ciao.

I've got to let you know that I miss your love so much.

@ 3:47 PM

hello'll:D
woke up late today,around 1pm.
hahahaha.
I know,
I always wake up late b'cos I always sleep late(:
the past few nights are to wait for THAT person to call.
but now,
I'm like used to it so...yeah.
talk to veron everynight and we don't seem to get bored.
it's like we got so much stuff to talk about(:
I love that girl so much.
hmm,
was packing my study room just now.
all my books put in boxes.
Get ready for a new year(:
Then ate the chickie rice ah ma cooked.
yummy !
2 more days till HE comes back.
I'm still pissed okay?!
I'm bored at home:/
veron and fiona went for some student council thingy.
jin yee at choir till 5pm.
and Laura's home alone.
awww,how sad):
oh oh.
there's netball on Thursday XD
I shan't slack.
damn !
how am I gonna face my friends on Thursday with my ugly hair?!
NO !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
aye,they will just laugh laugh laugh.
I bet some people will think I'm some poser posing as the DUCK.
it's not like I wanted my hair to be like that.
I don't like that hairstyle at all.
I DON'T CARE WHAT YOU GUYS THINK LA HUH !
wait for it to grow !
I'll go to the hairdresser straight away and change it XD
it doesn't even suit me.
I prefer the hairstyle I cut when I was p6.
after psle,
cut short my hair(:yea.
that's nice although I sonehow like a boy but whatever.
Love me or hate me?
That's the question.
If you love me then thank you.
If you hate me then fuck you.
THANKS ASHLEY ! I love that song.hahahaha.
2mths 7 days(:
baby,we gonna last for a long long long time.
ciao.

You and me.
We can make it.
We're free,
from all the obstacles we used to face.

Monday, November 06, 2006 @ 11:26 PM

they smeared chocolate cake on me.I'm drenched in coke:/ hahahaha.I look disgusting,I know.hahahaha.They told me to change int a set of old clothes.hmphh !!!!! on my bday(:

@ 9:42 PM

@ 8:19 PM

nice,isn't it?















mirror reflection.










how sweet !(:

black and white ! i look weird.

venice took this for us(:

they made it for me !(:

@ 7:06 PM

1. Single, taken or crushing?- Taken.
2. Are you happy with your life now?- Not at all.
3. When you meet the right person, will you fall for him/her fast?- er,depends.
4. Have you had your heart broken?- Yea.hurt badly:/
5. Do you believe there are circumstances when cheating love is acceptable?- NO ! I'll hate you.
6. Would you talk to someone back if he/she cheats on you?- Uh-huh.I'll break with you.
7. Have you talk to another person about marriage before?- yep.
8. Do you want children?- OF COURSE ! kids are adorable.
9. How many?- 2?
10. Would you consider adoption?- depends.
11. If someone likes you now,what do you think will let you know his/her feelings?- er...i have no idea.I'm oblivous to everything XD
12. Do you enjoy getting into realationships?- er...i guess?i dunno.
13. Be honest.What did you and ur ex did?- do i really have to say? NO ! i won't.hehe.
14. Do you believe in love at first sight?- I guess.
15. Are you romantic?- sadly,no.
16.Do you believe you can change someone?- Yea.
17. If you could marry somewhere,where would it be?- Paris.
18. Do you easily give in when you're fighting?- everyone.
19. Do you have feelings for someone right now?- MARK !
20. Have you ever wish you could have someone but you messed it up?- yea.
21. Have you broken a heart?- Yeah,i guess.
22. Are you missing someone right now?- OF COURSE ! mark):

@ 6:33 PM

went Plaza Singapura to watch Death Note:D
there ain't any netball today.
hmmm,
aaron,jan,veron,jin,cleon and paul came.
but paul went home,
he didn't watch with us.
the ending of the show sucks la XD
the stupid death god so ugly.
I was cursing it everytime it appears.
petruding eyeballs(:
thanks zan for those mean words huh !
you actually thought I had a motive.
fuck !
think whatever you want la huh.
It's not like I'm gonna care or whatever.
you are so out of my life man(:
I didn't want to go b'cos I didn't want to interfere you two.
sigh, I just don't get you la.
All those mean stuff you said hurts.
I HATE YOU !
baby's at the camp now.hope he take care(:
I love him.

Sunday, November 05, 2006 @ 11:10 PM

yeah.
that talk we just had sucks.
i mean,
we have nothing to say to each other.
it isn't like last time.
are we drifting apart again?!
oh no !
Man,I so don't want that to happen):
he just ended it with a simple goodbye and hang up.
sigh.
what can i do?
I can't do anything .
It's so hard to say,I love you,now.
sigh,that's all.

@ 4:41 PM

blah.
woke up at 2+ today:/
thanks fiona for waking me up.
slept at around 5+.
talked to veron the whole night with haziq but he hanged up earlier.
yeah.
it was hilrious:D
veron and I solving some gay equations.hahahahahaha.
then I said something really embarrassing about veron XD
hahahaha,and we laugh till we had a stomach ache.
hmmm,
called weijie just now to have conferance with veron(:
talked abt waiking(: and mark:/
veron's coming over to my hse later.yep.
tomorrow's he's going for the OBS camp:/
aye,have fun la huh !
buh-bye.

@ 1:00 AM

1.my bloody arse hurts.
2.I'm talking to veron,haziq and darling weijie(: I love my 2 bestayes.
3.I miss my baby boy so much.
4.I'm arguing with haziq on the phone.haha.
5.I'm on the verge of crying while listening to Missing You-1st Lady.It's so sad,the boyfriend died):
6.I love MADNESS,oh yes I do.
7.I hate my life.
8.I hate my family,do I? I don't know.
9.I feel like I need to get a life.
10.I love mark so much:/I DO ! I DO !
11.I love god.
12.I don't like zan for many many many reasons.
13.I need my phone and ipod back.
14.I wanna move out.
15.I wanna die.
16.I don't want to transfer school.
17.I wanna prove my parents wrong.
18.I wanna cry all my sorrows out.
19.I wanna let all my frustrations out.
20.I want you to know how much you've hurt me last time and how much I loved you and you to feel guilty .
21.I want to stay with mark forever.

Without you by my side,
I'm still doing fine.
I fight,
fighting back my tears.
It's just yesterday that I saw you,
but it don't seem that way to me.
So let it be,
let the love last.
I wanna be free,
from the painful past.
For my sake,
I'll just lay it down and follow you.
Give me everything I need.

I love you,baby:/

Saturday, November 04, 2006 @ 8:51 PM

just talked to weijie on msn(:
oh hmmm,
she and I are in the same situation:/
well,yeah.
Fell asleep on my bed just now after talking to veron.
blah.
BAD DAY TODAY !
practically argued with my grandparents and mom !
I don't wanna say much here.sigh.
My life's so screwed la.
fuck.
nothing much happened today.
nothing to post abt.
nothing to do in life.
nothing describes me.
NOTHING ! ARGH !
okay,I gotta chill:/
thanks zak,for having a nice talk with me.
I needed that(:
FINALLY ! I've someone to confide in.
Although I want baby to be the one who share my problems.hmm.
wah,zak said I would look like a doll with my new hairstyle XD
muhahahaha.see !
he cheered me up(:
anyways,
my mom suggested that claire&I watch a movie together tomorrow.
hazel has to attend her friend's birthday party.hah !
oh oh ! I HAVE TO WATCH STEP UP ! dancing ! yes yes yes yes yes yes !!!!! screams !
veron,how could you watch it without me? ): hmphh !
hmmm,
should I or should I not? with my sister.
it's been a long time since I went out with them:/
oh oh ! my fingernails are orange !
say it with me ! O.R.A.N.G.E !
I'm high,hahahahahahahaha.orange nails,nice !
oh hey ! I maybe going overseas(:
ANN ! BANGKOK ! TOGETHER ! ME&YOU on the plane ourselve and meeting ur mom there !
hehehehehehe.cool eh?!
been to bangkok before,nice place(:
I MISS WEIJIE !!!!! my lil puppy(:
you cant change owner!!!!!!! wahahahaha.
I can be happy without you.I'm smiling.
oh well,that's all !!!!! BUH BYE !!!!!!!!!!


My life's so screwed.
I'm all messed up.
All the feud,
it's just holding me back.
I just need to chill,
but how?!

@ 11:53 AM

hey !
just woke up:/
alexandra's here,yep.
blah,my hair sucks la.
hmmm,
I'm kinda upset and I don't know why.
maybe it's b'cos of my hair.
what a joke !
anyway,
feel kinda lonely without baby.
yeah.I miss him so much.
Saw him yesterday,for like a few mins and he left for remedial.


I woke up and sighed,
it's another day without you.
I cried,
then I wiped my tears and told myself that I will be able to see you.
sooner or later.
But I'm kinda sick and fed up with all this.
Nothing matters but you,
I love you, oh yes I do.
He needs to mug,
and I should understand.
Although it kinda sucks,
I can't be self-centered.
All the late night calls we used to have,
are a no-no now.
I crave,
for that to happen again.
So there.

@ 12:21 AM

it's past midnight.
I guess baby's asleep:/sigh.
hmm,
shall go offline at 12:30 and call veron(:
talking to haziq now.he's so lame.
hah !


It's late at night,
I hope you'll call,if you've tried.
I've waited in vain.
It didn't bring me pain.
For the past few nights,
been waiting for the late night call.
The phone on the table,I sighed.
It didn't ring,
I know you wouldn't call and turned in.


Mark Samuel Ng Wei Cong,I love you.Good night.

Friday, November 03, 2006 @ 11:11 PM

oh,it's 11pm.
wondering if baby's gonna call:/
hope he does.cross my fingers and lil toes !
I've been doing that for like the past few nights.
haha.
I'm kinda silly eh?!
Wait for him also no point.haha.
but maybe he will one night?!
yep.
the house phone is on the table,hope it rings ! :D
blah.
talking to veron with another phone.
haha.
haziq promised me something & if he breaks it.
I'm so gonna make sure the wind blow him away and i'll slap the hell out of him(x
muhahahaha.

@ 5:45 PM

MY HAIR SO FREAKING SHORT !!!!!!!!!!
it reaches my ear-,-
i feel like crying,didn't know it would be that short.
I dun like this hairstyle):
I DUN HAVE THE GUTS TO GO TO SCHOOL
everyone would laugh at me.
how how how?!?!
boo hoo !
NO !
it will grow(:
yeah.haha.Jin cut her hair short too.
veron brought us to fareast to cut.jan came along too.
yep yep yep.
haiz.
my hair !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
oh,
slept over at jin's place last night.
baby called me 3 times and i didn't pick up.
he couldnt get through twice and third time i didnt pick up b'cos i didnt noe my phone was ringing.blahs ! heartache ! arghh !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
&%#@!&%$#@!@#$%&

Thursday, November 02, 2006 @ 8:11 PM

hah ! I wanna proudly announce that I HATE people who wants things their way and claims that the world revolves around them XD I know someone out there who thinks that way.I mean that person is such a bitch la.no offence.I've never met someone who actually thinks that way in my life.OMG.that's like so self-centered.Jin,you know who that person is.muhahahaha.we were bitching about that person the whole time while walking back home.I feel like strangling that person until the eyeballs come bulging out ! I mean,who can stand such a person?! The sight of that person makes my blood boil. GURL GURL GURL ! hahaha.disgusting hair and face ! die of over-weeding ! muhahahahahaha.hairy thing ! If the world revolves around that person,the whole world would be in darkness.tsk tsk tsk ! poor us:/ hahaha.

No names are stated here,so if you think you are THAT PERSON,then I can't do anything abit it.hahahahahaha.GRRRR ! "oh,the world revolves around me.yayNESS !" -,-like whatever.no one gives a shit about you.fucked up byatch ! oops.sorry(: hahahaha.that wasn't meant to be a joke.get a life,THAT SOMEONE ! you think you're some big fuck eh?! oh well,you're not.FACE IT ! Don't think you're someone whom everyone is afraid of,OH ! I'M SO SCARED.I want my mommy ! wah wah wah ! hahahahahahaha.btw,please don't shout,we're not deaf.And your voice ain't nice at all,so don't try to raise it b'cos it's irritating.Everyone thinks that way(:uh huh.so puh-lease,EVAPORATE ! no one likes you,at all.you're just someone who is a pain in the arse.buh-bye !(:

I NOE I'M MEAN BUT WHATEVER,THIS KINDA PEOPLE AIN'T WORTHY FOR OUR RESPECT AND NICE-NESS.hahahaha.take that !

@ 7:52 PM

hello'll(:
hmm,
reached home at around 7+.
damn that 169,took such a long time to come:/
had netball training but I didn't do much b'cos I had a stiff neck.
and guess who's the idiot who took my phone and lock it again?!
who else?! ZAN-,-
so irritating la.
he went so squeeze my cheeks,so pain.
always bully me.argh !
haha.
hmm,went to eat chickie rice outside my house with jin and fiona.starving !!!
then jin went home and fiona came over to my house(:
we both slept,tired.
after that,
went to woodlands library with jin.
haha,
actually,we didn't.
went to mark's house XD
his room is like so messy and I helped him cleared it(:
I'm such a kind soul.haha.
hmm,
hezwan was there-short and short-tongued guy.cute.hah !
BULLY ME !!!!!!!
first time,
jin and fiona locked mark and I in this storeroom kinda place behind mirrors.
then it was like so freaking hot inside la.hmphh.
second time,
when I put the small bike back which I failed riding.hard to balance:/
haha,hezwan locked me inside !
toot.
he didn't let me out.haha.
I was in there for quite some time.
hot hot hot !!!!
haha,then mark saved me(:
yep,then we went off b'cos fiona had to be home by 5 and we left like 5:45?
haha,sorry fiona !
maybe staying overnight at jin's hse and sneak out of the hse late at night,
hang around with colin and kelvin ! XD
yep yep yep.
that's all(:

Wednesday, November 01, 2006 @ 11:51 PM

hmm,
I guess baby ain't gonna call.
oh well,
I've been waiting though:/
I guess I'm gonna turn in soon.
well yeah,gotta wake up early tomorrow.
lovee,lauraaaaaaaaa

@ 10:45 PM

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