Sunday, September 23, 2007 @ 4:51 PM


Seraphina's party was a blast :D I have bruises all over me thanks to Chew yusheng & aaron ): My cousins are over right now. There's this mid-autmn festival party thing at the park, I'm going with Jinyee & Seraphina maybe coming. Happy Birthday Seraphina Poh ! I think Figo is damn gay & Nana's a pervert. haha. Jazreel was a bitch at Sera's party. Felt like giving her slap. No pictures taken as I was too busy having fun. haha. Oh well, that's all.

My heart awaits you.


Wednesday, September 19, 2007 @ 8:53 PM


It's been quite some time since I blogged. Exams are coming & I'm so not prepared. haha. There will be two tests tomorrow, physics & chinese. Today had a maths test :/ I think I'm gonna fail. Seraphina's party this saturday, my birthday's next week :D You know, I've nothing much to blog about. So, byebye.

you cut me like a knife.
I want a little bit of faith from you.


Sunday, September 16, 2007 @ 10:57 PM


I received the greatest news today & I'm really really happy :DDD


Friday, September 14, 2007 @ 5:53 PM


Actions speak louder than words. Whatever to that man. Anyway, I think Sera pig's pissed ): & she went to bed. She always sleep in the evening till late at night and wake up, she's a weird pig. Yes, she's not a human bu my pig. HAHAHAHA. If she sees this, I'm so dead. & Sera sera sera, if you see this, I love you. haha. I didn't go to school today because I was too lazy to attend. Amanda's maths worksheet's with me and we were suppose to hand it up by today but sorry tock, I couldn't pass it to you. Salam's gonna teach me how to play the guitar, how cool can the be man ? :D Amanda & I are chatting online right now, don't know what to get for sera on her birthday. Okay, come to think about it, I don't know if I'm going already. I don't intend or feel like seeing some people. It will totally ruin my mood. seee ya.

So good to be by your side.


Wednesday, September 12, 2007 @ 4:46 PM


Mrs Sng called me out for councelling today. haha. Managed to skip D&T test because of that :D but I'll have to stay back after school tomorrow for the dumb test. Damn it. I'm gonna ask Amanda for the questions tomorrow. I'm having really bad stomach cramps now, from this morning till now ): Hurts so bad okay. Ah, I'm off. Gonna ask Hannah for some songs. toodles.


Tuesday, September 11, 2007 @ 10:26 PM


There's nothing to blog about. I have a new secret :D

You're my knight in shining armour,
I'm your princess in a dress full of flowers.
Your love makes me wanna fall,
but I'll give it all.


Sunday, September 09, 2007 @ 7:07 PM


20 Mintues & 27 Seconds before HIGH SCHOOL MUSICAL2 starts !!!!!!!! I know the show is gay but I love it. I think it's aweeeeeeeeeesome yooooooooooo :DDDDDDD okay bye.


Saturday, September 08, 2007 @ 10:27 PM







Both of my feet are freezing & I dont know why. Anyway, went to watch the Finals of the 5 Nations competition. Oh My God ! I think that our Singapore Team's players are so cool okay. I so totally idolise Pearline Chan, Chen Huifen & Zhang Tingjun :DDD especially Chen Huifen. Her shooting skills are so damn good please. I so totally am in love with her okay. hahaha. The Trinidad & Tobago players are damn violent but woah, they're good. I think I saw Ashley there too. Hmmmm, went to Bugis after that with Jin to change her green skinnies to a purple one because there was a hole in the green one. so yar. Took a train back to Toa Payoh for some party thing at Jin's dance school. yeah. There was this bitch who kept staring at me. I really mean, stare stare okay. ah whatever. anyway, I had a frutiful day today. I SAW A CLOSE UP VIEW OF ZHANG TINGJUN ! I think she's so pretty. Actually all are pretty and oh god, Liling's so so so tall. School's gonna start on Monday. Man, time passed so quickly. I've this huge blister on my right foot thanks to the pair of new pumps I bought. When I shower, the blister will hurt so much ): Oh well, hope it gets better. I'm looking through the Pesta Sukan pictures on the net. I think everyone looks so retarded. haha. I feel so random right now, I don't know why. Having a little headache now, have been sleeping late recently. Okay, I sleep late everynight. Gosh, I'm so full now. I ate like half a mooncake. It's so damn fattening but it's nice. I've not completed my holiday assignment & I can't be bothered. Aye, I've nothing much to say already so bye. xoxo.
With love,
laura.
I wish you feel like me how I feel you. }


@ 12:40 PM


I'm going out again. haha. Meeting Jin at united square at 2, she's having learning lab now. Going to Toa Payoh to watch Netball match & then go shopping again. Bloody seraphina, ask her go, she reject my offer again. anyway, seeeee yaaaaaa .


Friday, September 07, 2007 @ 10:29 PM


that's my newborn cousin, Vivien (: she's so adorable right ? Okay. I think she looks a little bit distorted. haha. But I bet she'll be a beautiful girl next time. anyway, I took a long nap just now. I doubt I am able to sleep early tonight. I've nothing much to say already so ciao.
You made my day somehow.


@ 7:20 PM



Met amanda today (: was suppose to do our english project but as usual, we didn't do. We met up at amk mrt station and then we stopped at Bishan to get our stuff from popular but well, we can't be bothered so we headed to bugis. haha. Instead we went shopping. I bought a pair of really chic sunglasses & amanda bought a pair of red skinnies :D Had a meal at pastamania then we spent some time at the arcade. so yeah. Took the train to novena while amanda went to meet kailrence. I walked a little then took 167 to weijie's bus stop and cabbed home. Just wanna kill some time, so yar. Oh yeah, when I was going down the escalator to the underpass heading amk mrt station, there was this bloody pervert. He delibarately stand so close to me and look at my... yeah, you know. haha. I was so scared that I walked so quickly down the escalator. I was so pissed off okay. The conversation I had with him last night really made my day & I slept so well please :D


Honey, I know the love's still there.


Thursday, September 06, 2007 @ 11:18 PM


I went shopping just now. I bought a blue cardigan, a little miss helpful & little miss star shirt, a pair of black pumps & a pair of green skinnies :D I'm so addicted to shopping okay. I'm gonna meet amanda tock tomorrow at 2pm. I've spent alot this week, you know. It's like shopping everyday. haha. It's so cool because you know, it keeps my mind occupied and I won't do so much thinking & get depress. I will continue waiting, blessing you with my silent love. My birthday's on 30 september :D xoxoxo.

It's you I always think about.
It's you I always dream about.
It's you I always cared about.
It's you I always love.


@ 4:08 PM


Okay, I had this ridiculous conversation with my uncle. ahahaha.

J s nLoVE J e s. says: NO
LAKaleidoscope of colors. says: YES LA
J s n LoVE J e s. says: DUN WAN REPLY LA
J s n LoVE J e s. says: NO
Kaleidoscope of colors. says: I DONT CARE
Kaleidoscope of colors. says: REPLY NOW
J s n LoVE J e s. says: LIKE I CARE
Kaleidoscope of colors. says: I CALL PEOPLE WHACK U THEN U NOE AR
Kaleidoscope of colors. says: LOL
J s n LoVE J e s. says: COME LA
J s n LoVE J e s. says: LOLS
Kaleidoscope of colors. says: LOL !!!!!
J s n LoVE J e s. says: YOU GOT GANGSTER AR
Kaleidoscope of colors. says: 18 SIAO BIG AR ?!
Kaleidoscope of colors. says: LOL
J s n LoVE J e s. says: PLAY WHERE DE
J s n LoVE J e s. says: LOLS
J s n LoVE J e s. says: SURE USELESS
J s n LoVE J e s. says: LOLS
J s n LoVE J e s. says: WITH YOU
Kaleidoscope of colors. says: IM NOT IN GANG UNLIKE U
J s n LoVE J e s. says: ME TOO
J s n LoVE J e s. says: NO
Kaleidoscope of colors. says: U DONT LIE
J s n LoVE J e s. says: I DIDNT DUMBDUMB
Kaleidoscope of colors. says: U DONT ACT JIGEH LA
J s n LoVE J e s. says: HAHA
Kaleidoscope of colors. says: U GO REPLY OF ELSE I CALL PEOPLE COME DOWN
Kaleidoscope of colors. says: LOL !
J s n LoVE J e s. says: COME LA
J s n LoVE J e s. says: LOLS
Kaleidoscope of colors. says: WHA U DAMN FUCK LA
Kaleidoscope of colors. says: STUPID UDMB UNCLE
J s n LoVE J e s. says: THANK YOU
Kaleidoscope of colors. says: I TELL UR MOTHER
J s n LoVE J e s. says: LOLS
J s n LoVE J e s. says: FOR WAD
J s n LoVE J e s. says: HAHA
Kaleidoscope of colors. says: FUCK U LA. 18 SIAO BIG AR !!!!!!!!!!!
J s n LoVE J e s. says: DUMB
J s n LoVE J e s. says: DUN WAN
Kaleidoscope of colors. says: TELL UR MOTHER U SMOKE U IN GANG
J s n LoVE J e s. says: OTHER WAY ROUND
J s n LoVE J e s. says: YOU CANT FUCK ME
J s n LoVE J e s. says: DUMB
Kaleidoscope of colors. says: I NOT IN GANG
Kaleidoscope of colors. says: MY MOTHER KNOW I SMOKE
Kaleidoscope of colors. says: IM NOT DUMB !
J s n LoVE J e s. says: REALLY?
Kaleidoscope of colors. says: YEAH -.-
J s n LoVE J e s. says: SHE GOT SCOLD?
J s n LoVE J e s. says: HAHAKaleidoscope of colors. says:NAG A LITTLE LA
Kaleidoscope of colors. says: BUT NOW NO MORE, I DONT SMOKE ALR !!!! :D
J s n LoVE J e s. says: MY MOM KNOW S TOOO
Kaleidoscope of colors. says: UNLIKE U THIS, THIS SMOKER
J s n LoVE J e s. says: BUT SAME
J s n LoVE J e s. says: NO MORE
Kaleidoscope of colors. says: U DONT ACT
J s n LoVE J e s. says: HAHA
J s n LoVE J e s. says: LOLS
J s n LoVE J e s. says: NOT ACTING
Kaleidoscope of colors. says: LAST TIME STILL SAY I SHOULD NOT SMOKE U OWNSELF SMOKE
J s n LoVE J e s. says: IF I REALLY DO
Kaleidoscope of colors. says: DID LA , DO -.-
J s n LoVE J e s. says: YOU'LL SEE ME ON TV
Kaleidoscope of colors. says: U DONT ACT JIGEH LA
J s n LoVE J e s. says: RE MI
Kaleidoscope of colors. says: AND ! WHAT RE MI ?!
J s n LoVE J e s. says: ..............................
Kaleidoscope of colors. says: U DONT ACT LEH
Kaleidoscope of colors. says: LOL
J s n LoVE J e s. says: t(-.-)t
J s n LoVE J e s. says: lame la
J s n LoVE J e s. says: you
Kaleidoscope of colors. says: WHAT KINDA FACE IS THAT ?!
Kaleidoscope of colors. says: U STOP IT LA !
J s n LoVE J e s. says: fuck you
Kaleidoscope of colors. says: REPLY MY COMMENT NOW
J s n LoVE J e s. says: lols
J s n LoVE J e s. says: shutup
J s n LoVE J e s. says: haha
Kaleidoscope of colors. says: NO
J s n LoVE J e s. says: bck to my game
Kaleidoscope of colors. says: IT'S MY MOUTH
J s n LoVE J e s. says: laalalalalaa
Kaleidoscope of colors. says: U DONT PLAY GAME !!!!
Kaleidoscope of colors. says: U REPLY ME FIRST
J s n LoVE J e s. says: game J s n LoVE J e s. says:game
J s n LoVE J e s. says: game
Kaleidoscope of colors. says: NO
Kaleidoscope of colors. says: NO
Kaleidoscope of colors. says: NO
Kaleidoscope of colors. says: U DONT KB LAR
J s n LoVE J e s. (Gaming. Dummies Don't Disturb) says: nope
J s n LoVE J e s. (Gaming. Dummies Don't Disturb) says: i veri filial
J s n LoVE J e s. (Gaming. Dummies Don't Disturb) says: lols
J s n LoVE J e s. (Gaming. Dummies Don't Disturb) says: haha
Kaleidoscope of colors. says: dummies dont disturb ! you saying me ar ! assholer.
J s n LoVE J e s. (Gaming. Dummies Don't Disturb) says: no time
Kaleidoscope of colors. says: u fuck
J s n LoVE J e s. (Gaming. Dummies Don't Disturb) says: gtg
J s n LoVE J e s. (Gaming. Dummies Don't Disturb) says: bb
Kaleidoscope of colors. says: kb siao shun ar ?!
J s n LoVE J e s. (Gaming. Dummies Don't Disturb) says: yup
Kaleidoscope of colors. says: -.-
We were arguing about him replying my comment. hahaha. We're so silly please.


@ 12:48 AM









Laura wong's staying overnight at my place. She's sitting on the floor, eating curry with bread watching anime. hahaha. Anyway, jin and us went to taka to watch the lion dance competetion.Thought we could see ah seng & gang but they weren't there. Some guy asked me for my number, Jin help me say I don't have a phone. hahaha. Alright, that's about it yo. see ya.




when you were there.


Wednesday, September 05, 2007 @ 2:39 PM


Fathers lost,
Baby's gone awol,
My life's shattered
No one to spread this misery
All that I wanted

I'm stuck at the crossroads
Back against the walls
Planning for a death that I'd befall

I swallow hard,
Wishing for things better off
Kisses won’t do it anymore
Your words salt these wounds

Trials of tribulation
Keep me from salvation
Chasing shadows
Offer me your hand
Let's take one more stand
amplify the good times
dignify my acceptance

Kisses are but lies
Alien alibis
Just to get what he really wants
Sure there other guys
But for him she cries
Just string me along


I have so many theories in life and it all seems gushing out right now. Life isn't a bed of roses right ? I so totally agree with that, you know. Maybe God did this on purpose, make me lose the things which are really really important to me. If this is meant to be a lesson, yeah. I've learnt a rather fruitful lesson which totally sucks because I'm so not enjoying this shit at all.

You think that you're worthy,
you think you deserve it.
I'll do whatever it takes to be her.
Don't be afraid.
Together we're one,
one in a million.
You decide, you decide.
Like it or leave it.


@ 2:37 PM


My grandparents are back from Shanghai. yeah, & my mom got back this morning. I'm stuck at home, using the computer being harrassed by laura wong. haha. Hakim wrote a song which was inspired by me. hahahaha, I feel so honoured man. okay bye.

It's not a ordinary kind of love.


Tuesday, September 04, 2007 @ 11:22 PM


Life has always it's ups & downs. My life ? It always seems so perfect that there wasn't any downs. With a happy and complete family, lovely friends & a wonderful boyfriend, what more could I have asked for ? I took my happiness for granted. I'm a spoiled brat and when I want something, I must get it. What Laura wants, she gets it. & I mean practical stuff. When all seems to go smoothly, things started changing for me. My boyfriend left me because I made a mistake, he went off with another girl. There was nothing I could do, I tried ways and means for him to come back to me but yeah, he didn't. I made a promise to him. Time & again, he accused me of breaking it. There was nothing I could do or say for him to believe me. I really didn't break my promise. sigh. Now, the other problem is that I've lost my dad. I don't wanna brag about it so I won't go on anymore.

One in a million,
I only love you.


@ 8:27 PM



















Problems after problems are piling up each day. My life so totally sucks okay. I hate my dad. I hate him to the core. Anyway, I don't wanna talk about it anymore. It gives a really bad headache. I went shopping yesterday bought a pair of red skinnies, a Little Miss Giggles shirt & a yellow mini skirt.
& it's so hard to get over you.


Sunday, September 02, 2007 @ 4:04 PM




Yeah, you have to thank me. Thank me that I actually didn't scream at you for taking my boy away. It's his decision & I definitely can't do anything about it. Yeah, I'm a sore loser. so ? Anyway, why do you tell him you feel bad when you're with him ? If you feel bad, then why bother getting together with him ? Yes, I hate you for taking him away but I don't blame you. It's not your fault. Zuokuan & I could have been lasted if I didn't take our relationship for granted and I could have tolerated him. I know him better than you do. I'm willing to sacrifice anything for him more than you do. I'm able to be there for him 24/7. I'm able to shower all my love on him more than you do. I'm able to handle his tantrums more than you do. I understand him more than you do. & one more thing, I love him much much much more than you do. So there ! Okay, I shall get a grip of myself.
No one needs to know how I feel,
no one needs to understand.


Saturday, September 01, 2007 @ 5:12 PM


From him to me.

You tell me that you need me,
Then you go and cut me down, but wait,
You tell me that you're sorry.
Didn't think I'd turn around, and say that...
It's too late to apologize, it's too late.

I said it's too late to apologize, it's too late.



@ 4:11 PM


I know my posts are rather depressing, sorry about it. I just can't help it, you know. It's like everything that circles around me is you. This is the way you left me. I feel that I'm wasting my life on everything, I mean, everything. It's like all's useless without you. I love you so so much ): Yes, I need you so bad. During those 6 months, did you really love me ? It seems so nostalgic right now. But to you, it's gone in a flash. What am I to you ? I love you. I need you. I want you, the way I do. My hearts bleed, my tears stain my face.

Throw It away, Forgert Yesterday.
We'll make the Great Esacpe.



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