Friday, February 29, 2008 @ 1:37 PM

I Guess We've Never Really Moved On.

Stomach cramps stinks. It sucks. School was pretty good today. Angeline was being a fool after recess. She was irritated over something and Chung Cheng(I don't know how to speel his name.) was moving up and down and Angeline got so irritated she screamed at him and gave him a hard whack on his back. His facial expression was very very very extremely funny. Angeline and I laughed till our sides hurt. How silly! Anyway, maybe heading down to Bugis to do some shopping with Jing, Rina and Laura Wong. Basketballers had a match today, don't know what the results was but yeaaah, I hope they won. (sigh)

Love,
Me.

(I'm staring at these sinful walls again and I have become just an empty page. I just wanna talk to you. My broken heart just has no use and I guess promises are better left unsaid. Everytime you try to tell me, you say the words that I'm your one and only but I'm the one who's crawling off the ground. My love, look at what you have done to me. From someone who has felt so strong, it's amazing now I'm completely gone. It's this the kinda love you give me, I rather walk away. I just wanna talk to you.)

Labels: I'm breaking down, I just can't take it anymore. I still owe Renjing laoshi money.

Wednesday, February 27, 2008 @ 7:42 PM

You Are My MasterPiece.

A girl having sex over 300 times is outragious and 100 over times in public is ridiculous. This girl really has no sense of shame or does she not love herself ? I'm utterly disgusted by the fact that she's actually not bothered of what others think of her. She brings the name of Women down. And she's like so desperate to have a baby at 15-years-old. She's too young to provide for herself, talk about providing for a baby is so out of the point. Her mother on the other hand is really upset about it and I totally feel so sorry for her for having such a child. I've learnt a valuable lesson today. haha!

Mr Phua allowed us to watch Phantom of The Opera during English period today, it was cool.I flunked my Elect. History and Social Studies. Screwed. Oh well, I'll work harder. I know that's so cliche. Self training tomorrow and I don't intend to go. If Hongyu sees this, I'm so dead ...............

Off to do my IPW slides, tata.

Tuesday, February 26, 2008 @ 10:06 PM

I hate peope who ditches me to game. I hate it, hate it, hate it to the core. Unfortunately, out of the 45719269620987221132025 guys who games and ditches their girlfriends, Lionel is one of them. I'm definitely 105% affected by the fact that his DOTA is so so so important.

Dota. Dota. Dota. Dota. Dota. Dota. Dota until you die.

@ 9:01 PM

Ball of Fats.

Sup earthlings. Okay, attended the Step-up programme today. Archery :D Rina took a bus with me to Boyfriend's place as she stayed near him. Played, irritated each other and do stupid stuff. Then, I went to amk hub to meet Jing so that we could go home together. I totally K.O in the bus on our way home, I was super super super tired. Oh yeah, by the way, my fellow readers from Peirce, don't ya think Lionel looks a little bit like Roy ? HAHAHAHAHAHA! Ian, Rina and Sili agrees with me somehow. Michelle, Angeline, Olivia and I still owes Renjing laoshi money for the assesment books needed for chinese lesson. We're like the only 4 girls left who owes her money and I'm not intending to give her. oh whatever, she's always picking on us. Hate her, hate her, HATE HER.

BYEBYEBYEBYEBYE.

Monday, February 25, 2008 @ 10:43 PM

Dear Readers, before I say anything, this is my blog so if you're not happy or whatsoever then too bad because like I said, THIS IS MY BLOG. I write whatever I like, I don't need your comments. Thank you.

Sunday, February 24, 2008 @ 9:57 PM

Okay, my house is on fire. Not really. It's so smoky. My mom's buring some bloody charcoal thingy. I've got a ulcer on my upper lip and it hurts like shiiiiit. Netball training is on tomorrow and we're getting our common test results back tomorrow. Dead .............................

@ 7:37 PM

The pictures below were taken last night. Anyway, I woke up pretty late today. There's ^%$#& school tomorrow. Ah damn it. So, I went to Boyfriend's house today. We both fell asleep, then I woke up and left while he was still sleeping. Hazel has chiken pox and looks really disgusting. Imagine having spots all over you itching like hell. Okay tata!

@ 12:52 PM

@ 12:01 AM

If You Were Here.

Had tuition today and after that came home showered and changed. Went to ACS Independent for the Fusion thingY. Saw quite a few ex pupils from Nanyang :D Apparently, Rachel from nyps is Jing's good friend in SJI right now. So we went together. Liling was telling us about her schoolmate's name which is Happyputra (chuckles) I swear, it was super funny. The Fusion thing is some christian thing, then as they were praying, Jing and I were laughing so hard over the Happyputra thing and everyone kept staring. haha! Left half way then took a cab down to Holland Village. Had sushi for dinner then we had ice cream. Ehmagawd, the most embarrassing happened to me.

Guy taking my order: May I have your name please so that I can call you when your ice cream is done ?
Me: uh huh.
Guy: huh ?
Rachel: He's asking for your name. (burst into laughter.)
Me: (Blushed so hard.) Laura. (Laughed)

Ehmagawd, I swear it was super embarrassing. Ryan, Jing and Rachel kept laughing at me. Took many many pictures and I shall wait for Rachel to send it to me online.

Oh oh oh! Before I forget I have something BIG to announce. I caps the BIG because I guess it's gonna be something shocking to you peepo who are reading my blog. I DON'T LIKE JAZREEL LIM YI PEI AT ALL!!!! That girl who whines day and night, commenting on every single thing and laughing at things which ain't funny at all (I don't even know why I actually laugh with her.) And stop bitching about Seraphina, you goon. Oh yeah, if you wanna bitch behind my back, say it straight infront of my face la. Bitching behind people's back is such a cowardly act although I have done it tons of times. One more thing, who gave you the rights to say I am dumb and that I have no common sense ? Please don't act like you're very close to me when you're not. And stop harping on the other day when I borrowed your hairclips and didn't return it to you. Clips are cheap, how much are they eh ? You want I can buy and give you back double of the number of clips you have. Hopefully, you'll the chance to read this and I hope to get a good response from you in school. (points my cute little middle finger at you, flcik my hair and walks off.)

Boyfriend's phone has no battery so he can't text me. His on his way to Geylang to meet his friend from the Boy's Home. Geylang. idiot idiot idiot. Go to such a filthy place to meet his friend. Lionel Lim, if you happened to read, you are bloody chaoahgua with no balls and hair, hahahahahaha! oh and I miss you >:(

Friday, February 22, 2008 @ 11:53 PM

I want you to be the one.

I can't unlove you
Can't do that
No matter how I try
I'll never turn my back on
Someone who loved me too
I can do most anything I have to

But this one thing I cannot change
I almost kinda like the pain
Wear your tattoo like a stain
And it will take forever
To fade away
(you)

@ 11:19 PM

I just got home. Met Jing, Yuenman and Winteng for some performance at Mayflower Sec and Jing and I got chased out. Ym and wt tried sneaking us in but we got caught. It was hilarious. I didn't know we weren't allowed to wear flip flops and shorts and I wore them. Borrowed Wt's school shoes and school skirt, I looked terrible. The DM was nice enough to let us off and he was really friendly. After that, met Sera and the rest at the mrt station. Walked to her house and met Rina and Xlaura. Jayjay and the rest were there. Gambled :D Then came home.

Ronaldo.

@ 5:40 PM

Apparently, I'm starting to dislike you. First of all, I don't know what's wrong with you because the way you talk to me totally sucks. Secondly, I don't understand why you're helping that bitch instead of S. Lastly, you seem to have changed. Or is it me ? Whatever. And yes, I admit I told you that I just find that bitch irritating but I don't dislike her. Yes, she's irritating me to the extend that I'm starting to dislike her. S and I are are absolutely disturbed by the fact that you're actually helping her. I know you're gonna think that bitch isn't at fault but sadly and unfortunately, yes. She's just so so so so so so so so so irritating. Goodness! (screams)

@ 4:39 PM

I'm starting to love flowers.

Laura skipped school today as her laziness have been reacting lately. Boo Hoo! haha. Boyfriend delivered Mac to me and I was so happy although I kept blaming him for disturbing my sleeep but I totally appreciated it. He came over to my place, chilled. Then walked out to 7-11, bought some stuff then he took a cab home. Slept from 12 plus till now to have lunch and here I am blogging my life away. Wooo! Heading to Sera's later after having dinner with my mom and sisters at Thomson Plaza(I suppose.) Goodness, I think having sinus totally sucks to the max, you know. It's like you need a tissue box with you and you keep sneezing and sneezing and sneezing and blowing and blowing and blowing. How irritating! And your nose gets all red and ugly. I have a sudden urge to eat mandarin oranges. Chinese New Year is over! It was the last day yesterday. Okay, I'll go charge the laptop and I'll get my orange.

Love,
Laura.

Thursday, February 21, 2008 @ 10:12 PM

Boyfriend sent me to school today, it was a last minute decision and I was almost late for school but I managed to reach there in time. D&T paper was easy, managed to do it in like 20 minutes. Went to Padang for the countdown of the Youth Olympics Games. It was way way way way cool, I swear. Had so much fun with Rina and the rest, hahaha. While waiting for the results of the host of Y.O.G, it was really nervous wrecking. I was praying so hard Singapore could get it and taaadaaa, we got it! And when the chairman of the Olympics council announced the results, I was so happy that I jumped up around not noticing the camera was facing directly at me. haha! It was so embarassing. It was a great experience for me. Wheeeee.

xo laaur.

Wednesday, February 20, 2008 @ 7:24 PM

I know I'm gonna flunk Physics. Expected. Anyway, after school, accompanied Sera to somewhere with Yusheng. After that, accompanied Yusheng to do his IPW stuff. Hanged around at Sembawang Hill's playground. Took quite a few pictures with Shengy's camera, so I'm waiting for him to sent it to me and I'll post it. Sera and I gaying with each other. Really really really gay. Going to Padang for the Youth Olympics thingy after netball training tomorrow, a total waste of time but it's gonna be a great experience. Oh how contradicting, Laura! (as usual.) Tomorrow's D&T and I so totally can't be bothered cus I have no interest in that subject at all. Texting Boyfriend right now. I have no idea where the hell he is and it's like pretty late cus he's on probation. Okay, off for Grandma's food. tata.

I realized.

Tuesday, February 19, 2008 @ 9:45 PM

Ran at Bishan Park and the aftermath is my whole body's aching.


You don't seem to care.\

Monday, February 18, 2008 @ 10:12 PM

Had a huge huge huge arguement with My Beloved but fortunately, all's cool now. Headed to hub today, skipped netball training. I'm too lazy to train. My goodness, imagine what my stamina will be like.

What do I have tomorrow ?
1. Social Studies common test.
2. House Practice.

ehmagawd ...

I less than three you.

Sunday, February 17, 2008 @ 12:35 AM

Saturday, February 16, 2008 @ 11:51 PM

@ 11:24 PM

Tuition for 3 tiring hours then headed to amk to meet Jing and Geraldean. Ate and played a few rounds of Rock Fever then came home. Tuition tomorrow again.

I'm Falling Apart, I'm Falling Apart.\

@ 1:40 PM

I have a unrevealed secret and I really feel like expressing myself right now but I can't. I'm so so so upset right now.



My tears run down like razorblades
And no, I'm not the one to blame
It's you ' or is it me?
And all the words we never say
Come out and now we're all ashamed
And there's no sense in playing games
When you've done all you can do

But now it's over, it's over, why is it over?
We had the chance to make it
Now it's over, it's over, it can't be over
I wish that I could take it back
But it's over

I lose myself in all these fights
I lose my sense of wrong and right
I cry, I cry
It's shaking from the pain that's in my head
I just wanna crawl into my bed
And throw away the life I led
But I won't let it die, but I won't let it die

But now it's over, it's over, why is it over?
We had the chance to make it
Now it's over, it's over, it can't be over
I wish that I could take it back

I'm falling apart, I'm falling apart
Don't say this won't last forever
You're breaking my heart, you're breaking my heart
Don't tell me that we will never be together
We could be, over and over
We could be, forever

I'm falling apart, I'm falling apart
Don't say this won't last forever
You're breaking my heart, you're breaking my heart
Don't tell me that we will never be together
We could be, over and over
We could be, forever

It's not over, it's not over, it's never over
Unless you let it take you
It's not over, it's not over, it's not over
Unless you let it break you
It's not over

you.

Friday, February 15, 2008 @ 10:56 PM

Valentine's Day was really really fun. I'm too lazy to elaborate :D It's a secret for you to know and find out. Oh well, stayed in school and revised through Social Studies while waiting for Seraphina and the rest. Mind you, Audition's so addictive please. I was so addicted to it. Kept playing and playing on Sera's PSP. Omg, I so wanna get one. haha. Alright, good night.

Wednesday, February 13, 2008 @ 10:26 PM

Take time to realize, That your warmth is. Crashing down on in.


Common test sucks to the max, I swear. I have no time to blog, I miss my blog. Anyway, Geog and Mother Tongue tomorrow. School ends at like 3:10pm, well, I just gotta meet Boyfriend at night or something.

xo me.

Monday, February 11, 2008 @ 9:39 PM

Sup. School was boring, as usual. Common test starts tomorrow. Met Boyfriend after schoool. Home.


xo.

Sunday, February 10, 2008 @ 10:41 PM

Just met Geraldean and Jingyee outside my crib. Bitched and took pictures. Had diiner with Ann just now. School's tomorrow .

xo laaaur.

Thursday, February 07, 2008 @ 10:46 PM

pictures taken with ann in new york and there's one which I took today.

Anyway, woke up and visited my dad's siblings. After that, came back to my crib. Took a cab down to Boyfriend's house. Chilled. Cabbed home and then went to my granduncle's crib for dinner. And, my crib again. Bbq tomorrow ! Can't wait.

xo laaaur.

@ 12:59 AM

Paul got my pics :D Webcamming !

Wednesday, February 06, 2008 @ 10:20 PM

I suck at Minesweeper Flags. Seems like Ladyluck isn't with me. Jing, shut up. I'm not lousy. BITCH :D

@ 9:02 PM

I thought loving you was easy but ...

Can you just show me that you care ? A litle bit will just do. You said that if you cared, I'll go crazy. I rather go crazy then love someone who doesn't care. I need more than you're giving me. I gotta pretend everything's fine when it isn't.

xo laaaur.

@ 4:46 PM

oooo, under my umbrella.

Just got back from Jingyee's place. Before that, we were at amk hub. Met Loraine and her friend. We had lunch at New York. Oh ya, we saw Surizan ! Walked to funland to play a few rounds of rock fever then they left. Saw some insignifacant girl. Oh Please, you aren't that pretty and please don't think you are so damn great. Slapped my bestie, wtf ? It didn't even concern you la. I feel like taking a pair of sciccors and snip of your fugly hair and I make sure I stand there and laugh at you. And I hope everyone witnesses it. You are so so so god damn fake too. Ehmagawd, I really can't stand the sight of you. It really irks me to death. So promiscuous when you're not even pretty ! Bah, don't wish to talk about her already. Reunion dinner later and I miss my Boyfriend. He just woke up.

xo laaaaur.

Tuesday, February 05, 2008 @ 10:40 PM

Hello. Okay, I'm so not in the mood.

@ 1:58 PM

040208.


Dad & Mom picked me up from school today. Kailrence was being such a annoying pest today. Fuck him. Maybe catching a movie with Boyfriend later. Ehmagawd, I got shcoked out of my life just now. I was walking out of the kitchen, when I saw this freaking hairy thing on the table, it was this really ugly monkey ! He saw me and fled off with the cake thingy my grandma made. And I was so stunned, you know. Bloody wretched monkey ! I'm currently munching on seaweed right now. It's gooood. haha. I'm off to check the time slots for One Missed Call. seee yaaa, I so don't wanna be yaaa. keh, that was so tremendously lame.

xo laaaur.

Monday, February 04, 2008 @ 9:12 PM

it goes on forever and ever.


Hello. I'm in a pretty good mood today. I did something unexpected and it cost me to lose my face, thanks to Lionel. Ahahaha. Skip that part, don't wish to talk about it cus it's really embarrassing. Anyway, folks, I'm with him. Surprised eh ? haha. shocking. Oh well, that's all. with love.

Me.

Sunday, February 03, 2008 @ 10:45 PM

Swing, swing, swing.


Hello. Went to Bugis street with Jolene, bought many stuff then Jolene came over to my place to get the superman belt. After that, Ann and I went to amk hub to catch a movie, 27 Dresses. It was awesome ! We had New York for dinner :DDD


Sweetheart, let's not bicker anymore.\

@ 12:34 AM

Just lie with me tonight, just one more night.


Sweetheart, I wonder what you're thinking. You said you love me but you didn't show me your heart. What do you expect me to do ? And if you don't believe me, just put your hands on me.

Saturday, February 02, 2008 @ 11:10 PM

Our Reunion.

Hello. Met Lionel's mom and Racheal at 9:30am at chong boon mac. Cabbed down to Boy's home. Picked that baldy up. haha. He's so so cute laaa. Cabbed down to MCYS, I went over to Lionel's place, fell asleep, he went to meet his friends. Woke up, headed down to Bukit Timah for tuition. Dad picked me up, showered, Dad sent me to Funland to meet Jingyee and Geraldean. Then went Chomp Chomp with Lionel and his family for dinner. Finally, he sent me home. And we chilled at the playground. hahaha.


I'm quarrelling with him right now ):

@ 8:13 AM

It's pretty early right now and it's kinda weird that I'm awake right ? Haha. I'm meeting Lionel's mom at Chong Boon Mac at like 9:30am later. Oh, I so can't wait.

Friday, February 01, 2008 @ 11:09 PM

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