Thursday, January 31, 2008 @ 10:44 PM

Hello. Just got back from Lynmay's house not long ago. I was baking Lionel's cookies. It looks pretty niceee but it tastes ... haha. never mind. I can't wait for Lionel's return :DDD One more day, one more day.

Wednesday, January 30, 2008 @ 9:19 PM

@ 8:31 PM

I'VE GOT LIONEL'S LETTER !!!!!!!!!!!!!

Here it goes ...


Hey Laura,
I've received your letters sent out by you in Jan 08 before receiving the one sent out in Dec 07, that's why I'm very confused because I just received the first letter you sent me a few days ago. Sorry I was not there to help you when the incident happened.

How're you outside recently ? Doing well in school ? The new school term started already, must study hard k. Don't slacken behind (: Don't just think of playing and having fun, must put in effort to study also ok ? I'll always be there to support you no matter what decisions you make, provided it is a right decision !!! My english standard very good hor !!! :p I only left a few more days to discharge. I can't wait to leave this place because I can't wait to see you outside. Haha ... don't be too happy. Maybe I'm just joking, MAYBE ONLY LAH !!! HAHA !!!

Honestly, after being in the boy's home for so long then I finally discovered how much I love you, just like how much I love my mum (: I know after my stay in boy's home, we may not be as close as we used to be. But I promise to make it up to you after my discharge. I will cherish you de k ?

Yeah, that's his letter. The rest is his doodling :D His english sucks and he claims it's good. haha.

Wo Ai Ni.

Tuesday, January 29, 2008 @ 8:49 PM

It says it all.


House practice was a huge letdown. Everyone wasn't as sporting as I thought they would be. I shouted so loudly and everyone barely heard me. It's so disappointing. Well, I guess I'll try my best to be a good captain. Match against Fairfield tomorrow. bye.

Love,
Me.


Aku Cinta Kamu.

Monday, January 28, 2008 @ 8:07 PM

Roots are very important to the trees.
I need you like the tree needs them.

Hi readers. We lost the match against Henderson but I'm pretty satisfied with myself. I managed to intercept my Goal Defender twice and she's really fast. So yaaa, I'm happy. I have confidence in my physics test somehow. Chinese test was postponed to tomorrow, daaaaamn. House practice tomorrow ! Wooooweeee. Don't feel like going but I have to. Ciao.


You're my baby love, my baby love.
You're my everything :D

Sunday, January 27, 2008 @ 8:40 PM

I went to Vivocity for dimsum this morning then bought a pair of tights from Zara. I wanted to buy a pair of new colored contact lenses but apparently, my mom got mad at me so she didn't buy. Match against Henderson tomorrow. There's physics and chinese test tomorrow. THERE'S TEST EVERDAY OF MY LIFE. Secondary 3 life is really hectic. Joey's dumb. She says "One hundred and ten dollars and one dollar." which is actually 111 bucks. How dumb !

Love,
Me.

Ps: I'm still not over you.

Saturday, January 26, 2008 @ 11:11 PM

Laura's really tired of life.

@ 10:43 AM

Good Morning. I had a very very very scary dream last night. The worst nightmare I ever had. You & ___ did stuff which only you and I do, infront of me, I was so traumatised. I woke up in a shock, it was around 4am and i started weeping again. I called Joey and she managed to get some sense into my brain that it was only a dream. I'm so dumb, it was only a dream and I took it for real. I have tuition later.

I even cry for you when I sleep.
Look at how much pain you've left me.
4 In The Morning.

Friday, January 25, 2008 @ 9:58 PM

I fake a smile so that you wouldn't see. You're the only one who's got enough of me to break my heart. You look away without giving a glance, I wonder if you know you're the only one I think of every night. You walk pass me without knowing I existed and I feel the excuriating pain in me. You keep me wishing on a wishing star. Baby, I really love you.


It hurts so so much.\

@ 9:37 PM

Peirce Workout Practice was alright, there was just some conflicts here and there. Hmmm, Joey, I know you're doing your best and I'll stand by you :D I love you, girlfriend. Didn't do much in school, the main thing of today was Peirce Workout. So yaaaa. Alright, goodbye.


He's The Reason Of The Teardrops On My Guitar.

Thursday, January 24, 2008 @ 8:05 PM

I'm so gonna flunk Social Studies. Ehmagawd. Remedial. I gotta buck up. Anyway, training was alright and I think I did pretty well except using the medicine ball to do our passes. My passes are still weak when I use the medicine ball, I gotta train hard. Our next match is on Monday. Hmmm, pretty nervous about it. Peirce workout practice tomorrow. Those who are going, please meet at the canteen at 1pm after your lunch. The basketballers lost today. Guys, it's okay ! It's only the beginning, I believe you all can thrash the school you're playing against with the next time round. Oh yeah, before I forget, Angeline and I got sent out of the class by Ren Jing during chinese period. haha. It was because we kept laughing. It was really dumb but funny la. haha.

xo pretty.

We crossed the deepest oceans and cargo across the seas.
Someday when our stories are told.
They'll tell of a love like this.
When our descendants are growing old, 1000 years we'll be singing.

Tuesday, January 22, 2008 @ 9:25 PM

@ 8:43 PM

Salutations. I got home a long long time ago and decided to blog right now. The match with Outram Park totally sucked don't wish to elaborate about it. On the phone with Seraphina & Joey right now :D Chemistry test was bad, I didn't know how to do. Oh great ! I failed physics test and I gotta go for remedial and I will most probably fail my chemistry. Oh whatever. Oh yeaaah, before I forget, students from Hawk House please go for house practice next Tuesday and please join Peirce Workout, we really need people. The more the merrier ! Don't be shy, please. Hawks gonna win this year man. haha.

What hurts the most.\

Sunday, January 20, 2008 @ 10:29 PM

Today was a pretty awesome day. I woke up early and went straight to my granduncle's place. It's my great grandmother's death anniversary today. So we payed our respects to her and we had lunch there. I came home and took a pretty long nap. I received a very pleasent text message from Lionel's mother. Well, he got my letters. Like finally. Gee, it's about time man. Unfortunately, I've tuition on 2Feb and I might not be able to go pick him up. I'll think of something. Anyway, I was watching Heroes on Starworld. The show's amazing. Jan, Lowell and Bernard came over to my place cus Jan wanted to get his vcd back. They watched me as I do my Design & Technology homework and Lowell was really funny. Mom ordered Macdonald's for us. Ate and chatted about almost everything. It was fun ! I called for a cab for them and they left. So here I am, punching into the keyboard noting everything that I've done today. The netball tornament starts tomorrow. Ehmagawd, time pass really fast. I have faith in our team, I know we can do it if we want to. Alright, that's all.

Love,
Me.

Saturday, January 19, 2008 @ 9:56 PM

Hey. I bought three pairs of shoes today. I'm not in the mood to blog right now.

Why do my tears still fall for you ?
Why does my heart still bleeds for you ?
Why do I still hang around you ?
Why do I still care for you ?
Why do I still love you ?

Friday, January 18, 2008 @ 11:17 PM

Hello. I just got back from Funland with Jing. Came back from training, showered then went out. Hmmm, had many rounds of Rock Fever then we played pool :D I'm so darn darn darn tired. Trained like hell today. Tomorrow's 19January. Man ... sigh.


let's go back to the past.\

Thursday, January 17, 2008 @ 10:22 PM

Credits to Racheal :D

@ 8:30 PM

Hello. I went to Prata House with Veron, Jazreel, Hannah and the Rugby players. Ordered alot but I didn't finish cus I was so so full. Then met Jing at Casuarina then go home. Had training today, was feeling kinda restless, not in the mood to train. Don't know why :| There's training tomorrow again. Oh Great ! Then there was physics test after school for all the express classes. It was alright. I'm so tired & I'm so lazy to do my homework. There's homework everyday man :O I just had a Grape Flavour Vitagen :D Hmmm, I'm talking to Jan and Jingyee right now. Alright, that's all.


I'm happy just the way we are.\

Wednesday, January 16, 2008 @ 7:11 PM

Hello. I just got back home. I went over to Yuenman's place for awhile then came home. Tired :| Bloody Paul's webcam got problem still wanna webcam with me. that idiot.

Tuesday, January 15, 2008 @ 7:21 PM

Arigato :D I just came home. I met Jing for lunch with Weijie and then I went to Bugis with Jing and her aunt. I bought earrings and a white tube top and I'm brokeeee. Never mind, I shall ask for more cash. Aha, school was pretty alright. He talked to me and we smiled to each other pretty often. I'm contented already. haha. Anyway, I'm webcamming with Elmo. HAHAHAHAHA ! I can't stand Green Tea. I hate it to the core core core core. Ehmagawd, she's so full of herself. " You cut my queue, you fucking shit !" Whatever. People see you too ugly then cut your queue what. Stupid bimbo. Oh no no no, not bimbo cus bimbo's are pretty girls with no brains. But you're ugly so yaaa, u are not a bimbo. You're some fugly thang. I shall not talk about her already, waste of time and energy only. She's gonna graduate anyway :D

I've been hurt by love again.\

Sunday, January 13, 2008 @ 10:32 PM

@ 10:23 PM

I'm rushing on my Design&Technology homework right now. Gee, it's all so last minute laaa. Webcamming with Jolene right now :D Jing's moody right now, don't know why. There's school tomorrow. Good Night.

- ❥LORAINE I'm stuck on your love. says:
hi elmo, I love you!

@ 6:15 PM

Hello. I feel sticky. Bye :D ( Laura's high cus Lionel misses her. )


Skin deep, I need more than you're giving me.\

@ 12:19 PM

halo:) my letter for you all, first is jie. how are you? ask you help me go buy one story book will die ar? haha. how laura? she got write letter for me right? send to me k? mus faster. i cant wait to see, going to be mad liao. miss her too much. i at here fine la, very boring only and see one star also very hard. mus help me take care of my mum k? she only got 1 son that is me so if(touchwood) anything happen mus hlp me take care of her k. swee swee:) if not you BAO SI. jkjk. and ask ahmin dont eat too much lah. mus diet and ask her dont anyhow be my laura good fren!! haha. hlp me tell ah cai , wang jian and yongjin 2/2/08 2pm at chong boon mac meet k. tell them i canort write letter to them cause i dont have their address so they mus write letter to me 1st.send regard to all my friends. tc my family.

from Lionel to his older cousin :D that pundeh.

@ 11:21 AM

Salutations all. I woke up really early today cus I slept really early last night, around 8 plus. I was so freaking tired. The CCA orientation was pretty cool, quite a number of people joined netball :D Better than last year. Hmmm, I'm still tired :| don't know why. I've been feeling really restless ever since school started. There's school tomorrow. Pure torture. 19 January is coming. The day where I will be perished. The day my heart bleeds to death. It's gonna be a year already. Oh well, till then.

I wish to distance myself from you.
You are a plague which kills me everytime I see you.

Friday, January 11, 2008 @ 8:48 PM

What have come of you ? You're not like what you used to be. You're a different person this year or were you like that all along and you just put up a fake front infront of me ? You've become such a total promiscuous person and you still have the guts to say I am. I reckon you realise how much you've hurt me, time and again. You won't ever realise it man. Come to think about it, you're such a naive person. Really really naive. And hello, I'm not a materialistic person like you. You should just totally get a life. If you don't wish to talk to me, fine ! Do whatever you like, pretend I never existed.I hate you so so much. You don't know how much hatred builds up in everyday when I see you. but at the same time loves builds up too. Okay, I'm pathetic.

@ 6:34 PM

Hello. I just came back from netball training not long ago. Our netball season starts next Wednesday. Goodness Gracious Me, it's so fast and I'm so not prepared. It rained today. God's crying for me cus he knows what I'm going through right now. Ah crap. Oh well, I'm so sticky right now. haha. There's the CCA orientation tomorrow. Gotta wake up early on a Saturday, daaaamn. Then I've to rush home then my mom sends me for tuition. Tuition ... (Grumbling.) That's all, I guess. xo L.

The last 8 months were just a pretend.
The thought of you using me cuts me deeply.
I just wanna move on but the cut you gave me is way way too deep.
Can't you see what I'm going through right now ?
You've put me through so many emotions.
Words I'm hearing are starting to get old.
I still get lost in your eyes.
Closing my eyes, and you chased my thoughts away.
I just wanna talk to you ...

Wednesday, January 09, 2008 @ 11:15 PM

Bangs bang should bang the wall. My fringe is like ... ehmagawd, I'm speechless. I so regretted cutting. Pfffft. Alright, I shall go to bed now.

xo L.\

@ 7:25 PM

Hello hello hello. I came back around 6 today. I was in school studying, you know. And I was helping my blob do up her poster thingy for her drama thingy for cca orientation. The blooody black paint was so difficult to be removed. I had a really really hard time to get it off my skin. Anyway, I've decided to cut bangs. I know it's so out of trend already but my fringe's waaaay to long alr. God, I guess I'll look like a freak tomorrow. Damn damn damn. Whatever laaa. haha. My mom signed me up for tuition :O EHMAGAWD! (Laura runs around in circles and bangs the wall and ahhh, she's falling, falling and gone ...) haha. I'm gonna get my hair snipped off now. till then.

Best friend's lollipop cus lollipop's are loved.\

Sunday, January 06, 2008 @ 5:41 PM

That bloody Lionel didn't receive my letter. Damn it. Sickening ! I gotta rewrite again. Bye ! >:(

@ 2:52 PM

It's such a wonderful Sunday today :D But unfortunately, I got a scolding from Seraphina this morning cus I didn't call her back. I fell asleeep laaa. Sorry. My earhole's hurting alot.

Saturday, January 05, 2008 @ 11:20 PM

Oh Hello There ! I pierced my ear today and I went shopping :D

Friday, January 04, 2008 @ 9:37 PM

Yay ! I'm like finally blogging once again. Hmmmm, how was first day of school ? Well, it was good but at the same time, it's bad. Why ? Apparently, someone's in my class. & that someone was once really special to me. But then, we've both gone our different ways. Somehow, I miss him terribly. Okay fuck it, this is so dumb :| Ahhhh, well, I've moved on and yaaaa, I'll forget the past. The scar you left me is nothing but just a painful memory. Gee, I sound so emotional. haha.

I watched I AM LEGEND today after school. It was soooo coool but yaaa, sad too. Came home and slept. I was really tired man. Alright tata.


You're the mistake I'll gladly repeat.\

Tuesday, January 01, 2008 @ 9:46 PM

@ 5:11 PM

Happy New Year, everyone !!! I came home at three yesterday. I'm so freaking tired. Ann's over at my place now, she's sleeping on the couch. haha. School reopens tomorrow :| shiiit.

I had a very eccentric dream of you and now, I feel so insecure.\

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