Monday, June 30, 2008 @ 11:15 PM

Why are you so agitated with the word fuck? Why the fuck are you so fucking agitated about? nb _l_

@ 10:06 PM

Plain and simple. A great place to note down my mundane life! Save me from this excruciating pain, anyone? I am a bitch. Am I? Yes, I am. I feel so lost. I feel so out of place. I am in pain. I've been cut right to the bone. I should let out some tears now and then to relieve the pain. I should! Yes, I am going to do it now. Sew my heart please.

Me love, Laura.

Labels: You leave me breathless.

@ 8:42 PM

Training today was more tough than usual because Hongyu came but it was pretty okay. Physics test today sucked and I actually thought it would be easy. YU ANN'S COMING BACK TONIGHT! I can't wait to see her tomorrow. Gonna catch a moveeeee or something and Jaz's birthday is on Thursday! Bitch, what ya planning to do? Come on, think! I am friggin' tired after a long day and I am gonna turn in early tonight. The thought of a coach coming to train us amplified my interest in trainings. I am somehow motivated to work harder because there's someone proper to guide us. Hopefully, we're able to get a coach. There is Maths test this Thursday! I think I am gonna fail. How? (fuck this shitxz) I am incorrigible!

I wonder when will this pain subside. It should be Karma, it has to be Karma. Karma hit me without me knowing. I was the one who let you down, I was the one who broke your heart. The fault lies with me and here I am bleeding in endless guilt. Tell me why this hurts so much? My hands around your throat and I think I hate you. "Laura, you gotta move on!" this sentence will definitely be at the top of the charts when it's played on the jukebox. How cliche! My friends think that I am not trying but frankly speaking, I am. I am taking my very first step in moving on, I need time so maybe if you could just shut the spoiled radio, I will feel so much better. "It's no use looking back or wondering because I have lost you forever." Jaz is so right. What is the point? If only I was as strong as you, Joey. If only...

Sayonara dopes.

Labels: I was born to tell you I love you.

Sunday, June 29, 2008 @ 8:39 PM

Wazzup! Aunt Mae and Jeek are over for dinner, it's beeeen so so long since I have seen Aunt Jeek. San Diago at the end of the year with TAN YU ANN! Can't wait. Last tuition today with Ms Saw, I am starting to miss her already. School's on tomorrow! Bah..

XOXO, Laura.

(So you think you can jag me with Z in terms of being guailan? Well, I'm glad to say "Congratulations, you've won the jackpot!" Maybe I was being harsh to say you were dumb and it was my fault because I never spared a thought for your feelings but using Z to jag me, it's enough to tear me down. You used such personal attacks which even I, don't know how to react to it. Ironically, I dealt it cooly. If you expected me to jag you back with G, I'm so sorry to say I don't use such hurting stuff to bring someone down, well, maybe calling you dumb was hurtful enough but not to the extend... you know, you know. All I can say, you are another person like YS and that sucks to the max.)

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Saturday, June 28, 2008 @ 10:22 PM

I bought a bunch of wrapping paper from PaperChase to wrap my textbooks! The stationerys there are really pretty. I'm going back again next week with Joey and Jingyee to get some stuff for school. Well, Jingyee left us to meet Mingyang and then Veron, Joey and I went to esplanade to take peekchas. Then we had a heart-to-heart and we were lucky cus there were fireworks. It was a awesome sight! Tuition tomorrow, last day with Ms Saw. I will definitely miss her!

XOXO

@ 1:17 PM

I am finally going out with Jingyee today! After so so long. The thing is, we do not know where to go.

Friday, June 27, 2008 @ 8:52 PM

@ 8:25 PM

Caught sleeping during DNT.

It's the end of the week. Well, technically. School was enjoyable! We went to Jaz's place to swim after school then Joey, Jaz, Lyn May, Germaine, WeiHao and I headed down to AJC for the briefing for the CIP thingy. The rest stayed when we were suppose to go together. What bitches right! But I still love them all the same. I saw Lionel at Hub today. What a day!

XOXO, Laura.

Wednesday, June 25, 2008 @ 8:20 PM

This week has been a rather hectic week for me! Tuition almost everyday cus Joey and I gotta make up for the sessions we missed. It is super tiring, I tell you! 3 hours non-stop everyday. There is tuition again tomorrow. Anyway, our class moved down to the first floor because of his ankle. Amanda, stop cursing please! School barely started and I am already so stressed up. What to do! Sec 3 already, need to study. I am going to bed soon. I am tired. Screw my computer, my alphabets are missing! I have to copy and paste.

Love, Laura.


Today, dressed up
In designer drugs
Dedicated to the one
I'll always love
The one who really messed me up

Sunday, June 22, 2008 @ 2:32 AM

Once again, I am blogging because I'm bored. I wanna try seeshaaaaaaaaaa! seeeshaaaaaaaaaaaa seeeeshaaaaaaaaaaaaa seeeeshaaaaaaaaaaaaaa! School Blues man. Screw Monday, really screw it. I want seeeeeeeeeshaaaaaaaaaaaaaa. I want my seeeeeshaaaaaaaaa please! Damn, I am so tempted to try it but according to Mark, it kills faster than ciggs. Tuition tomorrow, damn damn damn damn. I am sick, I wanna be sick, I feel sick! School blues, school blues, school blues, school blues..

xoxo hots.

@ 1:45 AM

Under my pathetic umbrella. Sampat!

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Saturday, June 21, 2008 @ 10:40 PM

I am having a splitting headache. I am gonna die. What am I gonna do? School's on Monday and there's so much unfinished homeowrk. One word: Screwed. What am I gonna do! I can't possibly rush it all in one day. Or maybe I can. No, impossible. Gossip Girl is taking a long time to load and I am getting impatient. Oh my oh my! I am driving myself up the wall.

I dread going to school on Monday but I miss wearing school uniform. How weird right! Amanda feels the same way too. It's true how weird people mingle with each other. On the contrary, weird people are cool people. I have no been to Sentosa ever since the freaking holidays started. What the fish is this! We were suppose to go there every week but we didn't do it. I am hopping mad. There's so much unfinished business that are yet to be done. I DUA-NEH-NEH, you jealous? IKAT RAMBUT TINGI-TINGI? (hair tie high-high) CANNOT IS IT? IS IT ANY OF YOUR BUSINESS? :D
Love, laura.


How hard is it to unlove you?

@ 7:44 PM

I just had dinner. Parents and sisters are out, they went to Sheng Shiong to get stuff. There's tuition tomorrow! Man, the though of it spoils my mood. I was on hiatus for Gossip Girl but I am back on it. You know how annoying it is when your laptop hangs while you are loading the video? Very! Extremely irritating, I swear.

My phone has scratches here and there. It has been disfigured. Partly because of Yusheng that bloody fat bastard. He dropped my phone twice and it wasn't just a minor fall. It dropped real hard. Yusheng, don't you ever touch my phone, sickening la you! Irritating, forever dropping my phone. YOU HANDS OFF MY PHONE!

XOXO


'Cause I'm not comin' back I'm closin' the door
I used to be trippin' over missin' you
But I'm not anymore
I got the picture phone, baby your picture's gone
Couldn't stand to see your smile everytime you dialled

@ 5:18 PM

More peekchas at Amanda's blog. I am in the striped tee.


I threaded my eyebrows yesterday and I did henna at Little India. Amanda and Rina did henna too. It is pretty! I had Ice Kachang after that. Took a bus down to amk central to have dinner. Water fountain after that, it was fun but unfortunately, Rina injured her toe. Sera taught me a little of shuffling. It is hard but awesome! XOXO.


Yours sincerely,
Yours.

Thursday, June 19, 2008 @ 11:04 PM

It was a nice hot day today. I wanted to catch kungfu panda with my friends but there WEREN'T ANY TICKETS LEFT FOR THE TIME SLOT WE WANTED!! :(
And so, we went to the water fountain at central to hang out, played with the water and got all wet. It was pretty fun.

Missed netball training because I couldn't get up! (i'm a SNORLEX!)
Rine stayed over and she cooked egg for me for supper!(SHE'S REALLY NICE!)
It was great and then she left for her volleyball training.

Tomorrow, I'll be cycling at bishan park with my friends. :)

LOVE LAURA.

Credits: COLIN (cool shit!) :)


I bleed for the second time tonight
holding the love that's in my mind.
If only my love could be with you.
If only this pain, this pain died too
So I break you away, away, away from me

Tuesday, June 17, 2008 @ 11:58 PM

CIP tomorrow. XOXO

@ 10:11 PM

I am sick. I didn't go out with them today, I suppose Yusheng didn't go too because of his eye. Well, get well soon buddy! My dad met the VP today and I have to see her on the first day of school. Another round of lecture, Laura! I am so impressed with her, don't she get sick of lecturing students everyday? I mean, she's the Vice Principal afterall but.. I wonder how she does it. There's IPW tomorrow and I have to return to school. Thanks Jocie for the reminder, I bet Sera forgotten about it. Thus, I am gonna remind her tonight. Buh bye.

Love, laura.


lace off your shoes.

@ 3:07 AM

Life's seems so surreal to me. It's so disorienting, hallucinatory quality of a dream.

My tummy has been hurting for 2 days. I bought pills from 7-eleven today and it managed to relieve the pain I have endured for 2 days. How cool is that! Not. They are catching Kungfu Panda tomorrow but I doubt I am going. Okay, maybe I am. Well, that will have to depend on how I am feeling. My throat's getting sore from all the snacks I have been eating lately. Night cravings should stop man, even my mom is complaining about my belly.

Great, I am online and no one is talking to me. Everyone's busy or either away and I, the only one, is online. How saddening can that be! School's gonna start in a few days time, I really should start bucking up. Oh, how many times have I said that and I am not achieving it? Why oh why am I digging my own grave! I am going to lie in it soon if I go this way.

What should I have for breakfast tomorrow? I shall have some pancakes or maybe prata. Morning call from Sera tomorrow!

Much love, laura.

@ 1:04 AM

I have stopped Gossip Girl for quite some time already and I am missing it right now. There's nothing much to blog about today. My dad's meeting the VP tomorrow, screw her. I think I am sick...

Love, Laura.

Don't sell your heart
Don't say we're not meant to be

Monday, June 16, 2008 @ 2:39 AM

Great! I am still awake. Training tomorrow, should I go? Well, my tummy still hurts. Seraphina and Rina just hung up, all went to bed and I am alone. Screw them. Night world.

XOXO, laura.



I walked out of that door,
even though you gave me a missed call.
You needn't run the red lights with me,
perhaps you'll be the one who will fall.
I won't look back, I will overcome this setback.
Definitely, maybe.

Sunday, June 15, 2008 @ 7:42 PM

gotta keep moving on, moving on.

IT came! IT came! I am so relieved IT came. I am so so glad IT came. Tuition sucked because I had really terrible stomach cramps. The rest are out for dinner and I cannot go due to the excruciating pain. Relatives are over at my place for dinner, Mom cooked Nasi Lemak. It was good. There is netball tomorrow, wrong timing. I am hesitating to go. Sera, you better go! Kungfu Panda on Tuesday instead of M.O.S or Zouk. We are good girls who will not go bad. No clubbing kay, girls! Screw Cathay, they are not selling my chicken bake rice anymore, how on earth am I going to enjoy my show! To reflect on myself, I used to be such a horrifying, ignorant bitch last time. I was self-centered. I am terrible! Those who apparently reads my little diary here and insist on telling tales to him, go ahead. J, I did not know the people in our school are so scandalous. Interesting. I know someone just backstabbed me and spilled the beans (my dirty little secret). Read read read my blog & go tell your lovely tales to him :) I miss my old desktop. All my songs and peeekchas I once had and last of all Maple Story. The bloody game my sisters were so into.

I am blasting Your Life & Mine by Just Surrender now. It has been playing for the past few minutes. You know what, I have not showered ever since I came back. My keyboard is sucking to the core. The h and g has some technical problems. I cannot seem to punch them down. You must be wondering how I managed to blog? Copy and paste. It is freaking irritating. I shall hit the showers.

Love, laura.

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