Saturday, May 31, 2008 @ 11:42 PM

@ 10:57 PM

Hey you! Ain't you just so glad that I am finally walking out of that door? There won't be anyone circling around you, poking her nose into your stupid life. Ain't you just so so glad? You've finally got rid of someone whom loved you so much and made so much sacrfices for you. Kudos to you man! You can have the time of your life mingling with different girl each time huh, I never expected you to turn out like that neither did I expect myself to be of a better person than you. It's really sad to know that you maybe lying to yourself all these wile to save your pathetic face! Just cus you've gained all the popularity in school doesn't make you some bigshot, you know! Girls screaming for you and offering you candies and chocolate bars are so cliche to me now. I promise you it won't affect me at all ever again. I can assure you that you'll get sick of it sooner or later.

Wait, I think you're a joke. You'd give up anything just for your reputation. Let me tell you, what goes up will always go down. I shall see what happens when the seniors graduate. Stop taking things for granted, life isn't a bed of roses. Stop treating your mom like a maid, if you have changed then good for you. Your sister isn't your dog. I don't have the rights to say these to you but I feel that I should. Stop being complacent! I hope I can see the better part of you in the future. You've disappointed me greatly. Get a life!

@ 9:35 PM

I woke up pretty late this morning. I had a good night sleep. Joey came over to my crib after her dance audition. Changed then headed down to Central to meet the other girls. Bugis street after that, Joey, Sera and I bought a bag each. Xlaura bought a dress and a pair of shoes for this Tues clubbing. I came home early as it was Grandpa's birthday. Click 5 concert tomorrow! I can't wait. I really miss Bankok, if only we had more time there. I regretting wishing I was home back then. It's too little too late.

I've thought it through. This sky will make me sick, So I'll give up on you, I'll give up on this. I won't miss you anymore. Lately, I have been thinking about what to do. I have been stressing to get over you. I'll always remember how you do me like this.


Goodbye shits.

Friday, May 30, 2008 @ 11:09 PM

I miss you, Thailand.

Everyone, I am feeling very down right now. Why am I always lying to myself? I promised to move on and forget him but I'm still caught in this chunk of mess. Venice is right, I think I should get my priorities right. I'm hopeless.

@ 2:12 PM

@ 1:18 PM

I am back from camp. It's my last camp and I have enjoyed myself so very much. We did alot of shopping and I enjoyed the Water Rafting the most. The Thai guy who helped us with our boat was called Nom. He's super hot, I swear! I miss him so much right :( I'm too lazy to elaborate about the camp. Buh bye! Peekchas will be up soon. Stay tune!

Why do you keep looking at me?
Let me go in peace.

Sunday, May 25, 2008 @ 8:10 PM

I am gonna do it once again. Post my very very last post. I'm gonna hit the bathroom soon as I am gonna meet my girlies at 9 at big mac with our bulky bags. I am gonna miss my bed. I nearly forgot to bring my begger shirt, the one I can never sleep without. I bet you guys are wondering, begger shirt? hahahaha. Alright, bye everyone. I'll be back!!!!!!!!

@ 1:12 PM

Combined Cultural Performance at Nanyang Junior College was great. Veron did perfectly fine, she looked good on stage. Oh well, tuition later at 4:30. I'll be meeting Joey at around 3:30 at the usual bus stop. Camp tonight! I'm starting to get excited over it. I'm gonna make the best outta it, I'm gonna have so much fun with my chikaaaas. It's the last camp :( Alright, buh bye. I'll be back on Thursday!



You're my favourite peekcha.

Saturday, May 24, 2008 @ 4:11 PM

Cultural Performance later! I do not know what to wear, what am I gonna do? Oh well, whatever. I am almost done with my packing. Almost done. We're gonna take lots and lots of peekchas tonight. Stay tune!


You'll always be.

Friday, May 23, 2008 @ 11:20 PM

My Little Miss Xiao Gao, I adore you so so much.

Headed to Cineleisure then Heeren, got the stuff Sera needed for camp. Back to Cineleisure, hung around for awhile then we went to Takashimaya. Joey and I bought a spongebob pencil case from the Kids Department! Sera and Rina got their stuff from there too. hahaha. Paragon after that, played at Toys "R" Us then went to Starbucks for a drink. Home. Cultural performance tomorrow! Can't wait. Ciao.


It's so hard to accept the fact that you're gone forever.

@ 12:36 PM

@ 12:25 PM

The holidays are finally here!!! Finally. Finally. Finally. Finally. Hanging out with cheeeekaaaasss later. I'm over the moooon. Buh byeeeeeeee!!!!


I'm gonna miss you for this whole month.
Much love.

Wednesday, May 21, 2008 @ 10:17 PM

David Cook <3

@ 8:53 PM

I had tuition again today. 3 hours. I nearly died. Joey and I were totally in distress! But we managed to go through it together, hurhur. Another 3 hours tomorrow. Report books will be out tomorrow, I am so dead. Oh well... I gotta face the music. I should get started with my packing for the camp. I can't wait! okay, bye.


Take my heart, rip it apart.
I'd rather you take a gun and point it at my head.
You've soiled my heart with those pair of hands.
All that's left unsaid aren't meant to be said.
Films of polaroids, pictures of you and I,
have you seen the amount of tears I hav cried?

Tuesday, May 20, 2008 @ 10:34 PM

Hello. School sucked because Mrs Poh and Ms Lee scolded me for my nose stud. Had lunch with Joey, Weijie and Rina. Tuition after that. I just woke up. Freaking tired. Tuition tomorrow again!


You're a problem, I'll never solve.
How do I say it and let it go?
You never told me just what you wanted,
I'm only guessing you're wanting me.
I never said this is what I wanted,
A love that's shaking and all onesided.
So tell me why you have kept me here,
Empty and lifeless, afraid to leave this.
Should I stay and pretend to smile?
There's nothing for me, I need to go.

Monday, May 19, 2008 @ 10:25 PM

I enjoyed myself at Sentosa today. It was freakingly hot! Sun tanning was great. Caught Made of Honour, it's fantabulous. Met Mayling and Jingyee after that, home. xo love.

You're just another part of me.

Sunday, May 18, 2008 @ 11:27 PM

@ 11:01 PM

So, I went for tuition with Joey. After that, I met Sera at Starbucks. I had my Iced White Chocolate Mocha! Had our dinner at the foodcourt. We took a cab to Yusheng's grandmother's place to find him. Chilled at the playground, Eunice came to find us. Met Rina at the bus stop then went to town. I pierced my nose again. Sentosa tomorrow! Those who are going don't be late or else you're gonna have a taste of my fist. hawhawhawhaw. Everyone please give a helping hand to the victims of the Earthquake! I feel so sorry for them. We should help them okay. We must! We must! Please know that we're very lucky that Singapore is on the equator and there isn't any natural disaster. Good night world!


The boy across the classroom told me he doesn't love me anymore.

@ 3:07 PM

Hey there.

I know its kinda weird, me sending you an email & all. But I just wanna let you know that I don't blame you for hating me. It is my fault that you do after all. Im being such a bitch to you because I just can't believe you got over me that quickly. I guess I just don't wanna face the fact that we're over & I won't be getting you back. I took you for granted. I didn't realise that you meant the world to me. You still do, actually. Im not writing this to make you feel angry, upset or guilty in anyway. Im neither writing this email to you to get you back, I just want us to be okay with each other. It'll make me feel better to know we're on good terms. So I guess im also doing this for myself. Im sorry about the things I wrote on my blog, if you have actually read it. I guess I write all that to keep face. So I won't look so pathetic because of how you make me feel. Though our relationship wasn't a strong one. I can be sure to say, you're the best thing that has ever happened to me. You may not except this email, but at least now, I can say that I tried to make things right. You know that no matter what happens, I'll always remember you, Zuo Kuan. Thank you for everything you've done for me. & im sorry for everything I've done to hurt you.

Take care of yourself,
Laura.

(Evidence that I really wanna forget him)

Saturday, May 17, 2008 @ 10:42 PM

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