moment of truth

Sunday, May 27, 2007 @ 7:35 PM

Was packing my stuff for camp tomorrow while talking to Fiona . really frustrating . urgh . haha . walking up and down the stairs to get the things I want , bah , it was tiring .Gotta report in school at 5:50am . Man , it's freaking early . How am I gonna wake up ?! Charging my ipod for tomorrow's bus ride . yeah . It's gonna be a long long journey & it will be boring . haha . Hmmm , my throat's so much better (: hehe . I'm over your lies & I'm over your games . Going to school with Jinyee . Come to think about it , I am kinda reluctant to go . haha . Zuokuan's upset ): Oh well , that's all .
Love,
Laura .

Saturday, May 26, 2007 @ 10:52 PM

Just came back from the night safari . yeah . went with kok ping , zuokuan , honghan , mengda, jinyee and hazel . yeah . It's hazels birthday today (: so I brought her out . haha . It was okay . I prefer the zoo . Went to school this morning for our Family Day . It was kinda boring . The haunted maze by 4A2 is quite scary , it made me screamed . hahaha . ah , I am sick . Had fever just now and the sore throat's still there ): I am soooooooo tired . I'm wearing jeans now , feel so tight and uncomfotable . sigh . I don't know why I jught sighed , just felt like it . lol . I'm so lame . Oh well , that's all .
With lots of love ,
your beloved Laura .

Thursday, May 24, 2007 @ 10:15 PM

Claire's going to Slovakia later . Some stupid international competition there . Bon Voyage , lovely little sister . (: Should I or should I not send her to the airport ? I have school tomorrow :/ Hmmm , her flight is at 0100 . She will be there for a week or so . I am going for camp on Monday , yeah . Gonna pack my stuff tomorrow or something . My eyes are like kinda swollen because I cried ): ah , that's all I guess . Ciao .

@ 7:23 PM

You broke up with me because you said I am always flirting . Look who's talking man , you are also flirting with that Jazreel bitch . Get a life ! How many times do you wanna lie to me and break your promises ? I know you think that everything you do is right . Fod God's Sake , I wasn't flirting with Shao Wen . You always say you trust me , but I don't see the trust in you at all . Come on , Shaowen was trying to put paint on my face because I did that to him . So i ran away and he chased me , then he wanted to put so I retaliate . IS THAT FLIRTING ? Please go to the dictionary and check it up . How many times have you told me you will change ? If you can't do what I did for you , then don't say you will do it . You always say you are gonna change but you always think that I do something which made you pissed so you forgot about changing . there's no such thing , if you're willing to change , you will change no matter what . Can you please do some self reflection for once , seriously ? You just keep on hurting me time and again . What more do you want from me sial ?! I've already given you everything and you know it . sigh . I have said my piece again . I've been telling you this again & again . But it doesn't seem to get into you . I really don't know what you want , I am not perfect . No one is ...

Oh boy ,
what do you want from me ?
I doubt you can even see ,
all the pain I am going through .
Why can't you give me everything ?
You know I'm giving every bit of my heart .
I can't withstand all this alone ,
it really hurts .
Hurts so bad that it kills .
The tears are pouring like rain ,
yes ,
I am going insane .
You doubt me ,
you lied to me ,
you broke your promises .
It's enough to kill the whole of me .
Do I deserve all this shit ?

Wednesday, May 23, 2007 @ 9:16 PM

It was a freaking bad day today for me ): Hmmm , my mom has to meet the teachers . She seems cool about it , yeah . well , we're getting our report cards tomorrow . Overall , I failed maths only F9 . the rest or Cs & Bs . yes . Not pleased with it at all . I've thought about it ... I am gonna study real hard . My mom's nice . After knowing my marks , she talked to me nicely . Man , I love her . well, I am changing song on my blog . Hope you people like it .
Always Love ,
Laura

All I wanted was to know I'm safe
Don't want to lose the love I've found
Remember when you said that you would change
Don't let me down
It's not fair how you are
I can't be complete, can you give me more?
& all I know is
You got to give me everything
& nothing less cause
You know I give you all of me

Tuesday, May 22, 2007 @ 9:50 PM

Went to Jaggi's for dinner just now . Indian food (: before that , was at fareast plaza with ONGJINYEE , yes . I bought a belt from 77th street and we both did hair extension . I have a violet red streak on my hair and ONGJINYEE's is green . yeah . Then we sort of tattooed ourselves :D Okay , nothing much to blog about today . see ya .
Love ,
Laura

Sunday, May 20, 2007 @ 3:20 PM

Had tuition just now . I felt so restless , couldn't focus & I kept fidgeting . I bet fat teacher was fed up with me :D Stupid Paul Cheng's so mean to me today . asshole . I just wanna scream & lose control . Was suppose to go out with veron & Jin but veron couldn't go and Jin has dance till 4:30 . The problem is , I have no money . My mom doesn't wanna give me some . evil witch ):

I so wanna buy that dress from BUS STOP at amk hub . ah , I need to wait till next week when I get my money ): Hmmmm , I miss jinyee . haha . Saw that , Jin ? Be glad I wrote that . Seriously , I can't believe I am gonna eat pig stomach . My grandma is preparing the herb thingy for me now . well , it's kinda sick but it's nice . chewy ! haha . okay , it's here . (: It's freakingly spicy . haha . I am drinking cherryade at the same time . haha . I maybe working at my uncle's restaurant during the June hols . I so need extra income for myself . yes , I seriously do . I am getting EMOOOOOOOOOO .

You know , I had this weird dream last night . I was at the beach with Veron . Then we saw LEEE .like wth ! hahaha . It was hell funny . I dreamt that I fell into a huge pool of concentrated acid . My god , I cried and it's like I could feel the acid burning my skin . My , it was scary sial . Hey Hey you you ! I want to be your girlfriend .

Love ,

Laura

Get well soon , buddy .

Saturday, May 19, 2007 @ 9:58 PM

Just got back from the concert . went to Island Creamery for ice cream . there wasn't NUTELLA . bah . so I ate pulut itam (: yep . I lost the freaking tickets when I was at Bugis but auntie lillian helped us talked to the person-in-charge , so we managed to watch the concert . How lucky right ! I'm suffering from a bad headache just now . ): byeeee .

@ 12:46 PM

Can anyone send me the song Over It by Katherine McPhee ?
I like that song . Watching the MV on MTV now . yeah .
You never were a friend of mine . Hurt at first a little bit but now I'm so over it .
I'm going back to nanyang tonight for Claire's qoir concert .
Hell yeah I'm so pleased to go back , seriously . (:
okay ,
the galang guni man is so noisy .
Is that right way to spell it ?
I'm such a goon .
hahaha.
I am gonna have lunch now .
ciao .
I'm missing you , honey .

@ 12:23 AM

I am talking to Hannah right now . yeah . Hmmm , I am like so bored :/ seriously . MSN is getting super uber boring . LEEEEEE , where are you ? I am so bored . Amanda helped me edited some pictures of mine for me , thanks girl . You're blessed . haha . I feel so raped . Amanda . it's all your fault , you tart . I'm listening to Runaway by Avril Lavigne , yeah . I like it alot . & I'm so addicted to Tonight & Your Call , thanks to LEEEEEEEE :DDDD

ther'e netball training during the freaking hols . I'm so sick of it . I dread it now because of Miss Lee . Always picking on me and stuff . annoying . Netball carnival is coming , hehe . I so can't wait . But I think I'll totally suck at shooting now . No practices . Life can be such a bitch . Hate it . sheesh , I am starving . ahhhh , I miss everyone . I feel so alone at home . Oh yeah , I wanna go out tomorrow :/ I'm gonna turn in now . I'm so tired although I slept just now .
Laughing so much that it hurts like hell .
Love ,
Laura

Friday, May 18, 2007 @ 6:31 PM

Hello . Hmmm , Jin was here a few minutes ago . She's such a tart . I was lying on my bed , she was lying next to me and she started touching me . eek . then I started talking like some china woman and touch her all over too . she backed off because she hates it when people touches her leg . hahahaha . you're an ass . some stuff happened , dont wanna talk about it . Amanda ,michelle and I cam-whored in class . haha . Amanda Tock raped me okay ! idiot .

Thursday, May 17, 2007 @ 10:12 PM

Boy , why are you doing this to me ?
do you see what I'm going through ?
I thought you could see .
I sound like a fool when I thought you would care .
Will you share my pain ?
I'm going insane .
You just walk out that door ,
what do you take me for ?

@ 7:57 PM

Hello . waiting for lee to finish his dinner . haha . Hmmm, sorry weijie & jinyee . I fell asleep just now when I'm suppose to entertain you girls ): haha . Before that Jin was trying to curl my hair with the hair straightener . I was sitting on the gym ball and I kept on losing balance . haha . I look nice in curls . (: well , I haven't had my dinner yet . Hungry but I'm too lazy to eat . haha . crap . Oh yeah ! I am suppose to make a blog for lee . yeah . I shall go do that now .
Love ,
Laura Lim

@ 3:27 PM

Hello ya'll . just showered . Jin and weijie are over at my place right now (: school ended at like 12:15 today . yep . then MADNESS went to amk hub to have eat . I ate ice kachang . we talked and cam whored . I am so happy ! haha . we laughed alot okay . Veron was so funny , I fed her my ice kachang and she choked on it or something then we did lots of funny stuff . My class were preparing stuff for the Family Day thingy . that's all lar . nothing much to say .

Wednesday, May 16, 2007 @ 2:00 PM

Okay . I guess I'm so screwed . We've gotten our marks back . I didn't go to school today so I don't know how much I got . yep . Baby was suppose to come over but unfortunately , my mom came home . damn it . Should I or should I not cut my hair ? I think my freaking fringe is too long . Weixuan doesn't want me to because he thinks it's nice .... okay ... that's about it . ciao all .

Tuesday, May 15, 2007 @ 9:44 PM

Had lots of fun today . took many pictures too . I FED THE ELEPHANTS TODAY ! it was kinda scary . I was afraid they might suck my fingers into the nostrils . they are so clever and cute . walked alot , didn't take the tram at all . yeah . It drizzled a little so it wasn't hot . yeah . I have nothing much to say although alot of things happened . I shall post some of the pictures .

@ 9:31 AM

I am going to the zoo soon . It's kinda cloudy and there's a light drizzle . damn it . I swear , if rain comes pouring down , I will hammer God :D sorry sorry sorry . Shouldn't say that . sheesh , I am kinda tired . Oh well . wait for me to get back to post pictures of the zooooooooooooo . bye .

Monday, May 14, 2007 @ 7:54 PM

I'm like so angry right now . Pooh my mom . she accused me of conspiring with the maid . that boob . I didn't even do anything . and something adds on to my foul mood .

We've talked to you two about it and it doesn't seem to get into your freaking mind eh ? There's no school tomorrow and A decided to go out with her boyfriend and she says B was coming along . I thought we already planned to go out together tomorrow . C , D and I are effing pissed off. so , you rather choose those malay boys than us ? A piece of advice from me , if you're so interested in hanging with them , then so be it . It's not that we mind you guys hanging out with them . I mean , we're fine with it but not like you hardly hang out with us right ? Sheesh , it's always about you two , you two & you two . and you guys actually claimed that you do ask us out . tell me all about it . it's just crap . since A , you're going out with that boyfriend of yours , why didn't you bother asking us ? When we had the talk , I already said that I don't mind them already . Look , if the boys are more important than your friends , then don't come to us anymore . All you think about is yourselves . After reading this , I bet you'll know who I am refering to . & if you've realised , we haven't been complaining much ... we're just waiting .

@ 7:18 PM

I'M GOING TO THE ZOO TOMORROW !

haha , I don't know why I am so excited . I haven't been there for a really long time, you know. (: But at the same time , I wanna go to the beach . yes , sentosa comes to my mind first . but it's like so freaking far okay . damn it . and it's so much cheaper than the zoooooooooo . today's listening compre was so-so . At least I understood what the person was saying , my chinese sucks big time . I am so proud of myself . Usually my listening compre ain't that good because I can't understand what the person is saying . They always play those stupid music which I find it so irritating , yes , I wanna comment on the music they always play , it sucks :D

Hmmm , my big toenail on my left hurts . It's like swollen . I was playing soccer just now with my sisters . and I didn't wear any shoes on , so when I gave the perfect kick , surprisingly , with my left foot , I hurt my big toenail ): it hurts man . anyway , lee came online and went off when I was about to say something ): I miss my boy too . He came over just now and left . Jin was here too , yeah . she was watching some chinese drama at my house . Wuzun's so hot , I swear . & girls , sorry to say , he's mine (: and so is channing tatum . ahaha . I'm selfish . I know . I guess that's about it ya'll .

Love ,

Laura.

Saturday, May 12, 2007 @ 9:35 PM

Went to Kbox just now with baby,jinyee,derek, weijie & waikiong at amk . yep . Had fun (: Hmmm , I am like freakin sleepy right now . slept really late last night . and I woke up early because chen weijie woke me up -.- haha . we sang lots of songs today . and guess what ? we sang oldies too . haha . pretty cool . I just yawned :/ haha . Mmmm , that's all . ciao .

Friday, May 11, 2007 @ 4:46 PM

Okay. I'm back . Yes , I know, it's really obvious . I can't find my phone !!!! I think I left it in the cab . Man, it's the second time already . Seriously ... my brain has some problem or maybe I'm just born like that . Oh Please . Today was the last paper . I did not finish that darn paper :/ Gosh , it was hard . I was like racking my brains real hard till it nearly burst . seriously . I was so so into the paper okay . MY PHONE ! It's freakingly gone , I hope not . Cross my fingers and toes ... & my left eye hurts , I kept rubbing it because my hair was like poking it . stupid "emo" hair . bye lar !

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