moment of truth

Saturday, September 30, 2006 @ 9:28 PM

HELLO !!!! (X

i'm back !

today was the best day ever !

Although we didn't do much,

it was still fun.

yeah.

we went to takashimaya and walked around.

Jan,sili,rina,jin,veron,weijie,wai kiong and i(:

the birthday girls-Weijie and Laura !

then weijie and waikiong left...

hmm,wonder what they're up to?!

hahas !

i treated them to ice-cream.

i was too full to eat !

then we went to veron's hse to dye my hair AGAIN !

jin and veron too !!!

after that, we went to amk central to buy fireworks and candles to play at the playground(X

hmm,

then we met VENICE !!! hahas !!!

he's awfully cute la !

he decided to tagged along. YAY ! but sadly,sili had to go home.

hahas ! went my hse for dinner then left for the park.

then started taking pics and all. ( will post it some other time.)

and we cut the cake.

when i was making a wish,

that darn jin yee went to pour coke all over me-.-

then i was like WTH?!

then i poured some juice on veron coz i thought it was her>.

hahas !

then they smeared choc cake on me):

my face was black la.

then when they surrounded me,i ran and fell-.-

so embarrassing! sand all over me too ! i was freaking dirty !

pfft !

then poor venice had cake on his face coz i thought he was in it too !

SORRY VENICE !

hahas.

oh wells,then we chased jan and me and rina collided together.

OWW !!!

she fell!!! hurts man !

then, jan decided to take revenge-.-

i threatened him so he didnt do anything to me.

actually, it was i who started on him ! hahas, but i didnt get it.

he chased veron,rina and jin .hahas !

it was hilarious !

jin and i quickly rushed home.

don't know what happened in the end.

hahas ! what a close shave la !

and guess what?! mark asked me for patch ! YAY !!!!

it's the best birthday ever !!!! (((((:

that's all.

@ 10:54 AM

HELLO !!!!! (((((:

i'm especially high today !

because it's MY BIRTHDAY !!!! YAY !

happy birthday to myself,

happy birthday,happy birthday.

happy birthday to lala !!! (x

YAY !!!

hahas.

gonna go out and chill with my friends !

sigh. was looking forward to this day because of mark.

but...

aye ! let's not tok abt it.

i'm gonna be happy for today,at least !

haha.

WE STILL DON'T KNOW WHERE TO GO ! DAMN !

hahas !!!!!

meeting at 1230pm at peirce bus stop.yeaps !

well,that's all.

there will be so much to say tonight !(:

Friday, September 29, 2006 @ 7:51 PM

hey !
have not been online lately because of exams.
yeah.
well,loads of stuff happened.
we broke up):
i knew this day would come so i was mentally prepared.
I still love him though.
and as for that surizan...
argh ! he's just getting on my nerves.
he actually said i talked to him because i've got a motive-.-
okay,that's like the stupidest thing i ever heard.
Today,
was MT paper(chinese)
It totally sucks ! yeah.
English was okay(:yeaps !
hmm,
GUESS WHAT?!?
I bleached my hair today, with jin !
yeaps !
it can be seen really clearly under light.
cool.
it's peach brown(:
hmm,
still can be seen without the light.
hahas !
oh yeah,
it's my birthday tomorrow:D
going out with madness. YAY !
how i wish mark could celebrate it with me):
oh well !
i still have my sexy babes !
yeah,what more can i ask for?!
everytime i see him,
i feel sad.
i miss him so much.
sigh.
i guess that's abt it ! yeaps !

Staring out at the rain with a heavy heart
It's the end of the world in my mind
Then your voice calls me back like a wake up call
I've been looking for the answer
Somewhere
I couldn't see that it was right there
But now I know what I didn't know
Because you live and breathe
Because you make me
believe in myself when nobody else can help
Because you live, boy
My world has twice as many stars in the sky
It's alright, I survived, I'm alive again
Cuz of you, made it through every storm
What is life, whats the use if your killed inside
I'm so glad I found an angel
Someone
Who was there when all my hopes fell
I wanna fly, looking in your eyes
Because you live and breathe
Because you make me believe in myself when nobody else can help
Because you live, boy
My world has twice as many stars in the sky
Because you live, I live
Because you live there's a reason why
I carry on when I lose the fight
I want to give what you've given me always
Because you live and breathe
Because you make me believe in myself when nobody else can help
Because you live, boy
My world has twice as many stars in the sky
Because you live and breathe
Because you make me believe in myself when nobody else can help
Because you live, boy
My world has everything I need to survive
Because you live, I live....

P.S : I changed the girl to boy(: and VERON ! u better give me the "pen" !!!!! argh !

Sunday, September 24, 2006 @ 3:05 PM

ohaiyo !(:
I'm stuck at home, as usual:/\:
exams stinks ! stupid exams !
argh !
i'm not even well-prepared yet.
hahas.
but whatever.
oh well,
got into a fight today.
blehs !
with my sisters.
so it was claire and i against hazel(youngest)
i was sleeping soundly when i heard hazel screaming.
Then i got out of my room to see what's happeneing.
then i saw claire and hazel snatching MY handphone !
Motorola V3.
MY BELOVED PHONE !!!!
i was so scared they would pull it apart)`:
then i went to stop them,
unfortunately, hazel kicked my shin.
OWW !!!
i was so angry that i gave her slap across her face.
-.-lll okay.i know i was mean but she really gone overboard la.
i was just trying to stop them and she kicked me !
well,yeah.
Then claire managed to snatched the phone away and gave it to me.
The hazel started crying and all and tried getting the phone from me.
i didn't give it to her and gave it back to claire.hahas
and then the passing of phone continued.
I NOE WE are LIKE BULLIES BUT....
hazel's always trying to find trouble with us so...too bad !!!!
oh well,then my mom came home from the market
she used the hanger and whacked all 3 three of us.(wth ! how old am i?!)
i wasn't in the wrong,i tried stopping them okay?!
i didn't cry though,im strong>.
then i was so so angry then i just screamed at hazel,
"Got to hell la, chee bye !"
oh my god ! i just blurted that out of anger in front of my mom.
I stomped off and went to shower.
yeah.
then my sisters stared crying and all.
I told claire to go downstairs and leave hazel alone.
then claire smirked at hazel and left.
wth?!
hahas.
that's all.
BTW ! I HAD SCRATCHES ON MY RIGHT HAND. HAZEL BITES ! hahas !

Saturday, September 23, 2006 @ 10:35 AM

we're drifting apart.yeah.

it's just so sad that the love we shared is fading.

we haven't been talking much nor meeting up.

because of the exams,i guess.

well,we talked it out last night.

we decided to start all over again(:

YEAH.hahas.

hmm,i've faith in both of us.we can make it right this time

yeah.and as for HIM.

i can't believe i made a huge mistake.

he isn't the guy i thought he was.

i loved the wrong guy):

and i went through alot because of him.

and was it worth it?!

oh no!

oh well,at least i dun love him anymore.

that's a good thing!

argh !!!

the exams are coming.eeks !

i'm so not prepared !!!!!

okays ! today,i really really pissed with veronique enah ham and akbar jan(dunno his full name !)

they AHEM! again. when both of them promised me.wth !

pfft ! i swear if veron dun quit,i'll start.mark my words.well,yeah:/

I'm losing my mind.

I'm losing myself.

Why are there a few which are kind?

I'm waiting for the moment to show you.

that i just want nothing but you,boy.

It ain't that easy.

Hard enough for me to lose everything.

Just a word or two from you,

my mood changed.

You lied to me,

when i asked you,

you said you don't anymore.

But the next time round,

you said you do.

Is the love still there?

Only you and i know.

Till the end of time,

baby, you are always here.

Here in my heart.

Sunday, September 17, 2006 @ 9:33 PM

ohaiyo ! went to takashimaya today for lunch with my family at crystal jade(: yeaps ! hmm,then went to buy mooncake. hahas, oh yeah ! bought a mini-skirt and a belt from a new shop there(: the clothes there are really awesome ! x) yeah.wanted to buy a tee but i had to many tops at home alr.yeah.that's why. hmm, i'm bored:/\: yeah, oh well, i'm toking to veron on the phone now... there's nothing much to blog abt.toodles(:

Saturday, September 16, 2006 @ 11:32 PM

'Cause it hurts me so just to see you go
Around with someone new
And if I know you, you're doin' that thing
Everyday just doin' that thing
I can't take you doin' that thing you do'

toodles,laura(:

Friday, September 15, 2006 @ 8:45 PM

hello all((((: hmm. was sick for the past few days.fever and sore throat. there's nothing much to blog abt today-.-lllyeah.boring as usual...toodles,all(:

Wednesday, September 13, 2006 @ 6:54 PM

hello all. i'm not in a good mood today and i dunno why. I guess i'm just grumpy because my throat hurts, i saw his tagboard and she said she still loves him(never mind abt that!) and there's maths test tomorrow. yeah. bleh ! my throat hurt so badly after eating the sweet Shao Wen offered me. there's no problem with the sweet, it's my throat. argh !!!! i feel like screaming to vent my frustration but i can't , stupid throat !!!! geck !!! hahas ! -.-lll hmm, i flunked my maths test ! i always flunk maths la !!!! argh !!!! exams are coming and i'm not prepared yet and my mom's driving me crazy))))): blehs !!!!! there's nothing much to blog abt today, yeah. hmm.i think i'm running a high fever due to the sore throat): yeah.i'm sick.blehs ! when i shake my head, i feel like my brain's shaking. hahas !!! hmm, my eyeballs feel hot ! yeah...i hate being sick but there are some advantages being sick right?! like not going to school....muhahahaha ! hmm, i'm sick in the brain. yeah. loly lols ! hahas ! weird-.-lll i miss bintan. not coz i fell in love with zan there. i just miss that place,yeah...i miss the sea.i miss the instructors.i miss the memories i had with my friends there): hahas ! it sure is a romantic island. yeah<3>

Tuesday, September 12, 2006 @ 6:21 PM

Red, crimson, scarlet, red

why are these the colours of love?

shades of burning

shades of anger

wounds and flames and fury and heat-

consuming.

Nor is it true to paint love pink

bubblegum, Barbie doll, candy-floss sweet

shades of sugar

shades of innocence

petals and tutus and lies and lace-

ornamenting.

I wish for love that's green

emerald, oceans, cool like jade

shades of knowing

shades of peace

trees and seas and belief and eternity-

healing.

The Blazon of My Love

Monday, September 11, 2006 @ 6:46 PM

hello there): i'm so sick of my mother. she's just a person who ruins my life, i dislike her. ALOT !!!! she took away cellphone and terminated the line because i over-exceeded my limit. wth ! Can she just leave me alone?!?!? for once?!?!? she just wanna drive me up the wall !!!! i just want her out of my life !!!!! i'm so so so pissed off la !!!! argh !!!!!! why am i so unlucky to have her as my mom ?!? i so wanna switch mom with veron, her mom's so cool la-.-lll i'm so fed up with her that this post is specially for her...that's all !

Sunday, September 10, 2006 @ 2:35 PM

The poets say
your eyes
are windows to your soul.

My soul mate's eyes
are deep
and seek to make me whole.

His eyes confess
he loves
with passion strong and true.

I shall leap in
with faith
to give my soul to you.

here's another one!

Love can be difficlut
And also time-consuming
And makes one do silly things like cry and sigh and die.

Much better to date boys
Who mean little to you:
After all,
There's an overabundant existing supply.

Disposable, pose-able, available now
Easy to handle, not too much work
Insignificant flings with guy after guy
What's not love? Except love?

If it's tragic, i'll skip it.
If it's too profound, count me out.
All things meaningful, magic, and wholly poetic
Are far too much trouble
And take too much effort
And i can't be bothered
So there.

Hmm, i woke uo at 0130pm today. You guys must be thinking, why so late?! coz i slept late. yeah. blahs ! hmm,if mark didn't sms me, i would be still sleeping(: hahas ! he slept late too but woke up up at 11-.-lll coz of his mom. hmm, he went to sleep again coz he's tired. yeaps ! hmm, i'm bored. something just happened that really pisses me off, jin yee got me this "orange madness" blogskin...then i used it. DUH-UH ! then the next thing i know, when i went back to my blog page. it was the old skin i used. wth ! before that, it was alright-.-llll argh !!!! sorry jin, wasted ur effort): blahs ! SOBS ! i lost my favourite earring. the fishbone earring i bought at 77th street))))))x i used a safety pin to replaced it. oh yeah ! jin, veron and i planning to get our nose pierced(x yeaps ! hahas ! but i'm afraid my mom won't allow, i bet if she find out i got my nose pierced, she will definitely kill me! for sure ! hmm, i dun think i'm gonna pierce. sigh. yeah. maybe just another hole on my left ear. hais. school's gonna reopen tomorrow. have not done my hw and dun intend to>.< that's all.
and you're gone.

Saturday, September 09, 2006 @ 4:13 PM

You don't mean a thing to me anymore.nothing.Do you think just a word-Sorry can make up fpr the hurt u caused me? chuckles. no! U got over me THAT fast because probably u weren't in the least interested about me. I was just a toy to you huh? yeah.maybe. I just want you out of my life, i don't know if i even want to be your friend because each time i see you....all the memories come pouring out ! and i hate it.ALOT ! Baby, please go.I no longer want you anymore...It doesn't matter,anyway. I'm jaded,thanks to you. I gave you everything but it wasn't enough,i guess. You are history and will always be !

ohaiyo !!! hahas. hmm, the song Too little too late by JoJo reminds me of HIM ! i can't be thinking of him now because i'm with Mark. But i just dislike him THAT much,well,i don't know. Maybe it's just temporary. yeaps ! hmm, i love him no more. NO MORE ! yeah (: If you really love that person,you would wait right? but to me...is it worth it? he doesn't even care about me, he has another girl and he tries to hurt me(for example, burn the letter i wrote to him infront of me.but in the end, he didn't had the chance to). How evil could he be?! hmm. What lesson did he wanna teach me? i seriously have no idea. Just be direct and tell me, why needa do that? Promises all broken...I repeat, i WAS jaded but now i'm not.anymore....i don't wanna run away...and NOW, i have mark((((: yeaps ! what more can i ask for?! I'm just contented with what i have now.That's all.
baby,i love you no more(:

@ 2:52 AM

hello !!!! I'm still awake?! hahas !!! hmm,yeah.It's 2:54am now.Veron's staying over-night at jin yee's house,yeah.so they snucked out to meet me.FYI,those who dunno,jin lives 3 doors away(:yeaps ! so we're starving and jin and veron had Cocoa(is that how u spell it?) crunch,so they decided to bring some over to my house.hmm,mark is toking to us too ! having conferance on jin's phone,yeaps ! hahas ! hmm,wellies,we're all having fun ! hmm...yeah ! mark wants me to blog abt him here,MARK'S A GREEN MONSTER AND I LOVE HIM<333>

Friday, September 08, 2006 @ 8:20 PM

ohaiyo !!!! hahas !!!! veron's here.at my
house.yeah.hmm.she can't stay overnight.THANKS MOM ! THANKS A WHOLE LOT !-.-lll to people like fiona,i was being sarcastic.hahas.yeah, so veron's going over to jin's house to sleep instead...oh ya ! veron bought me this purse from vietnam made by REAL pearls and hand-sewn. how cool can that be?! and it's only SGD $1.50. dirt cheap right?! hahas.i love it.it's my birthday prezzie(: how sweet ! she's my best friend ! -.-lll alright,i'm like some kindergarden kid bragging abt her best friend.hahas ! cute ! [: that's all.

paul look so cute la !!! what was i trying to do?!

damn ! we missed this ice-cream !

who took this picture?! where was i?!

best friends forever!

Thursday, September 07, 2006 @ 6:24 PM

i was being bullied by the GREENIES today): blahs ! pfft ! whatever la, at least i managed to "protect" myself. hahas ! hmm,mark and jin yee(GREENIES) came over to my house.yeaps ! hmm,actually we're suppose to be at the park but it was so boring. Then, we decided to sneak into my hse. My grandma was at home,ya see. hahas ! it was hilarious ! kinda scary too ! wahaha ! people, i'm so bored. I really have nothing better to do la. blahs ! yeah.FYI. i'm with mark ! i'm not trying to brag abt it but i just wanna let you guys noe, u can DISLIKE/HATE me for who i am but not what i am coz DO YOU EVEN KNOW ME?! no. yeaps ! anyways,i won't let this relationship go that easily...trust me ! and i love HIM no more. he's just a shadow,someone who took my heart and broke it into smithereens. i just dun wish to see him that often coz i just feel pain if i do.yeah.that's all i gotta say,i guess ! love ya'll (:
ilovemark

Wednesday, September 06, 2006 @ 10:23 AM

You get the limo out front

Hot styles, every shoe every other
Ya when your famous it can be kinda fun
It's really you but no one ever discovers
In some ways your just like all your friends
But on stage your a star

You get the best of both worlds
Chill it out, take it slow
Then you rock out the show
You get the best of both worlds
Mix it all together and you know that it's the best of both worlds
The best of both worlds
You go to movie premieres
Hear your songs on the radioLiving two lives is a little wierd
But schools cool cuz nobody knowsYa you get to be a small town girl
But big time when you play your guitar

You get the best of both worlds
Chill it out, take it slow
Then you rock out the show
You get the best of both worlds
Mix it all together and you know that it's the best of both
You know the best of both worlds

Artist:Hannah Montana
Album:Who Said
Title:The Best of Both Worlds

HELLOS ALL !!! yeah. i love hannah Montana ! yeaps ! she definitely can sing ! uh huh! that's my favourite song up there(: The best of both worlds ! hmm.yeah.it's 10:27am. i can't believe i woke up THAT early today. hmm, zak and alex's here. Hahas ! upstairs with my sisters ! wondering what they are doing. i noe my sisters are dolling alex up>.< i'm bored ! very bored ! wala ! i have something to do now ! hahas ! toking to timothy ! yeaps !haiz ! so many exclamation marks today !!!!!!!!!!! tee hees ! blahs ! i'll end it here ! toodles !
ilovehim

Tuesday, September 05, 2006 @ 7:07 PM

the cat fight happened there!!! yeah !!! the teh tarek(dunno how to spell) spilt on me)x hahas.hmm.wellies.we were waiting for the bus to sentosa...u noe wat ?! this post is suppose to be abt today but i decided to write abt sentosa.MUHAHA ! i'm just bored la.yeah.hmm.btw,im wearing zak's sunglasses.didnt bring mine! forgot ! blahs.i just got back from the park.yeahs.with jin.haiz.im sandy and all-.-lll I MISS HAM ! she's in vietnam now):sobs.she's coming back on thursday ! i'm ending it here(: toodles ! ilovemark

@ 4:35 PM

yay. i'm finally back to blog. (((((((((:
changed my blogskin. nice ? of course la ! xD
so, those were the pictures of sentosa.
was there on o1o9o6- (:
so so so fun ! i was going around asking people if it was fun, and jin found me damn irritating. XD
we were actually supposed to be thr to celebrate veron ( the fat one's ) birthday. haha. zak bought a $13 cake, which was eaten by ants. more like he bought it for the ants. =/ LOLS. hmm. veron must hate ants ! too bad ! x) mark was thr too. sadly, he went home early. that explains why he wasnt in practically all the photos. blahs.
many many pple were thr ! 22 (excluding me !) ! woahs; is that a lot or what ? germ, charm, dan, zak, deleon, zoey, jin, ron, mark, jiewei, khai, sili, rina, daryyl, glen, weekiat, olivia, amelia, amelia's friend, meiyu, aziza, jan.
ilovemark

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I am a girl and i am writing this as long as i could to make it look nice i love food and charms and trinklets and diamonds and pushing daisies and nice boys i love prada and louie and i listen to music like we the kings and the ting tings and the cab i do not like sweaty mornings and stalin and my hair being neat i love drawing flowers and my garden of eden so do you get my drift of making this part as long as possible?

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